Chapter 131 PYRO IS ALL I WANT
FIRA’S POV
I was no energy when I went to the mirror. I followed her order, I cleaned my body after making Ember slept. I went out with just my towel, walked to the closet, and grabbed the nighties he wanted me to wear.
“Wearing sexy clothes doesn’t make you sexy. I felt sorry for you.”
Even though I did not look at my back, I recognized that it was Caroline. She was sitting on the bed, crossing her thighs, wearing the same nighties as me. “Just wondering.” She stood up, ramped around me while observing every part of my body. “Why can’t you let your husband f*ck you? I mean…you have the hottest man in this pack. Everyone’s dream of.”
“Are you done?” I had no energy. I suddenly put the clothes on and let the towel drop on my feet. “If you keep saying nonsense, just shut your mouth or I’ll sew it.” I threw her aside as I walked to the bed, waiting for the door to open.
“Okay. By the way, he’ll go with me again tonight. Watch us, Loser.” She walked with her hips swaying when she was about to open the door, I spoke which made her stop.
“He’ll not be going to sleep with you tonight.” I averted my look, viewing the full moon.
‘What!” She went back to me, stood in front of me with her two hands leaning on her curves. “What do you mean, huh!”
“Watch us, Loser.” A smirk formed on my lips as I repeated what she just said. My purpose was just to annoy her. I never thought that she would pull my hair, causing me to stand up and writhe in pain.
“You came into our lives and everything changed! You’re not such pretty as me, but why the heck he’s over heels of you!” She tightened the hold to my hair. I could feel the burning sensation that continues to strike my scalp. “I’ll ruin you! I’ll find ways to kick you out of his life!”
“I was devastated four years ago. If you destroy me, it feels like ruining the dead.” I ignored the pain she was giving me. It was never as ache as Hali’s slap or his kick every time we were in training.
The grin grew on her lips, her mouth moved closer to my ear. “Your child…”
I would never be dread her yanking to my hair, or getting a slap, but when the focus was on my child, that made me startle.
“I can’t see the features of the Alpha to her, is she really his daughter?”
“Caroline!”
Caroline was shocked when she viewed Janus in the middle of the door, standing with his dark expression.
“Alpha?” She bowed on him.”It’s not me who created the argument. It was her一”
My eyes widened as he hurried and gave her a slap on the cheek. The sound of the skin landing on the cheek filled the room. “Whoever started, you’re prohibited to hurt her.” His voice was just low while glancing at panting Caroline. I could see the intensifying fear in her expression. Heb yanked her hair. “Understand?”
“Yes, Alpha.” The tears rolled on her face. She held the Alpha’s hand, trying to push it away from her. “Yes! Please remove your hand. It hurts.”
“Janus…” My lips were apart as I was calling his name. I moved back when he gazed at me.
He threw Caroline at the floor that made her slam to it. “Get out of our room. I don’t want to see you here.”
Caroline immediately stood up and rushed to leave us. I looked down when our eyes met.
“In bed, Fira.”
The fear rolled to my system. “Please don’t hurt me.”
“Did I ask you that when you hurt me?”
I intertwined my hand when the tension covered the area. “I didn’t mean to.”
“Did you know how it feels to be excited when the news of you pregnant with my child was?” He stepped one. I moved back. Every step he did, I was moving backward. “When you gave birth to her, I was the happiest man!”
I had no courage to fight his gaze. The tears were welling up in my eyes. “But why? Why didn’t you tell me? Are you afraid of me not accepting her? Scared of me killing her? Am I that beast you know?”
“No, it’s just I love you…I don’t want to hurt you.” I was stuttering, my vision started to be blurred.
“And you did. You hurt me!” He held my shoulder and threw me on the bed. “You’re not his! You and Ember are mine!” He held my chin forcefully and positioned his body on top of me. “Can you hear me?”
“Yes.” I shut my eyes as he explored my body.
Pyro! I was screaming in my head. I wished he was here, saving me.
The liquid from my eyes were continued flooding on my face. I thought that there was a chance for him to change, to be gentlemen like my friend that I knew, the old him who was shy, who was minding just safety of his beloved ones.
Janus ripped all my clothes, the hunger was showing on his face. “Do not cry as if I am raping you!” I could see the giggling of his teeth. “You are my wife! Where will be the time you’ll stand for that title?”
“I…” I had difficulty speaking. I closed my eyes as the tears crawled to my side. “I always wanted to. I’m trying so hard. But what can I do? Pyro is…” I closed my eyes. “In my heart?”
I was brave enough to admit that feeling to him. I had plenty of mistakes with him, hiding the real father of Ember, acting as I love him, thinking of King Fire.
I watched the slowly rolling off the tears from his eyes to my cheek. “What am I to you?”
I could feel the choke in my chest. I asked myself the same way when I did not yet know the feeling of Pyro for me. I understand how it felt.
“I love you. I swear I love you, but not how I love him.” I shook my head from left to right. My sobs covered the whole room.
“We can grow that love, then.”
I bit my lips as the burning sensation could be felt from my inside. He plugged in his middle finger to check my readiness. “Please no…”
“I need an heir. Fira. I want a child with you. Yeah, you don’t love. That’s fine. Just give me an heir. Indeed.”
"I'm in desperate need of an heir, Fira. I'd like to have a child with you. Simply provide me with an heir. Indeed.”
I gazed at him with my swollen eyes and flossing tears on my face. It was just a union. Yet heartbreaking.
Pyro is all I want.
