Chapter 4842 The abandoned old lady: Make the white-eyed wolf regret (1)

"Most people were poor in the era when I was born, and the elders in the village lived a make-do life."

"I don't have time to think about love or not, feelings or not. We just make do together to survive."

"The male leads the outside and the female leads the inside. This is what everyone thinks."

"Except for some who dote on their daughters, who among the girls in the village doesn't have to help with this and that when they are older? Before getting married, they worked as cows and horses in their parents' family, and after they got married, they worked as cows and horses in their husband's family."

"As for what their own life should be like, no one thinks about it. The ideas of the people around them are very traditional and old-fashioned. No matter whether a woman is busy at home from morning to night, in everyone's opinion, it is the man who supports the family. But in every If a woman in this family makes a mistake or is lazy, it will be magnified infinitely and everyone will scold her behind her back."

"In such an environment, I developed a hard-working and uncomplaining temperament, but I also had the energy to do it myself. Unfortunately, I didn't use this energy on myself, and I didn't know that it should be used on myself. "

"My life is not good, and this life has never been easy. Even if I figured it out in my last moments, people can still live for themselves. If I was given the chance to go back, I still wouldn't have the strength to live again."

"I have been too tired and too busy in this life. I have almost no time to breathe. I am like a machine without thought. I only have this little value to pay."

"Don't I want something in return? Why not? I have also longed for a little bit of something in return for all my efforts. I believe that when an individual does something, there is always something in return, material or spiritual. Not to mention three The stepchildren can bring tea and water to serve them every day, just for the last few years of their lives. If they can't move, they can take care of them a little, have a hot meal, and have clean clothes to wear, so that their hard work in this life will not be in vain. "

The white-haired old lady who was as thin as a bone sitting next to her gave a bitter smile: "Young lady may think that people like me have no pursuits. After working hard for half a life, I just want to do this."

When queuing outside, people around you become familiar with each other and communicate with each other.

All kinds of life and thoughts were presented before her eyes, which also made her, an old lady with little knowledge and always immersed in work, realize a lot. She didn’t know when she came here, it must have been a long time ago.

Compared to those wish-makers who were eager to go back and change something, she was actually not in a hurry.

She even felt that this place was quite nice, relaxing and comfortable. As a soul, she felt light all over her body. She was no longer the old bone that could only be bedridden after a fall.

You don’t need to eat, you don’t need to sleep, and you don’t have any pain. Because she didn't care much about living, her soul and body gradually became unable to feel the pain she had suffered.

Of course, she didn't give up completely.

Everyone has regrets and things they are unwilling to accept, and she does too.

"Actually, I was an abandoned baby in that era. I was picked up by a lonely old man in the village. The old man passed away a few years later. After a lot of stumbling, I finally survived. At that time, I just wanted to have a home and enough food to eat. As I get older and can do more work, it’s okay to barely survive, but it’s still hard.”

"When I was nineteen years old, a matchmaker came up to me and asked me whether I wanted to marry the boss of the Jiang family after his wife died. Old Jiang was already thirty at the time and had three children in tow. Everyone around him advised me to get married. Because the conditions of the Jiang family were pretty good at that time. They had a spacious tiled house and enough farmland. As long as they worked hard, they would not be afraid of not having enough to eat."

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