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Virgínia

I couldn't say that I didn't believe him, nor could I go so far as to say that I did. I was confused, and what happened at the store this afternoon only made me more suspicious about Murilo.

"I don't know, Murilo. I am very confused. Even more so now that my parents have moved to another city and haven't even said goodbye to me.”

I didn't want to cry again, but the tears fell without mercy and there I was, crying once more.

Murilo hugged me, but this time, I felt more sensitive than before, I couldn't understand why, I just felt it. He pushed my hair away from my face and tried to wipe away the tears, which were coming down in abundance, and soon his fingers were caressing my face delicately and tenderly, making me weak.

This was exactly what I needed at that moment: tenderness. And he was offering it to me. I sought his lips with mine and kissed him intensely, and my ardor was immediately reciprocated.

We kissed for several minutes and only our mouths were touching because Murilo never tried to go any further than that.

But I wanted to touch him. To feel his hair, to know if it was as soft as I remembered and if the fact that I felt myself floating when he brought me to my climax was just a result of my sexual inexperience.

" I want you, Murilo," I said what I wanted because only his kisses were no longer enough now.

"I am all yours, Virginia. From the first moment, I saw you.”

My heart leaped, and I felt nervous about all the responsibility that a declaration like the one made by Murilo entailed.

" I don't know what I feel " I felt compelled to confess "I'm confused and afraid.”

" Are you afraid of me? " he seemed sad as he pronounced those words.

" Not of you " I explained "I am afraid of the consequences of my choices.”

"We are taking a risk together. I will always be by your side.”

Murilo put his hand on my face again, caressing me with surprising tenderness, for such a big man who should have everything he wanted.

It was easy to take risks when you didn't have much to lose, and Murilo wouldn't be leaving aside the life he had always known, to live in a strange environment that he knew nothing about.

And it was with this in mind that I had better not answer that request when I was so confused and lost. But of one thing I had no doubt: now I needed Murilo inside me once again.

" Let's live one day after another, shall we? " I suggested, holding the hand that was on my face.

" That's perfect for me " he accepted with a beautiful smile, and I tried to smile back "I want to be in your life and I want you in mine. That's all I ask for now.”

I was afraid of his "for now," but this was not the moment to get into such a complex discussion, and I decided to just enjoy what we were living now.

Murilo lowered his other hand to my neck and pulled me toward him with a firmness that momentarily stunned me.

I didn't understand how it happened so suddenly, but I felt a shiver just from that gesture and a strange pulsation between my legs, something that made me seek his mouth with passion and desire.

We kissed and the hand that was on my neck pressed that region even harder, while the other went to my hair, gathering it into something like a bow and pulling it away from my back.

" Oh! " I groaned, feeling the desire restricted by all my pores, making me glue my body to his.

I felt my breasts pressed even harder against his chest and the swollen nipples became even harder than I had been feeling them before the contact. Our kisses increased in intensity, and soon he was on his feet and cradling me in his strong arms, walking with me toward the corridor.

"Where is your room?”

He took his mouth away from mine just long enough to ask the question, and after I indicated the correct door, he was walking in with me and carefully laid me down on the soft mattress covered with a yellow crocheted bedspread.

" You are even more beautiful than I remembered," Murilo complimented after we were completely out of our clothes.

He was standing there, even more beautiful, totally ready for me, and I felt even more desirous of him. I spread my legs apart so that I was fully exposed to his eyes.

" You are a very bad girl " he accused, with a smile full of malice.

Believing that I was finally going to have him inside me, he knelt on the mattress, first kissing me on the mouth, but soon moved down a kissing trail to the triangle between my legs and used his tongue to bring me to an orgasm that left me trembling and heart racing.

When he was satisfied that he had brought me to orgasm, he moved up my body, stopping at my sensitive breasts, and sucked in a way that made me tense and about to climax again.

" I want you, Murilo " I begged, holding his hard member and already drooling with precum.

" Can we? " he asked, now looking indecisive about going further.

" I don't know," I answered, alarmed.

Now that I was pregnant and feeling so bad, maybe I shouldn't have sex, and Murilo was once again acting wisely, instead of thinking only of his pleasure.

" Better not to go ahead until we're sure " he pondered, kissing me again, but now on the lips.

I felt my taste in my mouth, and it felt quite strange, but not bad. He continued kissing me, and we lay there, caressing each other, for a long time.

"Can I sleep here, with you? Murilo asked, pulling his lips away from mine, which I already felt swollen from his kisses.”