Chapter 1534 If you live, you will suffer torture
But Lin En still frowned slightly, his eyes were slightly dazed, and he subconsciously looked at his little finger again.
He remembered the figure he vaguely saw in the deepest part of the sea of consciousness just now when he was about to surface.
He was stunned.
For a while, he didn't hear the sound around him.
"Lin En, are you okay?"
The doll lady came over worriedly, looking at Lin En sitting on the bed, and asked worriedly.
Lin En came back to his senses instantly, then shook his head, adjusted his monocle and said:
"Don't worry, I'm fine."
The doll lady breathed quickly and said: "Did it succeed?"
Lin En paused, then a smile appeared on his face, and he turned his hand and raised a thumbs up.
"It should be okay. I have found her subconscious. As long as her cognition changes, I believe she will wake herself up."
He held her cold little hand tightly.
Because in this world of the living, there are so many people who care about you waiting for you.
Waiting for you to wake up.
Waiting for your return.
In the Colossus network, all the Colossi put down their worries, because for consciousness, unless it is caused by objective facts outside that make it impossible to recover, such as damage to the soul and damage to the mind, otherwise, as long as her subconscious can realize that she is still alive, she may be able to walk out of the dark abyss with just one thought.
Because life and death have been reversed, her body and soul have long returned to normal.
"In this case, we just need to wait."
The self-bound angel took a deep breath.
"Wait until her consciousness completes self-awakening, it should not take long for her to wake up."
But Sir Ewen's eyes were always fixed on the black crescent moon on the bed. He did not speak, but his eyes did not relax, but instead revealed a hint of seriousness and solemnity.
Lin En obviously also noticed Sir Ewen's solemn expression.
He suddenly felt a little uneasy in his heart, and said:
"What's wrong? Brother Ewen."
Sir Ewen didn't say anything, his eyes stayed on Black Moon from beginning to end, and the spiritual light flow followed the connection between Lin En and him, monitoring her condition.
"Wait another five minutes, if she hasn't woken up by then, then the problem may be serious."
As soon as these words came out.
The hearts of all the people around were lifted at that moment.
Sir Ewen was more professional than all of them in the issue of the soul, and his spiritual power allowed him to see many symptoms of the soul that ordinary people could not see. From just now, he has been monitoring every change in Black Moon's soul.
Lin En held her hand tightly and became tense.
"Didn't you say that as long as her cognition is changed, she will definitely wake up?"
Sir Ewen looked serious and said:
"Under normal circumstances, yes, as long as she no longer has the cognition that she is dead, then just a small thought can make her consciousness quickly surface. From the monitoring just now, during the time when you dived into her heart, I did detect a moment of strong awakening signs, which shows that she really has the idea of waking up."
"How could it be..." Lin En stood up eagerly.
Sir Ewen stared at him without speaking.
After a long time.
He asked.
"Lin En, do you know this doll lady?"
Lin En opened his mouth, but did not speak. His brows knitted tightly, looking at the black crescent moon lying beside him, looking at her closed eyes, recalling the bits and pieces he had experienced from the time he met her to now.
But in fact, that's all he knew.
He had no idea about her life before he met her. He only knew that she was the seventh doll in the Doll Manor and that she had lived there for many years. She had never talked about anything before she became a doll, or rather, she herself didn't know.
Because the Doll Lady had told him.
These were the fallen daughters she had found from all over the world, and their past lives had long been blurred to them.
"What do you want to say?" Lin En took a deep breath.
Sir Ewen was silent for a moment, and said:
"Lin En, if it were normal you and me, we would have the belief and obsession to live. This is a thought rooted in our hearts, so we keep wanting to live. You want to go home, you want to take us all home, so you don't want to die."
"I want to preserve the fire of our civilization, the mistress wants to return to the main universe, Mr. Titan and others can exist for revenge, these are all obsessions rooted in our hearts."
"This makes us have to live."
"But have you ever thought that there is another obsession that can also be rooted in your heart and affect your entire future."
Lin En's body trembled subconsciously.
The closed eyes of the black crescent moon were reflected in his eyes. She was so quiet, like moonlight.
Sir Ewen looked at him and said word by word:
"If you live, you will suffer."
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Even if a person forgets everything, the ghosts in the subconscious will continue to affect your behavior, making you live in the shadow of the past all your life.
Those things are intertwined, like those unbreakable shackles, which become your lifelong bondage.
"Lin En, do you know?"
"When she wanted to wake up, I saw the obsession in her heart. Maybe she didn't know it herself, the old shackles that had been entangled with her since the ancient past."
"She wanted to wake up, but the weight of that thought was far less than the deeper shadow in her heart."
That thought was like a wave in the sea.
No matter how it stirred.
It couldn't shake the dead sea below.
"It's not that she can't wake up, but in her deeper subconscious, the idea of death has a deep-rooted influence on her life."
The entire Colossus network fell into a long silence.
Five minutes have passed.
She is still like a quiet doll, lying quietly on the bed with her eyes closed, as if she will continue to sleep like this until eternity.
Lin En once again remembered the bits and pieces of the past when he was with her.
He was silent for a long time.
"That is to say, there has always been a deep-rooted idea in her heart that makes her feel that death will be a destination? Is that right?"
Sir Ewen pulled out the spiritual energy left in her soul, closed his eyes, and said:
"At least that's what I sensed."
"That idea was too strong, so strong that it almost occupied her entire heart, and I'm afraid even she herself didn't realize that she had been subtly influenced by this idea. The more perfect her mind was, the more intense the influence of that idea became."
"It was intense until she really died."
Lin En's eyebrows were tightly knitted.
But he knew that any obsession would never come out of thin air. It was closely related to a person's experience. It was your past experience that determined your current cognition.
In other words.
In the ancient past, Black String Moon must have experienced something, which caused that idea to linger in her heart like a ghost.
Suddenly.
His pupils dilated slightly.
In front of his eyes appeared the figure that he had vaguely seen in the deepest part of the ocean when he left the child of consciousness.
Could it be that...
"I want to go again!"
This time, Lin En did not hesitate at all, and raised his head suddenly, and his psychic energy instantly connected with the soul of Black Crescent Moon.
"Madam, I want all of Crescent Moon's information, all the files from the time you discovered her to the present. Please, I will definitely bring her back this time."
