Chapter 109 BE MY WOMAN

FIRA'S POV

The guards brought me to the Ladies Quarter. The Alpha ordered that they should clean me.

I was sitting in the bathtub with brimming red roses. The omegas were rubbing me gently. I was just looking at my front, not moving, like a dead person.

I never saw myself with another man, but Pyro abandoned me. He was with another woman, not just an ordinary woman. She is a royal, beautiful with angelic face.

I closed my eyes. My face winced as I only saw the images of him, kissing the Princess.

Mom taught us not to give ourselves to the only man we were sure about. After the marriage.

I'm so sorry, Mom. I disappointed you.

I could feel the soap sliding at my body, the bubbles at my hair, the scrub at my back, the combing and every move they made just to make sure that I was tidy.

They put me the clothes of the lady, not the uniform of the omega. It was royal blue, my breast was barely seen, my curves were exposed, my beauty was boosted, my hair was fixed.

I looked like a royal, a princess or a queen, but no matter how I looked radiant at myself, I am still Fira, the low born Omega and I will never be in higher rank.

The old lady stared at my face with pity. She held my cheek, caressing it. "I don't know you and you don't need to know me, but I'll say what I need to say…" She held my hand. "Satisfy him. If you don't...he'll kill you."

I gave her a small smile. "My half life was dead when my mother died." I let her face my back and then walked elegantly even though my life was in danger. Before I left the room, I faced her again. "Thank you. If…" I intertwined my finger, "I die tonight. Find Eira and my father. Tell them how much I love them."

I walked out of the room. I did not wait for her to respond. The guards brought me to the chamber of the alpha. I was nervous, but I did not let him to be aware what I felt about him.

He was standing at the window, looking outside, the light coming from the moon was touching his handsome face.

The only person that I could see in his feature was Janus, that was why I bowed my head.

"Your majesty."

He did not talk. He faced me, gazed at my face with no emotion. I prevented myself from calling him 'Janus' and asked him why he left me. Where did he come from? Where has he been? I had many questions in my mind that I did not want to spell out.

Because this person might not be him.

He was looking at me as if I was a stranger to him. The silence filled the room. I did not look him in the eyes, the low born should not gaze at the eyes directly.

Suddenly, he marched towards me, held the back of my head and then kissed me so hard. I did not fight, I just let him.

Let him...Fira. Let him. Don't punch or kick. No. Don't.

Those words were repeated to my head over and over again. He held my hips, my back, my face, my neck, my shoulder—his hands were traveling. He untied the gown and pushed me at the bed. I gasped for air when I saw his silhouette due to the light coming from the window. I did not notice that the light was off, the only brightness was the lamp at the side of the bed.

I was just looking at him when he climbed on the bed. He held my both hands above my head and shut our lips together.

Pyro…

The tears rolled at my cheek when his kiss went to my neck. His hands were entering my thighs. He spread my legs and positioned himself in the middle of me.

My sob could be heard as he pulled down my panties. He did not continue his removal of my underwear, his hand went to my cheek, caressing it.

I froze as I felt the liquid dropping at my neck from his eyes.

"Janus?" The tears flooded my face when he rested his face on my neck and hugged me so tight.

"I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I missed you...I missed you so much, Fira." His hug tightened. "I came back for you."

I stroked his hair and hugged him back. "I was looking for you. I thought you left me. Where have you been?"

"I hate women. I hate them so bad!" I could feel his gritting at my skin. He was so livid that even his crying was severe.

"Spell out. I'll listen." I tapped his back while holding his shoulder tightly.

"My own mother abandoned me because she got pregnant with just a miner, my father. She is the Luna Queen of the Red Moon Pack. She just slept with my father just for pleasure and when she had a child with him, which is me…" He paused so I held his cheek, moved it up and looked at his face. There was only an inch separating our faces.

"She ordered the men of her pack to kill me and my father. Dad didn't let it happen so he escaped and brought me to the Elemental Kingdom."

I caressed his cheek and then stroked his hair again.

"I thought my father died of the disease, I found out that the cause of his death was poison."

My chest filled with shock. I was speechless, that was heart breaking.

"And that is my mother's order." His face was now like a baby who could not prohibit himself from crying.

I wiped his tears, stared at his face so thoroughly and pinched his shoulder again. He was still at my top, leaning his both hands at my side while I was lying under him.

"I'm sorry for what happened. I really don't know what to say but...it doesn't mean all women are like her."

"They'll the same." His eyes started to become dark. The angriness was filling him again. "She doesn't stop haunting me to kill me because she wants to rule the Red Moon Pack all her life! What kind of mother she is! Just because I'm the heir of that pack? She is unbelievable!"

"Where are you now?"

"She died with my...own hands."

I gasped for air as the fear crawled all over my body.

Did I hear it clearly? The Janus who helped me when I was finding my father killed her mother?

"Think whatever you want. This is me now. I'm now the Alpha. Powerful like I wanted to be."

The dread was gradually consuming me when I felt that he pushed himself harder towards me. My thighs were still spread and he was at the center of it. No matter how I tried to close it, I couldn't.

I could not move when his face moved down, slammed our lips together and touched my hips down to my eyes. I recklessly pushed him away. "Janus!"

He grabbed my hands and pinned it again above my head. He kissed me even harder.

"No! Stop! Please!"

He traveled to my neck, held my thigh again and adjusted me towards him. Then, he stopped.

"I can't do to you what I've done to them." He clenched his jaw, put his lips to my ear. "Just don't let me see you with Pyro. I can't promise to hold back." He wiped the tears to my cheek. "I'll give you choices." A smile formed on his lips.

"One, don't be with another man or two...be my woman?"