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~Arsen Storm~
The next day I went to the pack hospital with Savanna and Dr. Malcolm drew her blood.
"How long before we can get the result?" I asked the doctor impatiently.
"A few days," he answered curtly.
I growled in frustration at that. I can't wait any longer. The moon is getting fuller every day and soon enough I'll lose control of my body and try to tag my mate like a cock-controlled idiot. I'm about to lose my mind here.
"I'm sorry Alpha, but there's no faster way," the doctor apologized, but I didn't give a damn what his excuses were.
I was frustrated and deprived of sex. I hadn't had sex in over 2 weeks. For a werewolf and an alpha at that, it was really hard. But somehow I wanted to prove to Aurelia that she was the only one in my life. Even though we're not together, I felt like I was cheating on her.
In the meantime, time has also shown me that I can no longer do without Aurelia. That would also make my decision clear that I would accept her as my mate, even if she is human. Only now Savanna and the puppy are in my way.
"So finished and now an ultrasound."
Savanna exposed her stomach and the doctor smeared a gel-like liquid on her stomach. It was the first time I went to the ultrasound scan.
dr Malcolm placed the device on her abdomen and then stared at the screen.
"There it is."
I also looked at the screen now and could even see something. It looked more like an alien than a puppy, but you could still see it. Hard to believe that I should have fathered this...
"That's the heartbeat," the doctor said, pointing to the center of the alien, where something was clearly moving at regular intervals.
It was almost nice to see this little miracle. But I got the wish that Aurelia would lie next to me instead of the white-blonde hussy. Who even knows if the child is really mine? But actually I claimed Savanna almost every night and I wouldn't have tolerated another man during the time she was satisfying my needs anyway.
But what are waiting a few more days? After all, I've had to do without Aurelia for the last two weeks. How did I manage before I knew her?
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After we got back to the packhouse I went to my office. As so often, I walked around in frustration. She fucked my head so that I couldn't think of anything but her. My little mate.
I have to go to her. I have to see her. i want to touch her I want-
I interrupted my next thought, otherwise I would really pounce on her. Yesterday messed everything up. I was somewhat in control. But when I saw her yesterday, all the pent-up frustration came back. The fact that the moon is almost in full is bigger than us doesn't make it any better.
"Arsenic, calm down," Costa said, just entering my office.
"Fuck, close the door! I smell her everywhere already." That was true. I could smell her all the way down here in my office. I smelled her wandering the halls with Steven and Inala.
I growled again in frustration. He can be with her. Why can he be with her? I should be with her now, but I couldn't last long before I pin her to the nearest wall and bite her neck. But now he's with her! HE! AN ALIEN MALE WOLF!
It was enough for me. I must kill him for getting too close to my mate!
I was about to storm out when Costa grabbed my shoulders.
"Calm down, old man!"
"How? You make me Crazy. How can you not want to be with Inala 24/7?"
"I tagged Inala. I feel them always and everywhere. Of course I would like to be with her forever, but that's not possible." He spoke louder and tried to get through to me.
"Then I have to tag her too." I said with firm conviction. I tried to get to her again, but Costa stopped me again.
"I don't mean it like that."
"I KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN AND NOW LET ME PASS!" I commanded in my alpha voice. But I could feel Costa fighting back.
"I can't allow that. You need to come to your senses, man! Do you think you'll make things better if you go up there now, kill Steven, and tag Aurelia?" He tried to appear calm, but I could see how much he was fighting my orders. Only a beta could last that long.
"YES," I yelled.
"Shit man, arsenic. Go and talk to her! Try to explain the situation to her! Tell her the truth that she's your mate! Be a man and get up the courage to knock on her damn door instead of just standing there for 2 weeks!" Now he threw me completely off.
"Stop!" I said in alpha voice again and the command ended so Costa didn't have to fight it anymore. "Why-?"
"I'm your beta, Arsenic. your closest confidant. Do you think I don't get how much the distance hurts you? And to your question: I was looking for you once and then I found you in front of her room. You could see the inner conflict, but you couldn't get over it." Although I'm actually a strong alpha, I couldn't bring myself to just knock on her door. Which was so easy two weeks ago by simply went in was suddenly so difficult for me. What am I supposed to say to her? 'Oh, by the way, you're my mate and that's why I like being around you and that's why I won't kill you'? That just sounds like as if I had to be there for her because the moon goddess wanted it that way. She doesn't even feel the bond between us two.
"What's that supposed to be Costa?" I had finally calmed down and ran my hand through my black hair in desperation.
"I'll help you, Arsen. You're gonna have your girl!"
