Chapter 4195
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Ye Yu Wen Ling 0
Chapter 4195
"What is God... what is man, what is the meaning of life..."
Xiao Yan's thoughts are constantly enlightened in the reincarnation of this life after life. He experienced the birth and end of life, felt the glory of the supremacy of power of the emperor and marquis, and also experienced the poverty of living with all his strength just to be able to eat once. Inevitably.
The sufferings in the world, ups and downs, are all in Xiao Yan's heart.
Feeling all this, Xiao Yan showed a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth. As the god of ancestral realm, although he has not broken through to immortality, even with his current strength, Xiao Yan can already become the creator of most of the stars.
He is already fully capable of creating his own stars, and even as long as Xiao Yan is willing to spend time, he can even create a galaxy, or even a vaster space than the Doudi Continent.
This is the ability that Xiao Yan possesses now, Xiao Yan seemed to be looking up all the time unconsciously, he hadn't lowered his head to look down for a long time.
"It turns out that... I have come so far without knowing it." Xiao Yan sighed, he always felt that he was not strong enough, because there were always enemies stronger than him, and they kept appearing, so Xiao Yan had to keep moving forward .
Only he himself knows this feeling. He has practiced so far, looking back, it seems like he had a long, long dream.
It seemed that I was only yesterday away from that young man who was lying in the back hill of Xiao's house in Wutan City, still melancholy because of the inexplicable disappearance of fighting spirit.
But... the father has been reincarnated, and every familiar face has disappeared.
"Father... big brother and second brother..."
Xiao Yan's eyes were rosy, and two lines of tears rolled down his cheeks. He really came to this day, the farther he walked, the stronger his strength, but... he became more and more lonely.
He is immortal... But time goes by, and the long river of time will take away everything. A lifetime is just a grain of sand floating in the long river. When it disappears, it disappears. The water disappears into the water without leaving any traces.
If they become immortal, they will have a nearly endless lifespan. As long as the world of Shenxi stands upright, every immortal strongman will be written into the song of immortality, this is eternal life.
But Xiao Yan was afraid... because between death and rebirth, Xiao Yan lived in a different world. Compared with death, parting and forgetting are the scariest things in this world.
Deep down in Xiao Yan's heart, he didn't want to become immortal, and even now, he seems to be stopping for a while, seriously accompanying his friends and lovers for a certain distance.
"What's the use of eternal life... Behind the gods is endless loneliness. This is what I understand. Is this immortal?"
Xiao Yan murmured, with sadness in his eyes, floating in the long river of time, it would be better to disappear in the long river after a short period of brilliance.
In these hundred lives, every life has been unwilling when life comes to an end.
Everyone will leave with a wish and disappear forever.
This may seem unwilling and sad to mortals, because they have not experienced the loneliness brought about by the vast time. In the eyes of gods... Regret is the true meaning of happiness.
"What is the real meaning of life..."
With a thought in Xiao Yan's mind, everything around him changed rapidly. At this moment, there was a loud noise of people flowing around him. Standing in a market, Xiao Yan looked at the familiar things around him with a slight smile on his face.
The endless stream of people bypassed Xiao Yan, looking at him standing motionless in the crowd, all of them gave Xiao Yan weird eyes.
Xiao Yan turned his head to the side, and there was a house number not far away, with the word Xiao Mansion written on it impressively.
Here... is Utan City.
Xiao Yan's footsteps stopped outside Xiao's mansion, he didn't go in, he just stood outside Xiao's mansion and looked up, at this time there was a boy and a girl, the boy had beautiful features, clean clothes and two strands of hair fluttering around his temples , the girl was dressed in a simple and elegant veil, with glittering silver pieces on the corners of her eyes, she ran out of Xiao's mansion holding the boy's hand, her eyes curved into crescent moons, both of them seemed to be extremely happy.
They ran out of Xiao's mansion, ran towards the back mountain, and quickly disappeared into the sea of people without any trace.
These are all from Xiao Yan's memories, how much he longed for growth, and now he seems to have achieved it. Up to now, Xiao Yan has kept asking himself, is this really what he wants?
"In this long life, the more we gain, the more we lose. In this vast time, no one can change the established story. Everyone will come to the end. This is the best ending of the story..."
"Daddy is... the eldest brother and the second brother are also..."
"Nalan Yanran... Ya Fei..."
An almost forgotten figure appeared in Xiao Yan's mind, the old friend remained the same.
"There are too many memories, I really seem to have forgotten many, many before I knew it." Xiao Yan smiled wryly, the memories swept away, only the heart was slightly tingling.
"Brother, what are you doing standing here?"
Just when Xiao Yan was looking at the surroundings of this place and fell into a long memory, suddenly in front of him, a five or six-year-old child appeared, with two pink cheeks, licking candied haws in his fleshy mouth, and curious eyes. He looked at Xiao Yan.
Xiao Yan was stunned for a moment, watching the child squat down, stretched out his hand and touched the child's thick head, with a smile on his face.
"Brother... homesick."
"Then why didn't big brother go home?" The child was puzzled, his eyes full of innocence.
"I'm planning to go back and have a look." Xiao Yan smiled, the child nodded obediently, and a soft calling sound came from not far away.
"Chi'er, come back quickly." A woman was slightly angry when she spoke, but when she approached the child, her face still showed a soft look, she took a weird look at Xiao Yan who was smiling, and took the child and left.
Walking and knocking on the children's heads.
"Mother told me not to talk casually with strangers, Chi'er is disobedient, so mother won't buy candied haws for you."
The child's chubby little hand touched the head that was beaten by his mother, nodded obediently, and responded.
Xiao Yan smiled, smiling very sweetly, he looked at everything around him, peaceful and quiet, life is existing in its own way, in the world of Shenxi, there are countless stars like this, and there are countless ordinary families like this.
"What is God... what is mortal..."
"Is the real meaning of cultivation still to protect..."
"It's just that it's no longer just to protect your relatives and partners, but to protect more and more ordinary creatures. Being strong also has a purpose, and the real strongest understand the true meaning of protecting."
Xiao Yan's eyes suddenly opened, and an ancient breath swayed from his body. There was a golden light in his eyes, and the immortal power that stayed in front of his heart melted into his heart!
"Guarding is my immortal will!"
(End of this chapter)
"What is God... what is man, what is the meaning of life..."
Xiao Yan's thoughts are constantly enlightened in the reincarnation of this life after life. He experienced the birth and end of life, felt the glory of the supremacy of power of the emperor and marquis, and also experienced the poverty of living with all his strength just to be able to eat once. Inevitably.
The sufferings in the world, ups and downs, are all in Xiao Yan's heart.
Feeling all this, Xiao Yan showed a bitter smile on the corner of his mouth. As the god of ancestral realm, although he has not broken through to immortality, even with his current strength, Xiao Yan can already become the creator of most of the stars.
He is already fully capable of creating his own stars, and even as long as Xiao Yan is willing to spend time, he can even create a galaxy, or even a vaster space than the Doudi Continent.
This is the ability that Xiao Yan possesses now, Xiao Yan seemed to be looking up all the time unconsciously, he hadn't lowered his head to look down for a long time.
"It turns out that... I have come so far without knowing it." Xiao Yan sighed, he always felt that he was not strong enough, because there were always enemies stronger than him, and they kept appearing, so Xiao Yan had to keep moving forward .
Only he himself knows this feeling. He has practiced so far, looking back, it seems like he had a long, long dream.
It seemed that I was only yesterday away from that young man who was lying in the back hill of Xiao's house in Wutan City, still melancholy because of the inexplicable disappearance of fighting spirit.
But... the father has been reincarnated, and every familiar face has disappeared.
"Father... big brother and second brother..."
Xiao Yan's eyes were rosy, and two lines of tears rolled down his cheeks. He really came to this day, the farther he walked, the stronger his strength, but... he became more and more lonely.
He is immortal... But time goes by, and the long river of time will take away everything. A lifetime is just a grain of sand floating in the long river. When it disappears, it disappears. The water disappears into the water without leaving any traces.
If they become immortal, they will have a nearly endless lifespan. As long as the world of Shenxi stands upright, every immortal strongman will be written into the song of immortality, this is eternal life.
But Xiao Yan was afraid... because between death and rebirth, Xiao Yan lived in a different world. Compared with death, parting and forgetting are the scariest things in this world.
Deep down in Xiao Yan's heart, he didn't want to become immortal, and even now, he seems to be stopping for a while, seriously accompanying his friends and lovers for a certain distance.
"What's the use of eternal life... Behind the gods is endless loneliness. This is what I understand. Is this immortal?"
Xiao Yan murmured, with sadness in his eyes, floating in the long river of time, it would be better to disappear in the long river after a short period of brilliance.
In these hundred lives, every life has been unwilling when life comes to an end.
Everyone will leave with a wish and disappear forever.
This may seem unwilling and sad to mortals, because they have not experienced the loneliness brought about by the vast time. In the eyes of gods... Regret is the true meaning of happiness.
"What is the real meaning of life..."
With a thought in Xiao Yan's mind, everything around him changed rapidly. At this moment, there was a loud noise of people flowing around him. Standing in a market, Xiao Yan looked at the familiar things around him with a slight smile on his face.
The endless stream of people bypassed Xiao Yan, looking at him standing motionless in the crowd, all of them gave Xiao Yan weird eyes.
Xiao Yan turned his head to the side, and there was a house number not far away, with the word Xiao Mansion written on it impressively.
Here... is Utan City.
Xiao Yan's footsteps stopped outside Xiao's mansion, he didn't go in, he just stood outside Xiao's mansion and looked up, at this time there was a boy and a girl, the boy had beautiful features, clean clothes and two strands of hair fluttering around his temples , the girl was dressed in a simple and elegant veil, with glittering silver pieces on the corners of her eyes, she ran out of Xiao's mansion holding the boy's hand, her eyes curved into crescent moons, both of them seemed to be extremely happy.
They ran out of Xiao's mansion, ran towards the back mountain, and quickly disappeared into the sea of people without any trace.
These are all from Xiao Yan's memories, how much he longed for growth, and now he seems to have achieved it. Up to now, Xiao Yan has kept asking himself, is this really what he wants?
"In this long life, the more we gain, the more we lose. In this vast time, no one can change the established story. Everyone will come to the end. This is the best ending of the story..."
"Daddy is... the eldest brother and the second brother are also..."
"Nalan Yanran... Ya Fei..."
An almost forgotten figure appeared in Xiao Yan's mind, the old friend remained the same.
"There are too many memories, I really seem to have forgotten many, many before I knew it." Xiao Yan smiled wryly, the memories swept away, only the heart was slightly tingling.
"Brother, what are you doing standing here?"
Just when Xiao Yan was looking at the surroundings of this place and fell into a long memory, suddenly in front of him, a five or six-year-old child appeared, with two pink cheeks, licking candied haws in his fleshy mouth, and curious eyes. He looked at Xiao Yan.
Xiao Yan was stunned for a moment, watching the child squat down, stretched out his hand and touched the child's thick head, with a smile on his face.
"Brother... homesick."
"Then why didn't big brother go home?" The child was puzzled, his eyes full of innocence.
"I'm planning to go back and have a look." Xiao Yan smiled, the child nodded obediently, and a soft calling sound came from not far away.
"Chi'er, come back quickly." A woman was slightly angry when she spoke, but when she approached the child, her face still showed a soft look, she took a weird look at Xiao Yan who was smiling, and took the child and left.
Walking and knocking on the children's heads.
"Mother told me not to talk casually with strangers, Chi'er is disobedient, so mother won't buy candied haws for you."
The child's chubby little hand touched the head that was beaten by his mother, nodded obediently, and responded.
Xiao Yan smiled, smiling very sweetly, he looked at everything around him, peaceful and quiet, life is existing in its own way, in the world of Shenxi, there are countless stars like this, and there are countless ordinary families like this.
"What is God... what is mortal..."
"Is the real meaning of cultivation still to protect..."
"It's just that it's no longer just to protect your relatives and partners, but to protect more and more ordinary creatures. Being strong also has a purpose, and the real strongest understand the true meaning of protecting."
Xiao Yan's eyes suddenly opened, and an ancient breath swayed from his body. There was a golden light in his eyes, and the immortal power that stayed in front of his heart melted into his heart!
"Guarding is my immortal will!"
(End of this chapter)
