Chapter 47

Ayla's Pov:

I looked at him as he was helping me to remove my sandals and also massaging both of my feets making me sigh at the feeling. I took a deep breathe while looking at the ceiling, to be honest in someway this side of him is affecting me so much and to top of it this pregnancy hormones is not at all helping. It's all over and messing with my head so bad. I'm craving for his attention even though I hate it my body and this shitty hormones are making it impossible to control it.

"Baby, take rest I'll get your soup" He said while heading towards our kitchen.

I looked at him when I heard him, currently I'm at my 35th week and it's really hard for me to do anything. I'm getting tired so easily and my stomach looks so huge. It looks like as if I'm carrying twins the thought itself making me scared but thank god the doctor confirmed it saying it's not.

Though it made me little happy about it however Arjun got upset saying he really wanted twins and eventually he got over it too, but since the day he got to know that I'm pregnant, he's behaving differently or to be specific more gently. He stopped abusing me, before whenever I used to refuse him he slapped me hard now it's gone. He's taking care of my each and every needs.

Or maybe you gave in that's why he's not abusing you anymore my mind stated contracting my previous thoughts.

I furrowed my eyebrows refusing to accept that even though deep down I knew it's the truth.

But... but... one side it kinda suffocating me when he goes all gentle and then that's what I too want from him too on another side. I hate him so much for making me feel like this. I don't want him but this pregnancy is kinda confusing me.

"Come doll, let's have a soup. Do you want me to feed you?" I immediately denied him saying no when he asked me to drink that shit. A look of disgust cross over my face as I looked at it. I hate this even though I love to eat. I hate this soup.

When he saw the look on my face he chuckled shaking his head, "It's ok baby, I know you hate it but have some you know it's good for baby and you right?" he said softly as if talking to a toddler. My lips quicker as I opened my mouth when he started to feed me. I know he won't back down until I have it.

"Yeah, just a little more" I took the spoon from him and started eating it myself. Even though I really wanted someone to feed me I'll let him to do that.

"Are you excited?" He asked out of nowhere making me frown at his question. Seeing my confused face he chuckled saying "In just 5-6 weeks we will have our little one home" he said while grinning widely.

I gulped hard not knowing what to say. My hand immediately went to my stomach. Will I able to protect my baby from becoming his dad. I don't really know.

"Baby, talk to me. Why are you being like this? You're not at all speaking. Do you want to go somewhere?"

I looked at him "Nothing... I'm just tried. Maybe I should sleep for a while" but in real I wanted to ask him so many things - Why Arjun? Why are you doing this to me? What have I done to you? Why you're like this? I really wanted to ask these questions to him but I'm scared... Scared of turning him into that monster again. I really can't endure all that once again.

His face kinda fell and he looks sad when he heard my reply making me look away, "Oh ok first finish your soup and then I'll help you to lie down" saying that he went towards the kitchen.

I looked back at him even if I wanted to I couldn't able to forget those things he had done to me. He forced every single thing on me but on other side he never betrayed me. The way of his showing whatever he feels for me was brutal and psychic but he never once betrayed me.

But the question is why me?

I have tried to understand him why it was me? Why he's so adamant of getting me, I don't even know why he's so obsessed with me, I guess I'll never know. Even though he's so sexually abusive he never ever glanced at any other women with lustful gaze maybe expect for me.

He looks at me as if I'm the source of his soul. I have seen those intense gaze and I can read the looks he has for me. He's so open when it comes to expressing his desire for me.

But the thing is he doesn't love me I'm just a mere obsession. That's the true fact I'm his obsession nothing else.

Why is he like this? Why he isn't like any other normal? Why he didn't approached me like a normal guy who would have asked a girl for a date? His... his way of approaching me was so forceful. Everything was forced.

But still he is so loyal to me till date. Will he change too? I'm not so sure about that because every single person who I cared for didn't give a fuck about me.

As I said before I'm blaming all this on my fucking hormones. It's just messing up my whole mind, one minute I'm hating him and the next I'm trying to find a good in him... to be exact now a days I'm started to see a good in him. It's like I wanted to move on with him but at the same time I can't.

I feel disgusted to even think like that. How can I forgive him even if I did, how can I forget what he did to me and to others just so he could get satisfied.

This guy is so confusing me to the core. He's a puzzle that needed to be solve soon.

*******************

Aarav's Pov:

"Our child doesn't need toxic people in his life"

My eyes opened when I again heard those words, that day is still haunting me to no end. What had she done to me? I closed my eyes again and clenched my jaw as I tried to remove those fucking memories but who am I kidding. The mere fact that she has moved on with my best friend didn't settled well with me.

My best friend!

I scoffed at my misery. That guy doesn't even acknowledged my presence if anything I felt like he loathed me more. It should be me who has to hold a grudge on him but seems like he has been doing that.

Why? Why did he acted like that? Wasn't he my best friend. Even though he betrayed me I still chose his side over Ayla.

Maybe I shouldn't!

Again I opened my eyes when I heard that voice in my head.

I caught her red handed just like how she had seen me. She was exactly on the same situation like me, but when she asked me and everyone to listen to her side of her story I didn't cared. I never thought I should. I mean I saw what is enough to break me.

Infact no one seemed to give a fuck at that time.

As I said earlier it was like we saw what we needed to know. Now when she did the same to me, I clenched my jaw maybe we should have listened to her. I closed my eyes as those images of them having sex flashed infront of me, at that time when I saw them together like that, my heart and mind were filled with hurt and rage just like how I'm feeling right now.

For heaven's sake I was trying to forgive her and give us a chance back then, but looking at the mess I guess maybe I should have listened to her side.

Because when I tried to defend my side on that day she didn't even listened. I felt at the moment karma is really a bitch. On that day when she saw me in that state I was drugged by that fucking whore and she took advantage of my state. That's one of the reason why I couldn't able to talk properly.

Maybe guilt too.

But the moment I saw her I got all of my fucking senses back. It took me a while but the moment I gained it that slut had to ruin it by opening her big good for nothing mouth.

Amrita- the slut fucking ruined my happiness.

"Urgh" I screamed by holding my head as I couldn't able to do anything. I lost her completely. She won't be mine anymore.

I fucking lost her tears started to stream down but I didn't make an effort to wipe it. I couldn't able to feel anything apart from heartbreak. It's breaking thousand times every single second. I got startled when I heard my door bell ring.

Who could be at this time of hour?

I went to the restroom to wash my face and came downstairs only to get shocked.

What are they doing here? And who let them in?

My unasked question was answered when my maid went and gave them a glass of water. I gritted my teeth when thought they're here for another lecture. They're talking as if I'm the bad guy. For heaven's sake Ayla is their friend too. They didn't even seem to care about that but now here they're blaming everything on me.

I opened my mouth to ask them to go away as I was not in the mood to talk but before I could Rags said something that shattered my heart even more.

"It was Arjun"

I looked at her confused as I raised my eyebrows asking her what was she talking about but when I heard those words I felt like my breathing has been stopped. I know what she was talking because deep down I was thinking the same too since the moment I saw them at the parking lot.

Looking at my confused state she looked at her friends once again before continuing,

"It was Arjun all along and our Ayla was innocent"

*****************************************

✨Hi guys,

✨How are you all doing?

✨Stay healthy and happy❤️

✨So how was the chapter?

✨So sorry for the delay. Got sick and had some work that's why it got delayed. I hope to compensate it soon.

✨Did Arjun changed?

✨And our Ayla will she fall for him?

✨Finally they got to know the truth but what was the use? They have already lost her. It's impossible to get her back when they have broken her zillion times.

✨Do you guys like it??

✨Please let me know!!

✨Please do click the star button to vote and share my story guys.

Until next time,

Jenikim7❤️