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"Dimitri returned." Alaricas announced as he walked into our room.
"He did?" I asked.
He nodded, "Yeah, now they're getting down to business and planning on attacking soon. How is the pack's training going?"
"Excellent. Jayden has them all back to being their original and terrifying selves."
"Good."
For the past week, Alaricas has been using me as his therapist. He refuses to see an actual therapisr, claiming he doesn't want to be in a room with a complete stranger.
Even though he's pretty much himself again, he still goes through moments where he's depressed and being alone with a stranger is still an issue for him. He's slowly getting over it though.
Him and Eduardus talked it out last night, they're better, but not as close as before. Alaricas still feels as if his brother truly dislikes him, no matter what anyone says.
I sighed and walked over to him, I sat facing him so that I was straddling him. I rested my head on his shoulders as he formed a plan.
"We aren't going to tell anyone that we're joining." He suddenly stated.
I furrowed my eyebrows, "Why?"
"Because, the skin-walkers won't be expecting us if not even the king is. They won't be prepared for another pack to swoop in and slaughter them." He explained.
I nodded, "I like that idea."
"And you..."
He kissed me gently on the lips, I immediately kissed him back.
"....are not joining." He finished.
I froze, "What?"
"I don't want you joining." He stated.
I frowned at him, "Why not? I'm your mate!"
"Exactly. If you die during the fight...." he frowned and gently stroked my cheek.
"I can't lose you." He murmured.
I cupped his cheek, he leaned into my touch, his eyes never leaving mine. I studied him for a while, just taking in all his features. How did I get so lucky to have a sexy ass mate like him? I smiled softly at him.
"And you won't. I'm a good fighter." I sighed.
He shook his head, "But you freeze up and freak out when someone hits you. You are an amazing fighter, but this isn't good for your PTSD."
"You have PTSD too."
"I know, but I'm way better than I was two months ago."
I clenched my jaw, "I can handle myself out there, Alaricas."
"Jo..."
"You know what? Fine. I won't go." I snapped.
"I don't want to fucking lose you, Alaricas. What if you get killed out there? I won't be able to hold you and tell your stubborn self, how much I love you. I won't be able to protect you! You'll be alone."
He frowned and went to touch my cheek, but I smacked his hand away. I moved to get off of him, but hid grip on my hips tightened. I narrowed my
eyes at him.
"Let me go." I growled.
He growled lowly, "No."
"Alaricas, I swear if you don't-
He shut me up by crushing his lips against mine. I was still for a second before kissing him back. He gently grabbed my face and deepened the kiss. I was able to get my senses back though and quickly shoved him away.
"Don't you dare distract me with a kiss! No matter how good it is." I barked.
"Now, let me go."
He clenched his jaw, irritation shined in his eyes. "I said, no."
"And I said, let me go." I retorted.
"You are not leaving my lap when you're upset with me." He stated stubbornly.
I gritted my teeth, "Why, you ass-
"You can join."
I stopped, "What?"
"You can join."
I grinned.
"If..."
I frowned, what now?
"You can prove to me that you won't freeze up when someone comes at you." He finished.
I sighed in defeat, "Fine."
He smiled and kissed me on the forehead, "Good girl."
I smirked, "Now, can we do something fun?"
He frowned and furrowed his eyebrows. "What?"
"I want to do something...fun."
"Now?"
"Yes. Right now."
I saw a glint of amusement in his eyes, I narrowed my eyes. He smirked as he leaned in and planted heated kisses against my neck. He then went to where his mark used to be. He grazed his canines along that spot.
"I belive I need to....claim my mate again." He growled as he playfully snapped at me.
I smirked, my core was throbbing as I started to grind on him. He growled in satisfsction.
"Then do it." I whispered into his ear.
He kissed me roughly, claiming my lips and sqeeuzing my ass. I ran my fingers through his hair, enjoying the feel of his hands on me. He gently bit down on my bottom lip, earning a gasp from me. He deepened the kiss while pushing his very large bulge against my core.
My underwear was pratically soaked now, but he wouldn't quicken the pace. He grazed his canines down my neck, causing even more pleasure to wash over me. He kissed and sucked on my neck, then moved to where his mark was on me.
He kissed and sucked that area, causing my core to throb even more. I dug my nails into his back, grinding myself against him. He suddenly plunged his canines into my flesh, the pain and pleasure mixed. I cried out in pure bliss as I came, hard.
"I'm not done with you yet, princess." He growled against my skin.
He licked the blood off of his mark before moving his hands to my breasts. I bit my lip, almost crying from all of the pleasure coursing through me.
"I still need my release." He whispered huskily.
I grabbed his face and and slammed my lips against his. His growl of satisfaction turned me on even more. I couldn't get enougu of him.
He wrapped his arm around me and gently flipped us. He caged me in with his body, pressing himself against me. He trailed kisses down my neck and to my chest. He ripped my shirt off and threw it to the side. He looked at me with dark, lustful, eyes.
He took my bra off before sucking on my one breast. His hand worked magic on the other as he nipped the sensitive skin. He then switched and focused on the other one.
I tore of his shirt and undid his belt as he continued. I slipped my hand into his pants and then into his boxers. He stilled as I started stroking his dick. Damn, he's extremely hard and I'm the cause of it. I smirked at that.
He stopped working on my breasts and took his pants off. He then straddled my chest, carefully. He didn't have to tell me what to do, I was already working my mouth on his member.
He leaned forward and grabbed the bed's headboard as he started to fuck me in the mouth. He then stopped and got off. He took my skirt off and thong, smiling when he saw how wet I was.
He slowly inserted his finger, earning a moan from me. He then inserted two more and thrusted them into me quickly. I moaned loudly when I came a second time.
He chuckled and rubbed his member against my entrance.
"Grab a condom." He breathed.
I bit my lip, "No."
He frowned, "What?"
"No."
"Are you sure?" He asked. "If you get pregnant..."
I smiled and grabbed his face, "I'm ready, Alaricas. You're way better now, I'm better now....the drama is done...beside the war of course. Please. I want to start a family with you."
He smiled softly and kissed me, I snapped my eyes open when he suddenly slammed into me.
"Fuck." I moaned.
He sucked on my neck as he roughly thrusted into me. Sweat was already coating us, my nails were once again, clawing his back. I quickly apologized, but he only grunted and said it turned him on even more.
I stopped him and flipped us over, he let out a moan as I slowly lowered myself on him. I started to ride him just as roughly as he had when he was pounding into me.
He grabbed my ass and started thrusting into me. Moaning about how amazing it felt without a condom. I was now crying from the pleasure, it felt so damn good.
"Alaricas....don't stop...god, baby...don't stop." I moaned.
He kissed my neck again and started going harder. My scream was muffled by his kiss as I climaxed a third time.
"A-are you sure...princess?" He grunted.
I smiled and rode him even faster, "Does that answer your question?"
He nodded his head and tightened his grip on my ass.
"F-fuck....damn, baby girl." He breathed.
He, without warning, bit down into his mark. I immediately bit down, marking him once again. He stilled for a split second before slammimg into me. I gasped and came once again as he emptied himself inside of me.
"My god...h-how much can you freaking hold?" I moaned as he continued cumming.
He moaned and kissed me, "A lot."
I collapsed beside him as we calmed down. I rested my head on his chest, completely worn out.
Sex over!!
After we showered, we walked downstairs. More like, he walked while carrying me. My legs felt like jello from our session.
He chuckled at me as I sat on his lap, still tired. He kissed me on the cheek.
"I'm assuming I satisfied my mate?" He asked while kissing me on the neck.
I nodded, "Oh, you definitely did."
"Good. Because you definitely took amazing care of me." He replied.
I smiled and wrapped my arms around him, "I love you."
He kissed me once more, "And I love you too, princess."
