Chapter 1187
What was the reason for that—that you hated your past self so much that you wanted to kill yourself? !
His life was without regrets, just like that of a saint. Although he died... he died without any complaints or hatred.
He really deserves to be regarded as a self-sacrifice hero, a textbook template.
Just reading the story of his life is enough to be admirable——
Although living for others and not caring about one's own behavior seems stupid to normal people,
But his actions to save others are not wrong.
What could make such a hero who died without any regrets finally degenerate into that unscrupulous person who only wants to avenge evil spirits!
Everyone is harboring that doubt——
Then I heard Rin's remorseful voice continue: "Because neither side has been redeemed, whether it is from the perspective of the past self or the perspective of the future self,
All he saw was an unrecognizable existence, leaving only the pain in his chest. "
"I already know the outcome of being a fool who lives for others."
The sad background music flows slowly, seeming to echo Rin's words again, and everything is not over yet.
For someone who has just died,
This is the real beginning of the tragic fate!
Chapter 1515: Reality is not gentle, and success is not guaranteed if you work hard!
The scene in front of everyone changed again,
Came to a wilderness,
It's a bit like a world with infinite swords, but there are still no countless swords on the earth or on the wild sand.
Immediately, people saw Red A wearing a brown cloak, looking lonely with his back to people, looking into the distance, with the sun setting directly in front of him.
Rin’s voice still rings in people’s ears——
"He willingly gave himself away after death,
If you can save people after death, that would be even more desirable.
Although he failed to save people while alive, he believed that if he became a heroic spirit, he could break all tragedies.
Thus surrendering one's own rest after death. "
With Rin's voice,
People also saw the scene of blood dripping on the wilderness.
Afterwards, every time a 'rescue' (killing) was completed, Red A would take heavy steps, support his tired body, and plunge a sword into the wilderness.
This familiar scene,
People once saw this scene and didn’t know what they wanted to express.
And now with a detailed description,
Everyone was speechless!
For a moment, people seemed to understand something...
This is also Archer's inner world, right?
This is the world before those countless swords!
Those swords...were they accumulated one by one by Archer. After each battle, he saw new noble phantoms copied and projected in this mental image world?
Then people were stunned when they thought of the sword that covered almost the entire world... and shuddered a little!
If this guess is correct!
So how many times did Archer go through many fights before he copied the sword of this whole world?
A sword represents a battle, a killing...
But there are more than thousands or tens of thousands of swords inserted into the entire lonely wilderness of the heart-like world!
Such a 'rich' combat experience is unimaginable!
In addition to his natural love of fighting, he is a fighting maniac who regards fighting as his only pleasure.
Even a warrior with unlimited energy can end a war and destroy the gods of a country with just a wave of his hand.
After a long period of repeating one thing, repeating the act of taking another person's life,
Really... there will be no (mental) problems?
Even if it is out of a beautiful vision to save people...but we are still fighting,
Isn't this more tiring than before?
The never-ending battle!
When people saw this, they finally vaguely guessed why Red A turned black and wanted to kill his past self.
Their scalps are numb!
It turns out that what you experienced during your lifetime is nothing. Death is really not the end.
It’s not even the beginning of real life,
God knows how much Red A has gone through since he became a heroic spirit, and how many eras he has gone through to fight!
It’s no wonder that as a heroic spirit from a future time and space where the age of gods has faded and the mystery is no longer revealed,
But he has such amazing martial arts and fighting power!
This is all achieved through countless trials (battles) of blood and fire!
...People stared blankly with their eyes wide open... again——
It was hard to guess that after returning from several battles, Red A stuck a sword on the hill covered in blood.
They saw it with their own eyes,
At first, his hair was just pale, and the red A of Shirou's appearance could still be seen on his face.
How did it evolve step by step into the shape of the red A that people are now familiar with?
And with the continuous insertion of new swords into this world,
The warm smile gradually disappeared from his face.
That gentle and innocent young man gradually disappeared,
Instead——
It gives people a kind of frightening, silent loneliness and numbness,
Emiya Shirou was as cold as a machine without any emotion, and kept repeating the task of saving people.
People felt a little uncomfortable looking at Shirou Emiya (red A) like this.
That look was so cold——
It was so cold that people panicked inside.
This sense of silent depression and the atmosphere created by the sad music are even more uncomfortable than watching horror epics and dark fairy tales!
It was probably like a finger running across the glass, making a harsh buzzing sound.
At first, people thought that the first half of Emiya Shirou's life was normal and he could be regarded as a royal hero.
As the experience after death began, things gradually changed.
They felt something was wrong, but they couldn't explain why.
So I can only continue to watch the sad story continue——
Rin: "He firmly believes that he can save more, tens of thousands of lives,
However, he was betrayed by that hope. "
When Rin's voice said 'betrayal' here,
People saw——
On the throne of corpses where countless sword corpses were piled up, Red A's already numb and expressionless face showed gnashing teeth for the first time, full of resentment that was unwilling to set the world on fire like a flame!
That ferocious expression looked like he was about to swallow something alive.
It should have been a ferocious and frightening demeanor,
But when people looked at that red A, they were silent at this time, and some were speechless.
Instead, I felt a little bit pitiful.
Betrayed by hope?
Does this mean that there is no hope at all? That future!
It's like I suddenly realized something,
Red A gives people that feeling!
‘Have you understood something, grown up, become an adult, and begun to realize that the world is not beautiful, but full of cruelty? ’
Even if you don’t want to grow up anymore, it’s time to face it.
So, one day, it suddenly grew.
Such thoughts flashed through people's minds so strongly.
Some boys and girls covered their mouths, lowered their heads slightly, and remained silent...
Red A’s experience is for those who are about to grow up but have not yet fully grown up.
For young people who are afraid of entering the adult world,
Had a great impact.
I used to have innocent, beautiful visions and fantasies about the world,
Maybe they also understand that some things are destined to be difficult to succeed, or even hopeless... but they just can't give up without giving it a try.
Or you might just be lucky and hope that there will be light and miracles in the world.
But reality often only hurts them black and blue!
As for Emiya Shirou, he was naive and naive, but he also embraced the dream of a lofty vision - to become a 'partner of justice'.
It really resembles the innocent and beautiful side that everyone has had.
At this moment, they all seemed to see a part of their former innocence in him.
And unlike most people,
Emiya Shirou not only persisted in that innocence, but also worked hard for it even after his death, wanting to realize that beauty.
When I saw Archer, who had sacrificed so much and made himself so embarrassed, he finally got a statement that he was "betrayed by hope" (the ending).
That heavy feeling is indescribable!
Compared to cowards like them who didn't dare to try, that warrior paid so much but failed!
For a time, some emotional people began to shed tears uncontrollably because of the experience of Red A.
I also understand the world and the cruel side of reality more clearly!
Chapter 1516 Don’t stop! Righteous partner!
Life is not a fairy tale after all,
In reality - there are things that even heroes cannot resist.
The betrayal from the only real thing, from that man's last persistence... can easily defeat everything, right?
People felt a burst of sadness!
They didn't expect that Shirou Emiya had really fulfilled his dream of becoming a 'partner of justice'!
Even after death - he continues to work as before.
People finally knew why Red A was so self-deprecating and even disgusted about his identity as a guardian and heroic spirit when he sent Shirou home for the first time.
He was tortured deeply by this pain and his soul was washed away by the long journey with no end in sight.
