CHAPTER 4

CHAPTER 4

I'm already sitting in front of the small table here in Keegan's apartment. I put my face in my hands as I looked at Keegan who was very serious about writing on the paper.

I pursed my lips and stared at his face even more. He has these thick black brows perfectly shaped. His nose is pointed. Then his lips are in heart shape. Her lips are even better than mine. His face looks so innocent.

Suddenly his head lifted up and our eyes quickly met. his gray eyes looked at me curiously. He's so gorgeous without his glasses. But he immediately tore off our gaze and his eyes went down to the paper.

He stopped writing and looked at it. He frowned and his two eyebrows met as he looked at the list. i saw how he licked his heart shaped lips making it wetter.

I don't know but my left hand moved spontaneously and caressed his cheek causing me to grab his attention. His face calmed down as he looked at me curiously.

"Why?" he asked while looking at me. I shook my head and caressed his cheeks. The softness of his cheeks.

"You look handsome up close." I suddenly muttered "Without glasses makes you more handsome."

His face suddenly went crimson red as his lips parted a bit. He blinked his eyes countless times. he shut his mouth and suddenly bent down avoiding my eyes.

"I'm not handsome," he whispered softly causing me to wince. Seriously doesn't he look in the mirror? I don't seem to have seen any mirrors in his apartment and there are very few tools.

"Look at yourself in the mirror and tell me you're not handsome," I challenged him.

He raised his head again and looked at me intently.

"What time will you go home?" when he changed the topic, my brow furrowed. My eyebrows met because of his question. He's sending me home?!

"Do you want me to go home?" I asked seriously making him sigh.

"I'm just not used to having someone visit me here. And my apartment is not beautiful enough for you to stay here. I'm not used to someone talking to me like this. I'm not used to hearing praise," he said lowly, causing my lips to part.

I nibbled my bottom lip and smiled at him.

"From now on get used to it because I'm here, I won't leave so you should just get used to my presence." soft

I promise

"Don't you hate me?" He asked making my jaw drop. Where the hell on earth did that question come from? And why should I hate him if he doesn't have an infectious disease!

"Why would I?" He shrugged his shoulders and leaned his back on the small sofa behind him.

"I'm poor and you're rich." he said causing my jaw to drop even more. What the–! Is that seriously his reason? Is that how he thinks of me?

"What's with the status if I want to be your friend? And you don't have some kind of disease so I can't approach you."

His gaze fell on the paper causing me to look at it too. I also stared at the paper making my heart hurt a bit. I found a list of grocery items. I saw a soap listed but only two pieces should be purchased. He was estimating what he was going to buy.

I saw the total price of the grocery items all in all making me swallow a bit. As I stared at the paper I've realized that we people don't have the same status. there are people who have a lot of money and can buy everything they want without looking at the price.

Some people even count how much the goods are to enjoy the meager money. Rich people don't worry how much the foods they're eating. there are people even if they want to buy something they can't even buy it because they don't have enough money.

"Do you have a cellphone?" I blinked when I heard Keegan's shy voice making me come back from my reverie. He hesitantly looked at me. I gave him a smile and fished out my phone from my small bag.

I immediately gave my phone to him. He shyly got it. I looked at the paper again. Where does he get the money to buy these? Did his parents provide some money or allowance for him? Do they work for him? I'm so ready to open my mouth to ask some questions when I hear someone moaning.

My eyes widened when I heard a loud thud. I looked at Keegan with wide eyes looking at the cellphone on the table. My jaw dropped at what I saw. my heartbeat went faster as I tried to exit the safari. I could hear my heart pounding as I slowly looked at the shocked Keegan.

Oh my God Angel?! What the fuck! He just saw a sex scene. I slapped my forehead as I remembered watching it last night. I didn't check!

Keegan looks so shocked while staring at me. His lips parted a bit. He can't look at my cellphone. He swallowed real hard.

I immediately approached him to calm him down. I held his trembling hand. He looked at me in surprise when I sat on his lap without saying anything.

"Hey calm down..." I softly whispered as I cupped his face. I want to laugh at him. His face looks like he just saw a ghost.

"What's that? Why does the woman seem to be hurt?" he asked nervously causing me to laugh. What a pain! That's delicious! I pinched his cheek causing him to snort.

"The girl is Angel - she eats what she has so she is hurt." I burst out laughing because of what he was saying. he innocently blinked his eyes as he looked at me laughing so hard. Oh my God! He's so innocent!

I placed a light kiss on his lips causing him to snort. I slightly combed his hair as I stared at his innocent gray eyes.

"Why is the woman screaming?" He asked me curiously. I bit my lower lip to stop myself from laughing.

“She's not shouting. She's moaning because of the pleasure that man gave her." I quickly explained it to him. He attentively listened to me.

I licked my lower lip before giving his lips a soft kiss.

"Why are they doing that?" he asked curiously causing me to smile. If ever that my soul would be in hell for corrupting his innocent mind I don't mind.

"Because they're friends and because of the pleasure." I uttered sensually making his lips parted.

“Really? Friends do that?” he asked in shock and suddenly swallowed.

I nodded my head and smiled sheepishly at him. No Keegan friends don't do sex. I'm sorry for telling you some lies.

I slowly snaked my arms around his neck. I combed her hair back. i slowly grinded myself above his crotch making his lips parted. His eyes widened when I crouch a bit to kiss his lips.

"Close your eyes and feel me." I whispered sensually on his lips as I was staring at his eyes.

His eyes looked at me with tears in his eyes. he seemed drunk to follow what I said and quickly closed his eyes. I kissed him more deeply. I gently bit his lip causing him to inhale. I slowly moved my hips up and down to make me moan in pleasure.

Fuck it feels so good. I can feel myself getting wetter down there as I grind my clothed pussy on his now hard crotch. I held Keegan's jaw as I deepened our kiss. I felt him follow my lips.

I winced a bit when he suddenly bit my lower lip making me taste the blood. I opened my eyes and looked at Keegan as if he was about to cry.

"Angel, what am I... getting hard." I saw the fear and dread in his eyes that made me laugh.

I laughed and caressed his cheek and quickly licked my lips.

"That's normal." I said laughing a bit.

"Huh? Is it normal?” He innocently asked making me nod my head. Suddenly his soft hand went to my seat as I continued to raise my chin on top of him.

I buried my face in the side of his neck as I pressed myself harder against him. We even have clothes but I feel like I'm going crazy with the taste. How about when it's gone.

I gasped when I felt Keegan's hands on both sides of my waist. I was surprised when he looked at me with wide eyes. He lowered his face to watch my flushed face.

"Are you having trouble?" he asked innocently while still holding both of my waists. My lips parted when he helped me up by holding both of my waists.

I heard his deep breathing as he guided my waist how fast I should grind. I showered his jaw with a light kiss when I felt that I'm so close. Fuck this felt so surreal.

i've kissed so many boys. I'm making out with them. But I never experienced how to come. Yes I've watched but I never touched myself down there. I've never used my fingers to pleasure myself. This is the first time I'm going to experience it.

"Angel, something seems to be coming out of me..." Keegan weakly whispered in my ear.

"I'm at the edge too..." I whispered weakly. I can feel it. Something is going to explode.

I sped up my ups and downs on top of him. I could hear Keegan's soft moans causing me to feel warm. My body felt so hot. Both of us gasped when I felt my first release.

I leaned against his chest. Keegan buried his face in the side of my neck as I felt his shorts get wet. i can also feel some liquid gushing out from my pussy making my panties getting wetter than earlier.

Oh my God! That's too sexy!

I felt both of us breathing. I caressed his neck while he gradually calmed down. I pouted my lips when I remembered that I don't have an extra panty. I have an extra shirt and shorts but no panties. What Angel are you going home without panties? Maybe it's possible. Because I'm also straight home.

"Are you going to buy groceries?" I broke our silence. I felt him nod trying to squeeze his face into the side of my neck. Aw he's being shy now.

"Can I come with you?" I asked but he quickly shook his head.

"I don't have any money right now. I will get my salary later.” he whispered in a hoarse voice.

My eyes widened. did he have a job? I was surprised to see his face facing me. But what shocked me more is that his eyes were about to cry.

"Hey what's your problem?" I asked confused.

"What I have is still hard... Still not going back to what it was before." he said like a child and he was about to cry.

Oh my God Angel! You freak! I quickly stood up from sitting on his lap and immediately pulled him upright. Should I give him a hand? He really looks like he's about to cry.

I looked up at him while biting my lip. What should I do?!

"Ahm Keegan can you take a shower? or take a bath?” to calm your thing down there. I'm so sorry Keegan it's my fault. I shouldn't do it in the first place.

He looked at me confused but followed me. He quickly entered the small bathroom. Only one person is happy inside. how can we do that inside if we both don't like each other? I snorted at the thought.

I heard the sound of water inside. So I breathed a sigh of relief. I massage my nape and bite my lower lip. Am I this bad just to make Keegan sympathize with my madness? But I really like him. and I want to teach him.

I jumped when the door suddenly opened and it spat out Keegan who had just bathed. He is already dressed.

"It's okay now?" I asked softly. He shyly nodded his head making me smile. I held his hand causing him to jump.

"Do you have an extra boxer? I need to take a bath too.” biting the inner cheek I asked him.

He nodded slowly and suddenly caressed my cheek.

"Your face is red." he whispered in a low voice causing my cheeks to heat up even more.

"Come in, I'll just get it." he straightened up and suddenly walked towards his small room.

I smiled and carried the shorts and shirt while looking at Keegan's back. He's so cute and handsome! I can't really stop admiring him. Can I just live here? so that we can just share the payment for the apartment. But when I thought of Mommy's face, I felt like there was no hope.

I'm eighteen again, maybe I can be an independent woman again. Really Angel? Independent woman then you depend on your parents' money. but I can work, right? I'll just ask Keegan what his job is later, maybe I'll forget.

I should ask him too where are his parents. I should get to know him more.

I straightened up when I saw Keegan approaching my place. I gave him a smile and he smiled back! My stomach churned when I saw how his eyes glimmered. I held my heart as it suddenly started beating fast. I'm really falling...

I quickly took the black boxer from his hand and immediately leaned forward to reach his lips. I held his nape as I kissed him deeper. I reluctantly pulled back and looked at his crimson lips.

I entered the bathroom without a word and stopped crying out loud. I happily took a bath while remembering what happened earlier. I came out of CR smiling. I pursed my lips when I saw Keegan leaning his back on the table. His eyebrows meet and he seems to be thinking about something.

He suddenly jumped a bit when he saw me staring at him. What's on your little head Keegan. I combed my hair using my long fingers as I was walking towards him. I took my small bag that was on the table and looked at my cellphone. I saw a text from Mang Quicio. With a heavy chest I adjusted my bag over my shoulder while looking at Keegan by my side.

He looked at me curiously. he's wearing glasses now and I noticed that he's also wearing a uniform. Is he going to work?

I crossed my arms above my chest as I stared at him.

"Where did you work?" I asked using my soft tone. He adjusted his glasses before answering me. his eyes are totally fine but I wonder why he's still wearing glasses every time he's going outside. To look like a nerd?

"I am a bar staff and waiter at a resto bar," He answered softly too using his soft voice.

"Hmm... Why are you going to work?" I asked curiously while fixing his uniform. He's too young to work. And he's still a student. Is that why he sometimes comes in late because he works at night?

"I need to revive myself and I need to study myself," he answered and gave me a small smile but his gray eyes were sad. I stopped fixing his uniform and stared into his eyes even more.

"Where are your parents by the way?" Keegan suddenly gulped and looked away.

"They are both gone," he said in a sad voice and gave me a sad smile. I think someone stabbed my heart when I saw his sad eyes.

I suddenly had the urge to hug him tightly and that's what I did. I ate the space between us and hugged him so tight. I heard his breathing. I didn't expect him to hug me back but I was too shocked when he snaked his arms around my shoulder and pulled me closer to his body.

I let him hug me. There are many more questions I want to ask but not now. I know it's hard for him to talk about his parents but he still answered my question.

I thought of the grocery items he listed earlier. he saves his money so he can eat. For his studies and expenses here in his apartment. He's studying in the morning and he's going to work when evening comes. Imagine how hard to do it especially when you're still young.

imagine the responsibility of being a student and a parent to your own self. It's not easy. You're providing yourself with your own hard work.

Our lives are very different. I'll wake up every morning without thinking a problem what should I eat. everything I need is laid out in front of me. I have both parents who are still healthy and alive. Working their ass off just to provide all my wants and needs.

While Alister Keegan on the other side is working hard just to provide his needs. he will go to sleep thinking about a problem and wake up again to face a new problem. He still needs to work to support himself.

He puts up with old stuff just so he can use something. he is not like other men who refuse what is given to them because they don't want to be pitiful in the eyes of others. It's their ego talking. But Keegan doesn't like that.

He accepted the things I give him because he knows he needs them. I know Keegan me be an innocent baby but he's matured when it comes to thinking what's good for him.

I'm already in the car but I'm still thinking about Keegan. I don't have the right to hurt him. But I have the right to love him with all my heart. he's being entrapped by me and I don't have any plan to let him escape.