Chapter 1132
I want to know his past and his heart.
This desire to explore drives their interest...
This is completely different from the other desire to understand the (beautiful girl) character (lsp) in the epic.
And soon people were waiting for such an opportunity.
At night, when the Emiya family was having dinner again,
Fujimura Taiga talked about Shirou regaining his swordsmanship since Saber came.
It was obvious that he had never touched the bamboo sword since Kiritsugu's death.
In this regard, Saber showed full interest.
"Is this what happened when Shirou was a child?"
"Eh? Do you want to hear it? Do you want to hear it?"
Seeing Taiga Fujimura, who looked exactly like a certain leopard goddess, lying on the table and twisting her butt excitedly,
people:"……\
,"As far as the crazy side is concerned, she looks a lot like that goddess!
But it seems like they are really just ordinary people.
On the other hand, Saber: "Yes, very interested."
So Taiga Fujimura told the story of Shirou when he was a child.
"This kid was super cute when he was young. He never doubted others. As long as someone asked him to do something, he would always agree.
but--
There is also a place for stubbornness.
Once something is decided it can never be changed. "
Never again...
No more changes?
People looked at Shirou curiously.
'He is a persistent person, but he is not annoying...'
If this energy is used on the right path, it’s called ‘working hard’!
but--
When people look back at this moment again in the future, they will feel how complicated and unspeakable they will be.
Everyone in the future: 'Ah...why didn't we find it at this time?
Yes, once you make a decision, you will never change it.
This is the reason why the man who had clearly given up on his dark dream of being a righteous partner would teach such a similar adopted son!
Kiritsugu himself has obviously given up...'
but--
Saber didn't know it at this time.
Her impression of Emiya Kiritsugu should still be from the past four wars.
then--
Then she heard those surprising words: "This is exactly the opposite of Kiritsugu."
Emiya Shirou——Stubborn...
The opposite of Kiritsugu?
(Stupid: "Why didn't I know he was such a person?!")
Chapter 1,460 Finally noticed the connection between the two people!
With a cute look on his face, Dai Mao asked blankly: "On the contrary?"
Fujimura Taiga: "Kiritsugu is a person who is okay no matter what happens. It depends on each person whether things are good or bad. Life will only take its own course until it reaches the bridge. Kiritsugu is such a person."
"Because of this, when he sees someone else in trouble, he will find a way to help him. Shirou also tries to imitate him."
(Everyone in the future: "The king gradually fell into deep thought——!"
Phew, laughed.
Everyone: I understand this!
Everyone: ‘Daimao: Sure enough, this must not be the Kiritsugu I know, it’s just the same name! ’
It’s okay if you admit the wrong person!
Wang must now be wondering if there is something wrong with his memory! Booming, dazed, hahahahahahaha!
Everyone gradually began to enjoy the sand sculpture! )
On the other side, Taiga Fujimura continued: "Shirou is more decisive than Kiritsugu! He also said "Don't do bad things" and beat up the naughty kids in the town.
Well, at that time, Shirou was a partner of justice. "
After hearing this, Saber couldn't help but look at Shirou and asked, "Why do you want to be a partner of justice?"
Originally I was just asking out of curiosity.
but--
Shirou: "Hey, I really can't answer your question. Could it be that you are simply yearning for it?"
He was clearly the one being asked, but in the end he asked questions and gave an ambiguous answer.
saber: "Are you looking forward to... a righteous partner?"
Shirou: "...Um...well...indeed."
saber: "Why is this?"
Shirou: "Well, because..."
saber: "Shirou?"
Da Mao, who had not received an answer for a long time, made such a confused sound, but Shirou just hurriedly said a few words and left the room as if running away. In the end, he did not answer Saber's question.
This also attracted people's attention.
‘Why does Emiya Shirou long for a righteous partner? ’
That question——
Looking at it on the other hand, isn't it just asking him why he has such a dream?
‘Partners of justice’!
This term reminds people of that black memory again,
A short clip about Emiya Kiritsugu, and that terrible Holy Grail question.
I always feel that some people can't look directly at the term "just partner"!
On the other side, people's perspectives also followed Shirou's change to the courtyard.
I saw Shirou's confession after hiding,
"What am I afraid of?" Shirou asked himself, the image of Saber's question flashing through his mind.
"The reason for becoming a partner of justice is..." murmured,
Then the scene of the childhood promise with Kiritsugu flashed through his mind.
at last--
"I just want to inherit (Kiritsugu's ideal)..." Even if the words in brackets were not spoken, people could guess it.
But then——
Red A's voice was also recalled in Shirou's mind, and it echoed in people's ears at the same time.
"That kind of thing does not exist in this world at all.
You can just drown with your ideal."
Doesn't exist?
What a cold and cruel statement.
Trampling on a person's dream is no different from humiliating his personality!
In response, people looked at Shirou and heard him suddenly shout: "I'm so annoyed. How can I know if I don't try it!"
Finally, Shirou gritted his teeth and stood up.
At that moment, the illusion of Red A seemed to appear in Shirou's mind and gradually overlapped with Shirou's face.
The two figures matched perfectly.
Because they disappeared in just a moment,
people showed a slightly surprised look.
Are you dizzy...?
'Am I seeing it wrong? Why did I feel that Archer and Shirou overlapped just now. '
'It's just like——'
——The same person! !
Everyone: "......!"
...In the end, people still couldn't be sure if they were dazzled,
But...they did gain something tonight, and felt that they saw something subtle, and began to try to further understand the existence of Shirou Emiya.
Originally, for people, Shirou's final behavior was a bit strange.
Why did Shirou not dare to face Saber directly, and wanted to leave as if he was running away, and hide outside to confess like this...
Why was he so determined to walk on the road that Kiritsugu gave up,
never thought of giving up, and thought of the word "impossible"?
And with the emergence of the epic interpretation-
Accompanied by people's own understanding...In the end,
People recognized some things that they had "ignored" at the beginning.
Shirou Emiya's escape,
Not because he couldn't answer, but because of the "fear of being stripped of disguise"...right, yes,
Just as he himself asked himself why he was afraid,
After wearing the disguise for a long time, I'm afraid he didn't even realize that it was not his true self.
...The dream of becoming a "partner of justice", this reason is just a superficial appearance.
If you think about it carefully, you will understand it——
I should have thought of it earlier.
Emiya Shirou's ideal was borrowed from his adoptive father.
He embarked on this path because of Kiritsugu's dream.
Rather than admiring it, it is better to say that it is regarded as a kind of obligation, mission, and the meaning of his own life.
This is the truth of Emiya Shirou's ideal who has lost his heart.
Especially after Kiritsugu's death, his psychology was completely broken, and his way of life became distorted.
He continued to do things that were painful to himself in a self-destructive way.
And looking at all the memories of Emiya Shirou before, you can feel the depressing atmosphere——
The subtle morbid feeling of persisting in the ideal even though you know it is impossible to achieve.
