Chapter 47 I WANT TO FEEL YOU

ANMELA'S POV

"When I was young, I wanted to be superman."

"Why?" I adjusted my body to be comfortable in my position. His hand held my lower arm and caressed it into up and down movement.

"I want to save the world. I want to protect my family as always...until now. Not knowing that sometimes it can harm them. Like what happen to my disturbance at Dred's kidnapping."

"You're my superhero. If that makes your heart at peace, do what it desires because we are not living in a world where we can't do things that we love."

"Yes, but if it risks the people I care about. I should stop doing that. I love you so much and I didn't put you in a situation where I can't protect you, not all the time I'm here, so be safe for me, okay?"

"Okay." My eyes started to get heavy, the eyelid wanted to close and rested. I yawned with my lungs out and then completely shut my eyes.

"Sleepwell, my baby girl." I felt that Laurent covered my body with the comforter. He kissed me on my forehead. "Good night. Have a very sweet dream. Thank you for listening to me."

I would not answer him because I was in the deep peak of my sleep.

Good night, Mr. Baider…

I just said that into my mind because my mouth did not cooperate.

When the morning came, I was the first one who opened my eyes. A smile suddenly appeared on my lips as I watched Laurent sleeping like a baby. His hands were still holding my body as if he was scared of losing me even in his dream.

I would never get tired of gazing at his bare face showing how manly, gorgeous he was. I played with the peak of his nose with my index finger, which made his nose sniff.

I chuckled cutely as I watched every move he made. I was trying to hold his hand and remove it from my body, but it was heavy as if it was programmed to be in there even if he was unconscious.

I was about to play with his nose again when he caught my hand. He had a good reflex that even if his eyes were closed, he could feel his surroundings. As if he was a trained person in that matter.

Is he?

"Good morning." A huge tantalizing smile grew on his lips.

"Good morning." I blushed as he gazed at me with all the desire and admiration for me.

"Where's my good morning kiss?"

"There." I moved up and kissed him on the lips. He was not satisfied with that so he grabbed my waist, pulled me closer to him and pressed our lips passionately. I kissed him back with all my heart and happiness.

In the middle of our kiss, I felt that something was poking on my belly.

What's that? It's kinda hard and—oh, gosh!

I removed my lips on his and looked down shyly. "Ahm…"

"Yup. Yes. I can't deny it. That's the effect of you on me. Don't worry, I can control it." He was scratching his forehead while saying those lines.

"No, that's fine. That's normal. In human anatomy, they are teaching that kind of lesson so I am aware." I managed to look directly at his eyes. "You don't need to control because I'm willing to give all—"

"Baby...I don't want to hurt you." He cupped my cheek and kissed my forehead. "It's better me than you."

"But I want you...I want to feel you." I had no idea why and how it came out of my mouth. I covered my mouth and blushed like a tomato.

Laurent was in shock, his eyes were widely opened and mouth was in letter O. He did not say any words.

I am so ashamed! Oh, gosh! Oh, gosh!

He hid my face on the comforter. "Nevermind. I didn't say anything. I swear!" I bit my nails as I rolled my body, fully covered by the blanket.

I heard the chuckle of Laurent that made me more shy.

You are so crazy, Anmela Eris! How can you say such stupid things! No, no, no! I'm innocent! I was just listening to Alem! She's a pro so I believed!

"That's alright, Baby. I just pretend that I didn't hear anything." He grabbed the blanket and tried to remove it, but I was holding it tightly.

"Laurent, I'm so embarrassed! Sorry, I didn't mean that! I swear! It's just that I said that unconsciously!" I peeped on him with just one eye exposed.

"I know. I know." I saw a wide smile on his face. "Come here. Don't hide like a turtle."

"I'm shy. Please...forget that!" I swam on the comforter like I was in the deep ocean water.

"I will. Promised." He hekd the comforter and slowly pulled.

I showed him my face with the igniting sensation on my cheek. I observed his expression. It was just bright like a happy man from the wedding.

"I will forget that you said that you want me and you want to feel me." He bursted out laughing, that was why I hit his shoulder. I saw how happy he was this early morning. "That's the best line I've ever heard." He laughed again as if he had no tomorrow of another happy day.

"Don't be shy. You would be shocked if I tell you what's on my mind. You better not ask." He winked at me before going up from the bed.

His wink. He was not doing that and it looked so hot on him!

The eagerness of wanting and feeling him was intensified.

Oh, gosh! That man really is a goddess of all handsome with a hotness overflowing.

I watched him grab the towel. He had a teasing smile on his face. "Hold your jaw, it might drop, Baby."

He held the hem of his shirt and slowly pulled it up. I bit my lips as I watched the beautiful scene in front of me. I never imagined that this event might possibly happen to me with the man I admired the most.

"Every morning, I'm exercising." He grabbed his phone and played a song.

My jaw literally dropped as he started to dance like a professional dancer!

"Oh, gosh. Who's that man!" I screamed at the top of my lungs as he gave all the moves he knew. His topless body was a plus that making the room's atmosphere hot.

"Anmela Eris' boyfriend." Laurent answered while enjoying himself dancing with a swag. "Come and join me, Baby Girl."

"Don't know how to dance."

"Yeah, yeah, but you know how to say you want me and you want to feel me." He bursted out his loud laugh again that made me so embarrassed with my red face while staring at him.

"Anyway...you want me to tell you a secret?"

I nodded like a little kid. "Tell me."

"I always want you and feel you, too." This time, he never laughed, he stared at me seriously.