Chapter 1561 What I can give her
Lin En finally walked to her step by step.
His red eyes reflected the girl who fell on the ground. She had no place to escape. She escaped from the surface memory all the way to the deepest part of the subconscious. Lin En saw all her memories. After the experience, he already understood the origin of this girl.
She is the epitome of everything that was.
It is her true subconscious that carries the painful memories that have been forgotten under the ice.
Her appearance was still the same as before she fell into the sea, her body still bore the scars from the whipping at that time, her face was dirty, and her eyes were still empty and lifeless.
Lin En's eyes disturbed the intense emotions.
And this is where he suffers.
Because the reason why he dared to go deep into this place was because he knew that if there was really no way to change her obsession, he had another way to save his doll lady once and for all, and that was to remove her entire subconscious Erase everything and let her completely break with this painful past.
And in this case.
Then you no longer need to be influenced by this subconscious mind.
But……
He finally slowly raised the revolver in his hand, and the muzzle of the gun surging with the power of the Firstborn was aimed at her forehead bit by bit amid the turbulence and tearing of his eyes.
That moment.
His hand shook as he held the gun.
Because he suddenly realized that this scene was very similar to that in the manor. Her father raised the gun in his hand and pointed it at the poor man.
"Lynn! I don't know what you saw, but I know that if you really had other ways to change her perception, you would never choose to do such a thing, because you know what? You're taking a shot at her whole past, and that might be the way to go, if you can really pull it off."
Ser Egwene's calm voice sounded in his ears.
Especially after you have seen her entire life, can you muster the courage to completely put an end to her past?
Because she wanted to die in the past.
If you can really give her death, then maybe it will be the last explanation for her past.
The long silence in the darkness.
Only the boy with the gun was left, his eyes turbulently pointing at the little girl. She raised her head and faced the barrel of his gun. The thread of her soul was tightly connected to his little finger. She seemed to still be connected to that little girl. It was the same as before, there was no fear or luster in the eyes, they were empty as if they couldn't be filled with anything.
Lynn's finger on the trigger trembled slightly.
For a long time in darkness.
He saw the little girl slowly raise her hand.
There seemed to be a trace of emptiness and confusion in her eyes. She stretched out her little finger and made a hook-drawing motion.
The thread of the soul connected to the little finger was as clear as a crystal at that moment.
Bang--
The gunshot broke the dark silence.
…
…
The gunshot echoed for a long time until it slowly disappeared into the darkness.
The gun that fell on the ground turned into a point of light and disappeared little by little. He closed his eyes as if he had lost all his strength. He finally couldn't make a move.
Even though he knew.
If he could erase her subconscious shadow, then his doll lady might be able to wake up.
But he still couldn't bring himself to be absolutely rational.
Because what does this mean?
After seeing all the experiences in that entire life, and then mercilessly ending them, killing her entire past to save her future, he couldn't do it, he couldn't be the executioner.
"Why couldn't I have met you sooner?"
He lowered his head and sat dejectedly in the darkness.
"If I could have appeared in your life earlier, how could I have watched you suffer like that."
He was silent.
It's like being swallowed up by countless shadows.
The little girl sat there trembling emptyly. She looked at his face. On his face under the white hairline, there seemed to be a trace of water dripping down his chin. She stretched out her little hand. , looking at the crystal drops falling on her palm, she stared at them in a daze for a long time.
That moment.
Linn raised his head suddenly and wiped the water stains on his face with his sleeve, as if he had made a decision in an instant.
As if he suddenly changed into a different person, he stretched out his hand and hugged the little girl hard, looking sharply at the turbulent darkness under his feet.
"Brother Egwene."
In reality, Ser Egwene seemed to hear the sudden perseverance and determination in his voice.
"you say."
"I want to make sure, how long has passed in reality during the time we lost contact?"
"It's probably less than an hour. There is a big gap between the passage of time in the subconscious and reality. Why are you asking this?"
"Does that mean that the deeper you go, the greater the difference between the time I experience and reality?"
Ser Egwene suddenly felt uneasy for no reason.
He frowned and said:
"Theoretically, this is the case, so this is also the scariest place to go deep into the subconscious, because maybe in reality only a few hours have passed, and you will be lost there for decades. You ask... what is this for?"
There was silence for a long time.
finally.
He heard Lynn's voice again.
"Then please give me some time, Brother Egwene. I know that I can't change the things that have happened in the past, and I can't reverse the suffering, but if I finally have to erase all of her past life in order to save her, As for Miss Doll..."
"Then at least let me give her a complete life, a future without torture and suffering."
That moment.
Ser Egwene's pupils narrowed suddenly.
He knew immediately what he wanted to do.
"Lynn!!" He said urgently almost immediately: "You have to think clearly, this is not the time to be emotional! Do you know where that place is down there?! You will be lost! You will not be able to distinguish reality from fiction. Once If you are lost in the sea of heart below, it may be just a snap of your fingers for countless years!"
"Lynn! Did you hear what I said?! Linn!"
The connection is severed.
The deepest part of the dark subconscious.
Lin En's eyes seemed to be filled with unprecedented determination. The little girl was curled up tightly in his arms, and the turbulence of the dark soul was like a howling wind blowing their fall.
He hugged her tightly, breaking through the deepest depths that his heart could reach, and led her into the endless sea of loss.
The more it falls.
The generation difference in time will also become larger.
This is the deepest sea area where the stream of consciousness is most chaotic. This is no longer the realm of her soul. They have truly stepped through that wall.
Maybe you really can't change your past.
Because you didn't have me at that time.
But at least in the future.
In that endless time, I can accompany you, I can accompany you to grow up little by little, accompany you through this life, and grow old with you little by little.
That moment.
Endless psychic energy and the power of the Firstborn spread out from his gaze.
In the deepest part of the dark and lost sea, a world that belongs only to them is like a gorgeous dream, born little by little.
…
The raging waves hit the rocks, and the long calls of countless seagulls reflected the ravaging sunlight of that afternoon.
On the oily coast, countless fish fluttered with their gills open, as if they had returned to those miserable years again.
The waves of the sea blew her to the shore.
Just like that time, she moved her fingers and raised her head blankly, looking at the world after the disaster.
Just that moment.
There was a hand stretched out towards her.
The sun behind him shone so hard that she couldn't open her eyes. His tall figure was hidden in the light and shadow of the sun behind him. He was wearing a tall hat, just like a young gentleman. She didn't know why such a gentleman would Appearing on this polluted coast.
It was just that he stretched out his hand towards her, like the warm sunlight shining on his body.
"Are you hurt?"
"I can take you to the hospital if you need help."
He squatted in front of her, his eyes like stars.
It's like time has revealed a new branch at this moment, spreading far into a new trajectory with no future in sight.
The afternoon sun is exceptionally warm.
