Chapter 617 No Man's Land
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Chen Ai Ting
Chapter 617 No Man's Land
Since leaving home five years ago, Yang Yang has never been at home for the Spring Festival.
Living in a foreign country in Europe, every year around the Spring Festival, he will inevitably be affected, but he has always been well controlled.
This is the first time he has been home for the New Year in five years.
The day before he left Liverpool, Benitez and Yesterdan had a long chat with him.
Considering his recent pressure and his sluggish state, the team decided to give him a few days off. The coaching staff hopes that he can take a good rest and let go of the pressure completely.
As a result, Yang Yang will be absent from the Premier League No.20's away game against Bolton in the sixth round.
In addition, the next two weeks will be the national team match day, and China is participating in the four-nation match. With Yang Yang's status and status today, he does not need to play such a match at all, so he is not within the scope of the national team's call-up.
Therefore, this time he can take a vacation of more than half a month.
According to Benitez, he only needs to return to Liverpool in the 27th round against Middlesbrough.
Of course, Benitez also hopes that he will not relax his training during this period of time, because after 27 rounds, the Champions League knockout round will follow. Liverpool's opponent this time is Inter Milan in Serie A.
This team can be called the strongest in Serie A, and its overall strength should not be underestimated. Zlatan Ibrahimovic is also a top center in Europe. It is very difficult to win this team. It is the time when everyone is required to show their best.
Yang Yang can appreciate Benitez's intentions. Dare to give him a holiday before such an important schedule. This is definitely a deep trust in him, because if he is not self-disciplined during this period of time, if he neglects training and adjustments, he will not be able to play the game when he comes back.
But Yang Yang himself is very clear that what he has now is a heart disease.
It’s like a person who has worked hard to climb a mountain, and finally climbed to the top of the mountain. While seeing the beautiful scenery, he will inevitably have a feeling of being lost psychologically. The whole person relaxes, as if he has lost his goal.
Yang Yang feels this way now.
He heard before that all those who have won the World Footballer will have a period of downturn, and it is estimated that this is the case.
Liverpool ranked first in the Premier League standings, Yang Yang ranked first in the Premier League scorer list, and the Champions League scorer list...
He seemed to lose his purpose all of a sudden.
Therefore, he knew his problem in his heart, so he did not refuse the coaching staff's kindness, and flew back to Beijing the next day. After staying in Beijing for a day, he flew back to his hometown non-stop.
Su Ye accompanied Yang Yang back to his hometown, but this was the first time for New Year.
If it was in normal times, she would definitely refuse, because she also wanted to stay at home with her parents. Besides, she and Yang Yang are currently just boyfriend and girlfriend, so it would be a bit embarrassing to accompany him home for the New Year.
But these days, she also saw that Yang Yang's mood was not high, and she was very worried, so she talked to her parents and accompanied him back to his hometown.
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Yang Yang's parents' business has become more and more prosperous in the past few years, and the scale is getting bigger and bigger. It is already a well-known sports brand in China, especially in the field of running shoes.
The previous Beijing Marathon, because of Su Ye's participation, attracted widespread attention from the domestic media and led to a wave of running craze.
Since going home this time was an adjustment, Yang Yang didn't want to be disturbed, so he reminded his parents that he didn't tell anyone about his return, but only informed his uncle Shen Ming who had already returned to the country.
Every day, he insisted on quantitative training to keep his body in shape, and the rest of the time he drove Su Ye around to play.
There are many tourist attractions in Fujian. Yang Yang used to be young and was studying, so he had no time to go out, but this time he had a rare opportunity. He visited all over the place, but considering the Spring Festival, he only chose places with few people, so he didn’t want to be disturbed.
His parents and family knew that he had something on his mind, so instead of telling him, they actively offered suggestions and suggested places for him to travel, which saved Yang Yang the trouble of searching the Internet for strategies.
Two people, one car, had a great time.
Especially after spending the Spring Festival at home, he took Su Ye to Wuyi Mountain for a few days on the first day of the new year.
Living deep in the mountains, Yang Yang and Su Ye climbed the mountain every day without being disturbed by the outside world. In the cold weather, there were few tourists in Wuyi Mountain. In addition, Yang Yang and Su Ye had disguised themselves, so no one recognized them.
It was not until he returned home that he received the news.
In the sixth round of No.20 in the Premier League, Liverpool drew away with Bolton [-]-[-].
Since Arsenal won this round, the Gunners reversed Liverpool by two points and reached the top of the Premier League.
Finally, Yang Yang couldn't help but searched online, and the public opinion reacted greatly to this.
Leading for most of the season, the result suddenly fell sharply. The pressure on Liverpool can be imagined.
As the team's top scorer, Yang Yang is on vacation at this time. He feels a little bit sorry, but at the same time he is more grateful to Benitez and Yesterdan for their protection.
Yang Yang has always been a person who knows how to reciprocate, and whoever treats him well, he will repay the other party in every possible way.
Benitez may have some shortcomings in character, but his trust in him is beyond doubt.
But thinking of his current situation, and the current situation of Liverpool, Yang Yang felt very uncomfortable.
He still hasn't found a solution to his problems.
Thinking of this, he couldn't help letting out a long sigh.
……
"It's cold outside, and I don't wear any clothes."
Su Ye walked out of the balcony lightly, and put a coat on Yang Yang's body.
In fact, how cold is winter in southern China?
But Yang Yang still felt a sense of warmth, and gently held Su Ye's hand, but couldn't help but sighed.
"I was a little scared all of a sudden." Yang Yang said.
"What are you afraid of?"
Yang Yang didn't say anything, but just held Su Ye's hand, obviously exerting a little force.
The two lived and ate together during this period of time, so how could Su Ye not know what Yang Yang was thinking?
Today's Su Ye is no longer the same as before, knowing nothing about football. On the contrary, in order to have more common topics with Yang Yang over the years, she has read a lot of books and news about football, and she also has a deep understanding of football.
From the past to the present, there are not many stars who have declined all the way after the peak, and finally quickly disappeared from everyone.
The most recent one is Ronaldinho of Barcelona. The Brazilian superstar obviously fell quickly after his peak.
But Yang Yang is different from him. Yang Yang is younger, but he has already won all the honors he can get.
He won the Champions League top scorer twice, the Premier League top scorer, the Eredivisie Golden Boot...
"I think it's great that you know how to be afraid." Su Ye comforted.
"How to say?"
"At least you won't be stuck in the mud." Su Ye looked at him and said with a sweet smile, "And I believe that all of this is not accidental or luck. You have such strength, so you are not so much afraid as you are in awe."
In awe.
When Yang Yang heard this word, he couldn't help nodding. He felt that awe was more appropriate than fear to describe his state of mind at this moment, because he was not without confidence, but just felt full of awe.
"With awe, you will be more strict with yourself. I believe you will come out soon." Su Ye smiled.
Yang Yang also smiled. After hearing Su Ye's explanation, he felt much better.
"To be honest, from the time I knew you to the present, I have never seen you worry about gains and losses as much as you do now."
"So what have I always been like?"
"Very confident, and sometimes I even feel that you are too confident."
Yang Yang nodded. He suddenly remembered what Van Gaal had said to him on the phone not long ago.
"Know how to be afraid? This is a good thing. If you overcome it, you will mature!"
Now combined with Su Ye's words, Yang Yang suddenly understood something in his heart.
The ignorant are fearless, and such confidence cannot last long.
Many people say that excessive low self-esteem can lead to extreme self-confidence. This may make sense, but how long can it last?
How can people be free from blows and setbacks?How could it be smooth sailing forever?
The self-confidence that comes from low self-esteem will make people slump in blows and setbacks.
Only by overcoming inferiority complex and truly possessing self-confidence is real self-confidence.
In the past few years, Yang Yang has been suffocating in his heart, and he wants to prove himself.
And that in itself is a kind of inferiority complex.
Now, he has proven himself, and he has won the honor that everyone dreams of, but what should he do next?
He used to have a clear goal, from Almere to Ajax, from the bench to the first team, from the Eredivisie Golden Boot to the Premier League Golden Boot to the World Footballer, he walked this way, as if he was climbing steps, and every step fell into reality.
But now that he has reached the peak, he doesn't know how to go and how to do it, and no one can tell him.
He seemed to have broken into an endless no-man's land, unable to see the direction and find a way out.
After Van Basten won the World Footballer, he retired early due to injuries.
Yang Yang is only 21 years old. It is hard for him to imagine that he will go downhill from now on. This is not what he wants.
Standing beside her, Su Ye paid attention to the change of Yang Yang's expression. She knew what Yang Yang was thinking, but suddenly, a thought flashed in her mind, and she asked, "I want to go somewhere, will you go with me?"
"where?"
Su Ye didn't say anything, but after a smile, he took his hand and said, "Maybe I'll be going for a few days, and I think I'll suffer a lot on the way, so you can go with me, okay?"
Even if she didn't ask softly, as long as Su Ye wanted to go, Yang Yang would accompany her.
……
After the two discussed it properly that night, they began to pack their things the next day and bid farewell to their relatives at home.
Yang Yang also made a special trip to say goodbye to his uncle Shen Ming, because when he was in the Netherlands, he really received a lot of care from his uncle's family.
After finishing everything, Yang Yang and Su Ye took the plane to Beijing.
Two days later, they took another flight southward.
(End of this chapter)
Since leaving home five years ago, Yang Yang has never been at home for the Spring Festival.
Living in a foreign country in Europe, every year around the Spring Festival, he will inevitably be affected, but he has always been well controlled.
This is the first time he has been home for the New Year in five years.
The day before he left Liverpool, Benitez and Yesterdan had a long chat with him.
Considering his recent pressure and his sluggish state, the team decided to give him a few days off. The coaching staff hopes that he can take a good rest and let go of the pressure completely.
As a result, Yang Yang will be absent from the Premier League No.20's away game against Bolton in the sixth round.
In addition, the next two weeks will be the national team match day, and China is participating in the four-nation match. With Yang Yang's status and status today, he does not need to play such a match at all, so he is not within the scope of the national team's call-up.
Therefore, this time he can take a vacation of more than half a month.
According to Benitez, he only needs to return to Liverpool in the 27th round against Middlesbrough.
Of course, Benitez also hopes that he will not relax his training during this period of time, because after 27 rounds, the Champions League knockout round will follow. Liverpool's opponent this time is Inter Milan in Serie A.
This team can be called the strongest in Serie A, and its overall strength should not be underestimated. Zlatan Ibrahimovic is also a top center in Europe. It is very difficult to win this team. It is the time when everyone is required to show their best.
Yang Yang can appreciate Benitez's intentions. Dare to give him a holiday before such an important schedule. This is definitely a deep trust in him, because if he is not self-disciplined during this period of time, if he neglects training and adjustments, he will not be able to play the game when he comes back.
But Yang Yang himself is very clear that what he has now is a heart disease.
It’s like a person who has worked hard to climb a mountain, and finally climbed to the top of the mountain. While seeing the beautiful scenery, he will inevitably have a feeling of being lost psychologically. The whole person relaxes, as if he has lost his goal.
Yang Yang feels this way now.
He heard before that all those who have won the World Footballer will have a period of downturn, and it is estimated that this is the case.
Liverpool ranked first in the Premier League standings, Yang Yang ranked first in the Premier League scorer list, and the Champions League scorer list...
He seemed to lose his purpose all of a sudden.
Therefore, he knew his problem in his heart, so he did not refuse the coaching staff's kindness, and flew back to Beijing the next day. After staying in Beijing for a day, he flew back to his hometown non-stop.
Su Ye accompanied Yang Yang back to his hometown, but this was the first time for New Year.
If it was in normal times, she would definitely refuse, because she also wanted to stay at home with her parents. Besides, she and Yang Yang are currently just boyfriend and girlfriend, so it would be a bit embarrassing to accompany him home for the New Year.
But these days, she also saw that Yang Yang's mood was not high, and she was very worried, so she talked to her parents and accompanied him back to his hometown.
…………
…………
Yang Yang's parents' business has become more and more prosperous in the past few years, and the scale is getting bigger and bigger. It is already a well-known sports brand in China, especially in the field of running shoes.
The previous Beijing Marathon, because of Su Ye's participation, attracted widespread attention from the domestic media and led to a wave of running craze.
Since going home this time was an adjustment, Yang Yang didn't want to be disturbed, so he reminded his parents that he didn't tell anyone about his return, but only informed his uncle Shen Ming who had already returned to the country.
Every day, he insisted on quantitative training to keep his body in shape, and the rest of the time he drove Su Ye around to play.
There are many tourist attractions in Fujian. Yang Yang used to be young and was studying, so he had no time to go out, but this time he had a rare opportunity. He visited all over the place, but considering the Spring Festival, he only chose places with few people, so he didn’t want to be disturbed.
His parents and family knew that he had something on his mind, so instead of telling him, they actively offered suggestions and suggested places for him to travel, which saved Yang Yang the trouble of searching the Internet for strategies.
Two people, one car, had a great time.
Especially after spending the Spring Festival at home, he took Su Ye to Wuyi Mountain for a few days on the first day of the new year.
Living deep in the mountains, Yang Yang and Su Ye climbed the mountain every day without being disturbed by the outside world. In the cold weather, there were few tourists in Wuyi Mountain. In addition, Yang Yang and Su Ye had disguised themselves, so no one recognized them.
It was not until he returned home that he received the news.
In the sixth round of No.20 in the Premier League, Liverpool drew away with Bolton [-]-[-].
Since Arsenal won this round, the Gunners reversed Liverpool by two points and reached the top of the Premier League.
Finally, Yang Yang couldn't help but searched online, and the public opinion reacted greatly to this.
Leading for most of the season, the result suddenly fell sharply. The pressure on Liverpool can be imagined.
As the team's top scorer, Yang Yang is on vacation at this time. He feels a little bit sorry, but at the same time he is more grateful to Benitez and Yesterdan for their protection.
Yang Yang has always been a person who knows how to reciprocate, and whoever treats him well, he will repay the other party in every possible way.
Benitez may have some shortcomings in character, but his trust in him is beyond doubt.
But thinking of his current situation, and the current situation of Liverpool, Yang Yang felt very uncomfortable.
He still hasn't found a solution to his problems.
Thinking of this, he couldn't help letting out a long sigh.
……
"It's cold outside, and I don't wear any clothes."
Su Ye walked out of the balcony lightly, and put a coat on Yang Yang's body.
In fact, how cold is winter in southern China?
But Yang Yang still felt a sense of warmth, and gently held Su Ye's hand, but couldn't help but sighed.
"I was a little scared all of a sudden." Yang Yang said.
"What are you afraid of?"
Yang Yang didn't say anything, but just held Su Ye's hand, obviously exerting a little force.
The two lived and ate together during this period of time, so how could Su Ye not know what Yang Yang was thinking?
Today's Su Ye is no longer the same as before, knowing nothing about football. On the contrary, in order to have more common topics with Yang Yang over the years, she has read a lot of books and news about football, and she also has a deep understanding of football.
From the past to the present, there are not many stars who have declined all the way after the peak, and finally quickly disappeared from everyone.
The most recent one is Ronaldinho of Barcelona. The Brazilian superstar obviously fell quickly after his peak.
But Yang Yang is different from him. Yang Yang is younger, but he has already won all the honors he can get.
He won the Champions League top scorer twice, the Premier League top scorer, the Eredivisie Golden Boot...
"I think it's great that you know how to be afraid." Su Ye comforted.
"How to say?"
"At least you won't be stuck in the mud." Su Ye looked at him and said with a sweet smile, "And I believe that all of this is not accidental or luck. You have such strength, so you are not so much afraid as you are in awe."
In awe.
When Yang Yang heard this word, he couldn't help nodding. He felt that awe was more appropriate than fear to describe his state of mind at this moment, because he was not without confidence, but just felt full of awe.
"With awe, you will be more strict with yourself. I believe you will come out soon." Su Ye smiled.
Yang Yang also smiled. After hearing Su Ye's explanation, he felt much better.
"To be honest, from the time I knew you to the present, I have never seen you worry about gains and losses as much as you do now."
"So what have I always been like?"
"Very confident, and sometimes I even feel that you are too confident."
Yang Yang nodded. He suddenly remembered what Van Gaal had said to him on the phone not long ago.
"Know how to be afraid? This is a good thing. If you overcome it, you will mature!"
Now combined with Su Ye's words, Yang Yang suddenly understood something in his heart.
The ignorant are fearless, and such confidence cannot last long.
Many people say that excessive low self-esteem can lead to extreme self-confidence. This may make sense, but how long can it last?
How can people be free from blows and setbacks?How could it be smooth sailing forever?
The self-confidence that comes from low self-esteem will make people slump in blows and setbacks.
Only by overcoming inferiority complex and truly possessing self-confidence is real self-confidence.
In the past few years, Yang Yang has been suffocating in his heart, and he wants to prove himself.
And that in itself is a kind of inferiority complex.
Now, he has proven himself, and he has won the honor that everyone dreams of, but what should he do next?
He used to have a clear goal, from Almere to Ajax, from the bench to the first team, from the Eredivisie Golden Boot to the Premier League Golden Boot to the World Footballer, he walked this way, as if he was climbing steps, and every step fell into reality.
But now that he has reached the peak, he doesn't know how to go and how to do it, and no one can tell him.
He seemed to have broken into an endless no-man's land, unable to see the direction and find a way out.
After Van Basten won the World Footballer, he retired early due to injuries.
Yang Yang is only 21 years old. It is hard for him to imagine that he will go downhill from now on. This is not what he wants.
Standing beside her, Su Ye paid attention to the change of Yang Yang's expression. She knew what Yang Yang was thinking, but suddenly, a thought flashed in her mind, and she asked, "I want to go somewhere, will you go with me?"
"where?"
Su Ye didn't say anything, but after a smile, he took his hand and said, "Maybe I'll be going for a few days, and I think I'll suffer a lot on the way, so you can go with me, okay?"
Even if she didn't ask softly, as long as Su Ye wanted to go, Yang Yang would accompany her.
……
After the two discussed it properly that night, they began to pack their things the next day and bid farewell to their relatives at home.
Yang Yang also made a special trip to say goodbye to his uncle Shen Ming, because when he was in the Netherlands, he really received a lot of care from his uncle's family.
After finishing everything, Yang Yang and Su Ye took the plane to Beijing.
Two days later, they took another flight southward.
(End of this chapter)
