13

~Lou Wilson~

I hesitantly knocked on the white wooden door, which hopefully led to Arian's room.

After I talked a little with his mother, his father came back, who still intimidated me a little. Arian would probably have the same effect on me if he wasn't my mate.

Anyway, he said he talked to Arian and hopefully he's sane now. Whether he is right about that, I will now find out for better or for worse. After his mother then showed me the way to his bedroom, she and Arsen left the house to celebrate the alpha change with the other pack members. It's funny considering that certain Alpha is hiding in his room right now.

Unfortunately, there was no immediate answer when the dull knocking was heard. I bit my lip nervously.

What am I supposed to talk to him about now? Should I continue to convince him that I can very well be his mate? Does that work at all? He got really mad after he crashed into a tree because of me and embarrassed himself in front of his whole pack...

However, I couldn't think about it any further because the door was suddenly flung open and I was caught by an intense gaze.

I couldn't take my eyes off his intense blue eyes. Between the ocean that one recognized in them, a tremendous fire also burned in them and with every further second that passed it seemed to me that his eyes were getting darker and darker.

Suddenly he pulled me into his room by one hand. I couldn't even react that fast, he slammed the door and roughly pushed me against it.

His bare skin touched mine and with this action his towel, which was loosely around his waist before, fell to the ground. I didn't know exactly, but I made up my mind to feel something really hard against my stomach as he continued to squeeze me between him and the door.

My heart was beating so fast at that moment that I thought it was about to jump out of my chest. At that moment, Arian was closer to me than ever before. The tip of his nose almost touched mine.

What was he doing here? Was the conversation with his father so plausible?

I was just about to ask what this is about when he pressed his lips firmly to mine.

It was my first kiss. At first I didn't know what to do as he pressed his sticky lips tightly against mine, but then I tentatively began to reply. Even though I knew that it was all going much too fast after the rebuff, it still felt right.

His lips were meant to suckle on mine. It felt amazing and with every second that passed I could feel the mate band healed from his refusal to tear it.

It heals and the tingling between our skin has become more intense than ever.

Breathless, he walked away from me again for a few seconds, which gave me a look at his now pitch-black eyes again. A storm raged within him. An inner conflict and yet he again bridged the short distance to start his caresses again.

Only this time his tongue pressed against my lips, which I opened for him without thinking.

He explored every inch of my mouth with his tongue as I felt his hands slip under my shirt. His hands were hot and large and immediately set my body on fire from his touch.

I don't know why, but a pleading moan escaped me just at that skin contact.

He did it. That he turned me into a bitch in heat. What is he doing to me?

Actually, I wanted to turn my head away, embarrassed. My cheeks had to turn red by now, but Arian didn't give me a chance. Instead, he roughly ripped the shirt off my body and cupped one of my breasts in his right hand.

He broke the kiss and caressed my nipple on the other breast with his tongue. Briefly he bit into the stiffened nipple and elicited another moan from me.

This man drives me crazy and if I'm not careful he'll burn me.

Arian kissed from my chest up to my neck. My heart started pounding even faster when he started sucking at a certain point.

Does he tag me? Did he really change his mind? that fast?

That was easier than expected...

His hands have meanwhile wandered over my narrow waist under my buttocks, which he is now beginning to knead.

My head is so foggy that I no longer recognize myself. I know the here and now is wrong, but it just feels too right, too perfect to stop him.

The Alpha suddenly picks me up without stopping caressing my neck. Reflexively, I wrap my legs around his waist and can feel his member right in my middle.

I wanted that, that was clear. But should I really go further now? What if he just shoots me again afterwards? Maybe he's just like me in the intoxication of the full moon and not even aware of his deeds?

As much as I wished for it. And the hotter it got in my abdomen. So now my mind clicked in too.

We should stop!

Just as I made that decision, I landed on the soft mattress of his bed. He immediately leaned over me and claimed my mouth again.

And this time he also started rubbing his cock through the thin leggings on my middle.

I moaned happily.

What did I want right now?

Much too late, I noticed that he hooked his fingers in the waistband of my trousers and pulled them off my legs in one quick movement.

Then he pressed himself between my spread legs again. This time his glans touches the bare skin of my middle directly.

A shudder ran down the heated skin of my back. It was only then that I was able to think clearly again.

I've changed my mind. I'm not ready yet. Of course I was convinced of other things beforehand and I knew anyway that my mate would be my first, but it's all going too fast for me right now. We're just getting closer.

He'll only hurt me again if we do something rash now.

No matter how much I would like to, I can't.

"Wait-..." I was about to stop him when he thrust into me with such a violent thrust that all I could feel between my legs was pain. The desire was gone.

And while I had just straightened up briefly, I let myself groan in pain and fell back onto the sheets.

I looked into my mate's now clear eyes, which were looking at me with concern. He didn't dare to move anymore, only he laid his forehead against mine apologetically.

"Fuck! I'm so sorry. It's so hard to control yourself with you..." he choked out, panting. His nose rubbed lightly against mine. "Do you want me to stop?"

It hurt incredibly, but now that he was already inside me, he should continue. It was too late anyway, so at least it should be nice now.

I shook my head slightly to let him know my answer.

"I'll try to be careful..." Then he started to move a little.

It still hurt, but with each time he pushed into me again, the pain lessened, but instead a nice feeling took place inside me. I was as close to Arian as I've ever been. This part of the mate connection that we are entering into makes more feelings come up in me. Feelings that made it possible for me to better understand Arian's way of thinking. But I also felt stronger because of his closeness, as well as safe.

Meanwhile, Arian was getting faster and faster and under his violent thrusts I clawed at his back until he suddenly groaned loudly and jerked hard into me a few times. Inside I felt his penis twitch and his warm effusion spread into me.

That burst the tension I had previously built up, so that my insides suddenly tensed up and tightened around his still hard shaft.

My hoarse moan mingled with his sharp gasp.

"Fuck," he choked out, panting. "That was damn good."

After staying like that for a few minutes, breathing heavily, he finally pulled out of me and flopped down beside me. He pulled me onto his bare chest and covered our sweat-covered bodies with the thin duvet.

Only now did I realize how exhausted this whole action had made me and fell asleep safely and securely in his strong arms.