PROLOGUE

I saw how the leaves of the tree danced gracefully because of the winds blow. I smiled when I saw a grasshopper on my window. I stared at it for a minute before I decided to entrap him using both of my palms.

Without a noise I slowly catch him. the grasshopper was so helpless while I slowly put him in the small jar. I don't know what's his real gender but I prefer calling him because my instinct thought he's a male grasshopper.

I enjoy watching him inside the jar. I was depressed and stared at it more and more jumping inside. Probably he wants to get out. Creepy smile plastered on my bow shaped lips when I saw how he's so miserable inside the jar.

No matter how hard he tries to break free from inside, he can't get out or escape. if he hadn't allowed himself to be a fool he wouldn't have been caught and put in harm's way. If only he had been more alert around him he wouldn't have been trapped in a situation he couldn't escape.

What a pity little grasshopper. he could've jumped as soon as he felt my presence to protect himself from danger. But he's just too stupid to think of a way. Maybe he thought that I couldn't hurt him just because he was an animal.

All people can hurt you. There's no people living in this world that couldn't hurt you. everyone can hurt and everyone can be hurt.

But all human hearts can be softened. Even if that people is so evil in your eyes trust me there's a soft side inside her heart. You only have to soften someone's heart to tame it.

I saw that the grasshopper had stopped jumping, maybe he was tired and thought he had no hope. I opened the lid of the jar and took out the grasshopper before returning it to the window where I had seen him earlier. it immediately jumped somewhere so suddenly it disappeared from my sight.

I smiled as I felt peace in my heart after I let it go. For me, entrapping someone in your own hands is a nice feeling.

because the decision is in your hands whether to let him go or not. You are always followed.

I don't know but I love to entrap attention from others. I want their attention to be fixed on me.

I fixed my things inside my bag. I scoffed and laughed at myself when I saw that I only had one notebook and ballpen inside my shoulder bag. I don't even have paper because I would just ask for paper from my classmates and sometimes I haven't written yet.

Going to school is so tiring as fuck. if I could really not study I would have done it.

I fixed two hair clips on both sides of my hair while walking down the stairs. The house is quiet because Mommy and Daddy are at work.

It's already 11am in the morning and I'm just now entering. yesterday was our first day of school but I didn't go to school because I know it will only bore me. There is nothing to excite you on the first day because you will only introduce each subject. That's tiring.

I chose to go in now. I will only attend afternoon classes because I woke up late earlier.

I saw Mang Quicio get ready from leaning on the car, he immediately put his keypad cellphone inside his pocket. He gave me a wide smile and I just nodded in return. I immediately got inside the backseat after Mang Quicio opened it for me.

I adjusted my headset to both ears and immediately pressed the play button on the screen.

I leaned my head against the car window while listening to the muttering of two people inside the cellphone. The guy is expertly sucking the hard nipple of the girl making her moan loudly. His grunt didn't hurt just right. Because I can watch someone else's ear pain from whining. Like a goat that gets wet in the rain.

My lips tugged up for a smirk when I saw how the girl convulsed after the guy ate her down there. I saw how pleasure satisfied the girl based on her reaction. Is sex really that good? i wonder what's the feeling of it.

I only make out with the boys who are the same age as mine. I watched this kind of videos for a learning. It's like I know something when it comes to this matter. But I didn't watch this kind of videos to fuck someone I don't love.

yes maybe I've kissed so many boys in our school but I don't want to give up my virginity to the man I don't love.

It maybe cringe and weird but I do really believe in true love because of my Mom and Dad. Because of them both I believe that there is true love. sometimes we pass by the wrong person before we find the right person.

Sometimes there are also people who no longer believe that there is true love because of the repeated pain they experience. there are also people who prefer to be alone and love themselves rather than looking for true love in other people.

But in my case I'm just here patiently waiting for the right man. I don't want to rush. If he comes I will accept him willingly. if he doesn't come, I'll just love myself.

I don't want to find my true love. 'Cause I believe that true love will find me. My true love will come at the right time.

"Ma'am, what time can I pick you up later?" asked Mang Quicio as I fixed my hair.

I licked my lower lip before speaking "Four thirty." I answered briefly before getting out of the car.

I started walking into the campus. I saw many students walking in different directions. some are talking deeply and some are laughing. I felt so many eyes fixed on me making me smile.

I get to entrap their attention huh.

I ignored the looks of others and just focused on walking. I turned in one direction. I immediately smelled the smell of flowers. I saw how the birds flew from one tree to another.

My eyes glistened when I saw Theoden handsomely standing while leaning his back on the wall. I whistled making him look in my direction. i saw how his lips parted while raking my whole body from head to foot.

I saw how he arranged his hair and fixed his hair clean cut. I immediately walked towards his direction. when we were only a few feet apart, he quickly pulled my waist closer to his body.

I smirked when his lips immediately touched my bow shaped lips. I immediately hooked my arms around his nape before kissing him deeper. I groaned when I felt Theoden's hands caressing my thighs.

I gasped when my back hit the cold wall. Theoden eyes smiling while looking at me. He looked at me softly while he was busy caressing my thighs up and down.

"Why did you just come in now? I thought you don't have a plan of studying." He uttered and smirked at me.

I rolled my eyes and slowly unbuttoned my blouse. His gaze fell on my chest causing his lips to part.

"Unhook my bra." I ordered making him gulped and he immediately undid my bra. his throat was heaving as he looked at my rich breasts.

"Suck it now." I muttered sensually.

Theoden being a good boy. He immediately crouched and sucked both of my nipples alternately. I closed my eyes and felt the heat of my body but I didn't even feel it. my nipples are not even hard even if Theoden is already sucking it.

I'm looking for the warmth I can feel but I can't feel anything. I closed my eyes and tried to taste Theoden's tongue but I couldn't really feel anything. I grasped his hair and pushed his head towards my mound.

I heard him moan while he was busy sucking my breast. I opened my eyes and watched him enjoy licking my rich breasts. I snorted without even being wet. What the heck? i'm not even getting turned on with his kisses and sucking! What the heck is wrong with my body?!

I looked at the garden when I saw something that seemed to move. Theoden's attention was still on my chest so he didn't care about the surroundings. my brows furrowed when the green plant suddenly moved a bit. The plants are tall here, so maybe some animals are hiding there.

My eyes widened in so much shock when I saw a boy looking in our direction. He looked at me in shock while adjusting his big glasses. when our eyes met he hurriedly ran while hugging his bag. I immediately pushed Theoden causing his lips to part.

He looked at me curiously as I adjusted my bra and the buttoning of my uniform.

"It's almost one. Go to your class." I said while fixing my slightly messy hair.

Theoden looked at me unbelievably before he shook his head.

He laughed and looked at me piercingly "They're all right. You tend to hang." he said while laughing mockingly.

My eyebrows crossed because of what he said. What is it fighting for? That he hanged? What did he expect us to do something worse than make out?

"Just make out the conversation Theoden right there. Why do you feel oppressed there? If I hang you, use your palm. use your mind not your little dick." I said and rolled my eyes at him making his jaw drop.

I straightened myself up and walked in the direction the man was heading earlier. He can't spread the word that he saw us making out near the garden. Mommy will hide me.

my face lit up when I saw him near the old building. He is fixing his uniform. He was about to leave when I whistled causing me to grab his attention.

He looked back and searched for the person who whistled. His eyes widened when he saw me. I cursed when I saw him about to run. Fortunately, I quickly got close to him and immediately grabbed his arm.

His eyes widened and he looked at me shaking his head. I pulled him into the old classroom and immediately made him sit on the old chair.

"Hey look at me." I ordered. He was afraid to follow me. He adjusted his glasses before playing with his finger.

Is he scared? Is he scared because I enraptured him? I didn't arrest him to lock him in this room. I caught him to talk.

"I am sorry. I didn't mean to see you earlier. Sorry." His voice trembled as he looked at me.

I looked into his eyes and was amazed to see that it was a different color. His eyes are gray. Even if his glasses are so thick I can see that the color of his eyes is gray.

"What did you see earlier?" I asked in a soft voice. The fuck Angel? Why suddenly your voice became too soft? He shook his head and was about to stand up but I immediately stopped him.

"I'm not going to spread what I saw earlier. I'm not like that. It's your breast, so you have the right to decide who to breastfeed. Because you're the one who will taste it, not me." He said directly, causing my lips to part. My jaw literally dropped after hearing his words. Did he see everything? Fuck?!

"I'm really sorry.I won't spread it, I promise. I'm just quiet." He said to reassure me. He adjusted his bag on his shoulder before smiling at me. His gaze fell on my chest causing my face to heat up.

What the hell he's staring at!

"Do you have 100 pesos?" he asked causing me to jump. I nodded involuntarily.

"Can you lend me a loan? I'll pay you right away when I have the money." What?!

I don't know but I hurriedly looked for my wallet inside my bag. I don't know but my hand was shaking while taking the money. I didn't see 100 pesos so I only gave five hundred.

His eyes widened as he looked at the five hundred.

"Just get it. I don't have one hundred pesos in my wallet." I said and gave him the money.

His eyes sparkled and he was about to cry. just for five hundred it's like he won the lottery? Weird.

My lips parted when he hugged me shamelessly. My heart pounded harshly inside my chest.

"Thank you. I will not spread the secret I found." He was glad to say.

"I'll pay for it. Just look for me." he smiled at me cutely and waved his hand before running away.

I sat on the chair and felt my heart beating very fast. What the hell just happened? Why is it happening so fast?

Did that boy just run away after I trapped him? or did my heart just being entrapped by him?