Missing Alex

Missing Alex.

Jack’s POV.

Going to Abby’s home very early in the morning wasn’t because I wished to have a foreplay with her or sex with her.

I went to meet her in her house while she was still in her bed because I missed her and wished to see her face.

I really desired to make her mine and so, I went to try my best just to make my plan work just so well.

I even had a plan to take her to a restaurant which had our names stamped on the VIP door just as I ordered.

We had a fun time on her bed and just when we were about cuddling after the sweet foreplay with her, she jerked and ran out of sight.

“Abby?? Come on, what’s wrong?” I banged the door with my fist tightened together three times just to get her attention and listen to her speak.

“Nothing!! I’m fine just the way I am” She responded with a weak voice which made me wonder what was really wrong with her.

“Come on Abby, I know something is wrong. Just tell me what’s happening” I urged, knowing that she wasn’t in her right mind at that moment.

I could hear her breaths from outside the door, and I wasn’t sure everything was okay with her at that moment.

And yes, you are right… Abby has been inside the bathroom after we had a foreplay together.

I still wondered why she had to run off that way like I was a monster to her or as though I did something wrong to her.

I loved her so much, and I just wished she could love me back just as I do to her.

I knocked on the door again for the fourth time just to make her speak up to me. I was fucking eager to know her reasons for acting all scared and terrified.

“Abby, you know If you have anything going wrong with your life or ours, you could tell me. You are aware, right?” I said out as I felt bad knowing that she didn’t even trust me enough to be open to me.

“I am fine, Jack… I. Not only that, but I just need to get a break from everything” She responded with her voice so low that I had actually thought she was dying soon.

I couldn’t stand outside the door and not do anything to help her out. I needed to make her see that she could actually confide in me.

I grabbed the door handle and twirled it gently to see if it would open, but it was to no avail.

“Shit!” I struck her door angrily as I begged her to come out of the bathroom.

“Go away Jack… you will never be him, you can. Never be him” She sobbed quietly as she finally announced her reasons for running off that way from me.

“What do you mean about not being him, Abby? I am the father of your child, and I am him. I am the one meant for you Abby” I stated clearly as I turned around and relaxed my back against the door.

I slowly fell to the ground with my back rubbing against the door like I was a kid who missed his mom.

“That isn’t what I meant Jack, you are just….” She was about saying before I cut in, making her choke on her words.

“I miss seeing your face Abby, just come on out please“ I pleaded with a painful smile on my face.

I hated it so much. I disliked that feeling where you would have to go crazy just because you miss someone, where you would have to wait so long to understand that one person you love.

“Abby please” I added as I awaited her response to open the door for me.

She refused to act as supposed, and it made me lose hope.

I stood up from the ground and meant to leave when fortunately, the door opened slowly .

I spurned to see if it was finally Abby opening the door in reality, or it was just my imaginations.

“Jack!” I heard her whisper my name as her gloomy face brightened my sad face which had longed to see her.

“Abby” I ran over to where she was standing and embraced her so tightly that I wished not to let her go at that moment.

Our chest came in contact with each other and our hands wrapped around each other’s bodies like we were glued together.

Her sweet perfume kept on pleasing my nostrils and for the first time in a long time, I felt relieved, relaxed and comforted that she was all okay.

“Thought you were never going to come out because of me, thought you never wish to see me again” I muttered with her fine, soft body still clinging to my body and trust me, I never desire to take it off my grip.

“I am sorry, Jack… I didn’t mean to make you feel like…” She was going to tell her sincerest apologies to me, but I wasn’t going to let her apologize for being all moody and emotional.

I wasn’t that sure what made her act so crazy, but I was sure I could make her feel better.

“Shhh…. Don’t say a word to me, Abby, I trust you. I believe you and I always want to be with you in your ups and downs, okay” I tightened my grip on her body as I assured her that she could rely on me.

“Trust me Abby, I meant it when I said I love you” I asserted as I concluded my conversation with her for that moment.

“I trust you Jack. I do, and I will always remain true to you” She responded as she pulled me out of her grip slowly.

Our eyes came on contact with each other and that was like the happiest moment of my life with her.

I felt renewed, I felt alive knowing that finally, I’ve gotten her heart to myself, that I can make her mine.

“Let’s go out, I have a surprise for you” I smiled as I blurted out happily with my teeth shining like they had an advertisement to make.

“I would love to but … I …” she stuttered as she choked on her words.

“No but Abby, we are going out and that is final, okay!!” I declared, kissing her on her cheek gently with my eyes shut for a while.

“You are going out with me and that is final Abby” I pronounced as I pulled out my lips from her soft, fluffy cheek which had turned red because she was blushing.

“I see you are shy Abby” I teased with my hands on her shoulders.

“Stop Jack!!” she spanked me on my shoulder really hard but in a cheerful way.

“Ouch!! That was painful Abby” I placed my hand on the spot she hit me and rubbed it gently, so the pains would stop.

“I apologize for that Jack, I didn’t mean to hurt you that way” She apologized as she grabbed my hand and massaged where she spanked me.

“Its fine Abby, get dressed … I can’t wait to take you out and show you the whole world” I smiled as I caressed her hair and gave her a head kiss.

“Be fast and dress at your best, Abby!” I added as I got to the door of her room to exit her house.

“I will be out in a jiffy Jack, I will see you soon” She assured as she grabbed her towel and made her way to the bathroom.

I dashed out from her house and went over to mine to prepare.

I made sure I got ready for the date I was about to have with the most beautiful lady I’ve ever met in my life.

“I think it’s best we make use of you today” I took out the little box in my pocket and staring at it made a smile escape from my lips.

It was the same box I had the first time I proposed to her, the first time she rejected my proposal.

I was going to do the same thing one more time before I give up on her.

Seeing how she was acting, it was obvious that she was happy staying with me and so was I too.

I dipped the box into my pocket and immediately, I ran out of my house as I went over to Abby’s house to go pick her up.

I opened the door and was stunned seeing her appearance.

The moment I opened the door to her room, It felt like the reflection of a shining star had appeared in front of me and forcefully made its way into my eyeballs.

She glowed with so much pride in her short red gown that had her knees exposed to my wanting eyes.

Her smile alone made me feel a teardrop from my eyes.

“I am going to get her, I will make her feel me all over her body every blessed day of her life.” I placed my hand on my cheek as I wiped the tears that were running down my eyes with my thumb.

“Hey Jack” She called out softly with her hand tucking few strands of her hair at the back of her ear as she turned all red with her eyes fixed to the ground.