Chapter 18 I AM ALWAYS SURE

I suppressed my scream by covering my mouth. Aside from laughing, smiling, and calling me baby girl, what else can he do to make my organs go crazy?

I could feel the heat on my cheek. I was nervous, but I tried to hide it because I might shout at it.

"You're blushing," he said while having a wide handsome smile on his lips.

Again I was stunned by his smile.

I want to kiss him!

He amazed me with his smile. If he was handsome with his frown face, he was a goddess with his full smile. It was like magic captivating my heart, messing with the butterfly in my stomach and making the happiness surrounding me. I could drop my panty if he smiles again!

Laurent Baider… What a beautiful name.

In an instant, I held his face and did not hesitate to kiss him on the lips. I felt no response so I stopped. He was not kissing me back. I was anxious about what the problem was.

"Why?" I asked shyly and looked down.

I heard the sigh, the sound of his frustration. "You're naughty. I said don't kiss me. Aren't you not afraid? We're alone here." There was an annoyance in his tone.

What should I be afraid of?

I had nothing to fear when he was with me. I was willing to give all I have to him.

Yes, I am so crazy for thinking like that.

"What's wrong with kissing? You said I am your girlfriend now? As a couple, it is normal to do that kind of thing."

He held my waist, removed me from sitting on his lap. I felt that he was avoiding me.

"Good night." Those were the only words that came out of his mouth. He cupped my cheek and kissed me on my forehead.

He stood up and walked closer to the door. Before he reached the doorknob, I blocked his way.

"Don't you like me?" Suddenly, the tears slid on my face, flooding my cheek. "Maybe you just felt sorry for me so you said you wanted me to be your girl. You are just pitying me for chasing you." My voice cracked, I could feel the blockage on its passageway because of the overflowing hot liquid from my eyes.

"No!" He touched my face, wiped the tears, but no matter how many times he removed it, the liquid still continued sliding. "I really love you." That was the most sincere thing that I had ever heard from him.

In an instant, I stopped crying. Hearing those words coming from him was music to my ear. His lines echoed in my head many times. I could feel my heart pounding so hard and reckless. It was like anytime it would go out from my chest.

"You are the lucky girl or should I say I am the lucky boy? You're the only girl! I'm letting you into my life even if it is hard and complicated. You are the only one I brought here to the house, to my room, to the car except for my mommy and sister. You're the only woman I have kissed, hugged, touched as a special woman in my life! " The sincerity in his eyes was there. “It’s just you, Anmela Eris. Just you… Do you know that? ”

Just me?

I could not believe it. He touched my heart with his words. I was the only girl in his life, it made me so special to him.

My ears was aching hearing my heart pumping so loud and fast, the thrill was on my body, spreading around me.

"See? Anmela? I want to stay single forever but you came. You cross my line," he touched my cheek and stared at my face. "I do not know where and when it started, but I found myself looking at you." He cupped my cheek and kissed me on my forehead.

"Y-you love me?" I could believe my question. I felt the electricity flowing from his hand, transferring to my cheek. The happiness on me was overflowing.

"Yes! I love you so much." A smile formed on his lips. He was really the best looking man I have ever met. I would not be tired of saying that. "But now go to sleep first. I can't stay here for the next few minutes."

Huh? I do not understand him? He can't stay here?

"Why?" My forehead formed a wrinkle. The curiosity was written on my face. I thought he loved me, but he did not want to be with me in this room?

"I might rape you." He averted his eyes. He was having a red face. “Sleep. I'm going. ”

Instead of being scared, I smiled. Now, I got it. He was trying to avoid the call of flesh.

"If you are the rapist, I won't scream nor disagree." I gave him the sweetest smile of me.

I watched him gulp his own saliva. His eyes were widening.

"You know what. I don't know when you are joking and when you are serious. ” Laurent was having a frowned eyebrow again. He used to do that.

"I am serious." I tip-toed, staring at his beautiful attractive eyes. I was seducing him to kiss me.

He smiled and shook his head from left to right. "Naughty."

"Really?" The smirk was on my lips.

He backed away because I was getting closer and closer. I thought only men do this, but in our case, I could do what a guy can do.

He was stepping back until there was no space at all, he fell into the bed.

I ran, jumped on the bed, and positioned myself on his top.

"Hey!" He scolded and forced me to stand up.

He was just stunned when I kissed him. I heard his sigh of frustration.

"Baby girl, you are naughty. Do that again you will regret." He looked at me badly.

I smiled broadly, teasing him so much.

What will I regret if I do that again?

"I want to know where I'm going to repent," I ran over to him again and kissed him. This time, it was hard, pushing myself towards him.

I was just surprised when he lifted me up and he came to lay me down on the bed.

"You really don't want to stop, huh? Are you sure about that? You're seducing me," he frowned.

He is on top of me now and staring at my face. I could feel the thrill and warmth of my cheeks.

“When it comes to you I am always sure,” I said with a smile.