Girl's talk

That put a goofy smile on his face as if he just won something. “You're not getting away from me, your body is Kira. And we’ll have a long night baby…..”

I wanted to continue where we left off. I wanted this. But the guest's face instantly flashed into my mind and that made him pause, instantly reading my expression.

“You’re thinking about them again.”

I sighed. “What about Alpha Ace? We have guests over. They’ll know it.”

“Fuck them..” He said, cursing and I gave up, not finding any other reason to make him stop.

“Eat, I’ll devour you later…..you’re so done…..I can't wait……I want you…..I want to feel your body against mine, hard and rough……I don’t need…..I want to try every position while we make love……

All night, those were the words I could hear from Kai I feel like my ears might bleed from turning red and my heart might stop beating too fast.

***

As soon as I woke up, I was left alone now all tangled up in sheets. I instantly stood up and glanced out the window to see Alpha Ace and Kai talking to each other as they seem to be going for some sparring. They seem to be enjoying each other. Well, more like Alpha Ace smirking and Kai looking at him deadpan.

But I know Kai and knowing him, he’s enjoying this, having company other than his twin.

It’s refreshing to see Kai like this. He doesn’t seem to have something in mind. Well, most of the time, he would have this blank look that tells you he’s thinking or this scowl that tells you he is not liking the situation. Which is opposite to his twin Alpha Zef.

Goodness, I could;t help but always compare how exactly different those two are.

Speaking of his twin, I wonder how he is doing now. Did he know about what happened?

I am not sure if he did send Alpha Ace to help us here. Knowing him, he wouldn’t risk having to involve another alpha in a situation like this. He’s too prideful to ask for any help from someone.

HE would definitely come himself if he have to. Or if he did have other reasons, he must have sent a raven to Kai to inform him.

No matter what happens, it’s his brother who was in a dangerous position. Even if they were competing with each other, I know that he loves his brothers more than anything in this world.

Even if it means losing me, an outsider who was just picked to be their mate.

Guess I have to ask Kai for any ravens or letters. I have to know if they communicate.

I suddenly got cloudy with my thoughts. Well, I have this opportunity to run, but why am I not running?

Stupid bond. Ever since we got captured, my mind screams to run and never look back.

This is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity. I have to grab this opportunity and escape.

But then again, I am tired of running now. I had been running ever since I was a pup

Seems that my body got too familiar with being a prisoner to Midnight's Pack and to the twin’s clutches that I refuse to leave Kai.

And if I did escape, where would I go to? Rogues like me have a foul stench that makes it easier for them to find. No pack would welcome me. No sane wolf would take me in with warm hands. If I’m lucky, I would get imprisoned for the rest of my life, and if I get unlucky well… I would get auctioned to humans, get tortured, or die slowly I wish someone would put an end to my life soon.

I would be a lone wolf. Having to depend on me, and I am done having to just depend on myself. I feel like I want to depend on someone.

“You’re finally awake now.” My thoughts stopped as soon as I heard a sound from the door. I glanced to see a human. A woman. No, she was Alpha Ace’s mate, Kira. the woman who talked to me last time and tried to comfort me.

She awkwardly let herself in, “The alphas are out and having some fun so I explored a bit in the house, sorry, and I found you thinking there so I let myself in.”

Normally, I would get annoyed at her presence, but I find myself nodding, “It’s alright, You can…join me here.” Well, it’s not like this is my own house too. We just took shelter in this abandoned Alpha Elijah’s place but since Alpha Ace already took over this territory, I guess I should call this place his.

Kira sat by the edge of my bed and looked at me, her soft eyes watching my every reaction and her delicate hands resting on her lap, “What are you thinking?”

“What?”

“I seem to interrupt your thoughts before I come here. Is it alright to ask what is it?”

Unlike the strong persona I could see from last time, she’s quite opposite now. Shy, meek, and nervous. No, she’s wary of me to be exact. She’s afraid I might lash out at her.

But I won't. I think.

My nose scrunched at her human scent. Unlike my stench, her smell seems flowery and gentle, and welcoming and it even calms me down.

If this is what I smell even if I am not her mate, what more to Alpha Ace? It must have been 10 times more alluring to him which might have been torture. I guess I can't blame him for being to his addicted to his mate.

“How’s the s*x?” She suddenly asked amidst the silence and I almost choked to death.

“What?” This was the only thing I could ask as I felt like the more I will talk, the more I might reveal how uncomfortable I was with her. Which is funny because I was hating and cursed her because she's human but now that I see it, I notice how we have the same similar situation so why I am still pushing her?

It's like having a hate-hate relationship with yourself.

“The s*x. You and the alpha had been going at it for the whole night.”

Goodness! Oh to have my body buried six feet underground. I could just die from embarrassment! I struggled to find the words without breaking eye contact, wanting to show her that I was not at least, shy,” I- uh-”

She suddenly erupted in laughter, her voice sounding addictive. Her smile looks like she was set from heaven and I feel blinded by her glow. Goodness, is this what humans are naturally? Or it's just Kira's effect?

"No need to be embarrassed, it's just the two of us women here. This is a safe space for girls to talk."

"Girls talk?"

"Yes, you don't know it?"

"I do not know any human terms you have."

"Girls talk. It's when we have this safe space to have some conversation. It's only for us girls."

"Oh, I see." That is such a cute concept. Girls' talk. I wonder how humans live now. I can't help but think how good it must have been living as a human with no fear from hunters, other than sustaining your everyday needs.

She's the first person who changed my point of view about humans. I never realized how a human's presence would be this relaxing, very far from my expectations. If my past self were to hear me saying this, she might have strangled herself to death by how ridiculous I sounded.

"You know I am not dense. I am human, and I know you hate me but I want a friend here and right now, I see you as one. So please, can we have a girl's talk? It's been so long since I last talked to any human, or any girl sensible enough not to glare at me about me stealing Alpha Ace from them." She rambled on and on and I couldn't help but rolled my eyes, even though I was looking forward to it deep inside.