FUCK ME IN THE HEAD, I WAS CLEARLY JEALOUS

CHAPTER FORTY-NINE

FUCK ME IN THE HEAD, I WAS CLEARLY JEALOUS

“Yeah, I’m heading over right now . I just came home quickly to check on something." I heard Kieran say to the other person he was conversing with.

Yes, it's to probably make sure I’m being a good girl at home and not rebelling or making any plans to defy his orders and make any unfavourable decisions that will negatively impact him.

I wasn’t going to obey him and keep buying time like he wanted before, but now, now that I’ve heard those words and know that wherever he is planning on going might have something to do with Andrew’s disappearance and whatever illegal drug activities that involve the Ring.

I can’t help it. I can’t just sit down and not do anything when I have a chance to find out what happened to Andrew. If there’s even a slight chance that Andrew is still alive, I would do everything within my power to save him.

Now that I think of it, I should have considered that option because of how much of a sadist Kieran is, he could have kept him alive just so he could be torturing him in some dungeon or something.

I heard a motorbike rev up and quickly followed the sound, hearing Kieran fastening his helmet and taking off into the night. I grabbed a car key hung on the railing and dashed into the garage, pressing the key to locate the car.

Fuck him and his stupid laws. I was doing this.

Kieran’s new favourite sports car pinged in response. It was his new black Lamborghini Aventador . It was recently shipped straight from Italy. He was so excited to work on it. And kept calling it his baby.

-- Yes, I sometimes listen to his friends when they are conversing in the garage getting ready to leave. I’d press my ears to the vent and listen in. Don’t judge me, okay?--

Entertainment was limited in the house and I’d take what I could get.

Kieran wasn’t one to brag, but when it comes to cars, drones, computers, basically anything you could code or engineer…. Kieran would not shut up till your ears bled. I loved it when he went off and off. It was the only thing cute about him.

But unfortunately, all that information was from eavesdropping on him talking to Ryan whilst Tyler Myers complained about him talking his ears off.

Anyway, at least I wasn’t going to worry about damaging Aunt Stella or Uncle Alex’s car being damaged from my pursuit.

I quickly tore the wrapper around the car. Yes, that’s how literally new it was. He hasn’t even done his test ride yet. He was probably savoring the feeling. Too bad he’d never get to break this bad baby in. I smiled at my little one and upped him.

I climbed in and fastened the seat belt, stepping on the gas and following the monster tire tracks he left behind. I accelerated further, going after him.

This car was monstrous, the speed was immaculate and the feeling of the one controlling all this power was elevating. Adrenaline surges through my veins as I spot him ahead. The sense of danger that came from using this powerful car to pursue someone so dangerous and unstable was overwhelming. I have totally no idea how far he'd go this time if he catches me.

My fists tightened on the wheel as my tummy does a cartwheel.

Holy shit.

Kieran goes onto the highway and I follow, careful to keep a distance whilst keeping him in my line of sight. If I lost him now, everything would go to waste and he’d definitely know I messed with his baby.

I shudder thinking of the punishment I’d receive for that daring behavior. This was a one-time thing. I was literally risking everything. I follow him as he keeps on the main road for a while before turning on to a rough road.

This looks familiar.

It’s the road we took to the southern part of town. When we went to the cafe where he went to do his drug deal and he lied to me that he was going to help me catch whoever hacked into my accounts.

Something fishy was definitely going on if he was going to the hood.

It was more difficult to hide from him on the rough road since it had fewer cars and the car I was in certainly stood out. But somehow I managed to stay hidden and then we got onto another road. People stared at the car, probably wondering what such a flashy car was doing in such a place.

There are little shops selling cooked food at the side of the road. People smoking in the open, kids running around freely. It's just like the last time we were here. Kieran drives on to another rough road and I follow. He takes many curves and paths.

But at last, he arrives at an old building and gets off the bike. He doesn’t take off his helmet though and his face is still hidden. I pack the car at a nearby gas station and get off. It’s near the wall and away from attention. One might only spot it if they look harder. But I’m still going to draw attention. I’m dressed in Kieran’s plain black shirt that is mid thigh and a pair of big fluffy slippers.

I ran towards where Kieran was. At a close range, I can clearly see it's an old building. It looks like,, well um I can’t exactly pin point how to describe it.

Oh yes, Its like a prison. No more like an old building that probably used to be a prison but now looks more like a dungeon. It has an entrance that has a door nearly falling off its hinges. Kieran can’t be up to anything good coming here. Was he really keeping Andrew there and torturing him? I take deep breaths to calm myself and clean my sweaty fingers on the shirt. The thought alone was too much.

The weather is cool and there’s a light breeze that ruffles the leaves and teases my exposed legs.

I was about to go inside when he came back all of a sudden. Fortunately for me , I spotted him first and ducked, hiding behind a trash can. That was close. I clutch the front of my shirt as my heart beat increases.

Holy Crap that was really close

I need to be more careful.

He hands his keys over to someone on his right and I shift and peered more.

There’s a lady beside him.

She’s very pretty. She’s a brunette with a defined face. She has a smile on her face as she looks up at him, she's dressed in black jeans and a black bikini top with a jacket. She was a total bad ass. She looked like his girlfriend and they totally had the same aesthetic.

She was more cute but badass emo, whilst he was more dark and brooding.

She's so pretty and his ideal girl that I feel like crying and throwing up. It was bringing up my ugly side. The one that wanted to walk on everyone I considered below me and take away their beauty, to make my superiority known. To be the prettiest girl in the room. The feeling of slapping on make-up till I looked flawless was building up, but I repressed that ugly side of me. That is no longer who I am. I hated that Kieran was making me feel this way.

Fuck me in the head, i was clearly jealous.

She lightly touches him on the chest and giggles.

I feel like ripping out her hair and stomping her face bloody and, It's not entirely because she’s a pretty girl whom I’ve not yet shown I’m superior.

Before I let my emotions get the best of me and be a stupid fool who completely exposes herself looking so out of place, and get killed by Kieran,

He slaps her hands off his chest and pushes her away, saying something I can't hear to her. She staggers back. Her cheap heels break and she huffs in frustration as she falls on her ass and watches Kieran disappear into the building.

A sense of relief engulfs me . The action calms me down like an oxygen tank has been attached to me and i can finally breathe well.

She grabs the keys that had fallen beside her and heads over to his motorcycle.

What kind of relationship does she have with him to be in this shady location with him at that hour?

She goes to grab his bike but I step out of hiding and scowl at her, clearly showing my hostile intentions. I was going to confront and question her.