Chapter 5 YOU WILL DIE

The next day I sang a song I had so much fun with. I even touched my lip and recalled Baider's soft lip again.

I just went crazy with the guy because this was the first time I liked a guy. I happily fried an egg and ate it. I cooked him an egg because that's all I could afford. I also cooked fried rice even though I was tired from work last night. I didn't seem to feel that.

I looked around at my small room but immediately frowned when I remembered that I was going crazy because I thought my dream of liking that man was too high.

Not because of money or what I have no such intention. My only thing is that I really like him and this is the first time I’ve liked him so I won’t stop it.

I walked down the hallway. There aren't too many people yet because it's too early. I immediately went to the clinic. I hope he's here.

I stopped entering when I heard music. I peeked in and was so amazed to see Laurent dancing. Wow! I fell even more in love. I smiled and watched him silently. The smoothness of his movements! I didn't know that he knew how to dance. He was just sweating from what he was doing. Is this how he exercises?

"Watta?" He was surprised when he turned around and saw me immediately. He stopped and immediately frowned.

I came out with a peek and smiled broadly.

"Good morning, Mr. Baider." I greeted cheerfully and went straight in. His forehead was furrowed as he looked at me.

"Won't you say good morning to me too?" My eyes glowed when I looked at him.

He ignored me and just sat in front of the table there. Although I wanted to frown, I didn't do it. Instead, I approached him, touched both of his cheeks and forced it to form a smile.

"Smile, baby boy," I said, smiling while holding his cheek. "It is early in the morning. You are not happy." I said as I sat down in front of him.

He still ignored me and just looked at the papers on the table.

"You ignored me. How can I court you if you are like that?" I said sadly. He looked up and frowned again.

"What do you want?" He was rude, disgusted and very irritated.

"I told you yesterday, didn't I? I want you, "I emphasized that word. I picked up two tupperware with just fried rice and eggs. I laid it on his table.

"Have breakfast," I opened the tupperware and picked up the spoon and fork.

"I don't eat eggs," the frown on his forehead was still there. I’m the one having a hard time with him. I touched his forehead and leveled it with my thumb. I lowered my face so we could be level.

"You always frown, just smile."

"You don't care."

I rubbed my forehead and tried not to show my sadness because he was behaving as if he really did not like me. Is this one so weird? It's hard to flirt.

I put an egg in the spoon and fried rice. I brought the food to his mouth. "What the fuck are you doing?" He almost raised his voice.

"You are being teased. You look like you haven't eaten yet."

"I don't eat breakfast, Anmela Eris." He insisted.

"I'll-" I was stunned and stared at him.

Wait! I have never introduced myself to him which I have forgotten.

How did he know my name?

To my surprise I just looked at his handsome face. I stared at him for a few seconds because I couldn't believe he knew me.

"How did you find out my name?"

"Ah-" He searched for an answer so I narrowed my eyes on him. "I saw your Identification card." He averted his gaze as he scratched the bridge of his nose.

"Okay." I tried to tease him again.

"I do not want to. Go away." He stood up and was about to leave me.

"If you do not eat I'll kiss you again." Suddenly my cheeks warmed at what I said. What's that, Anmela? You are really crazy.

"Kiss me, then." His lips form a grin..

What? The thrill crawled all over my body! I bit my lip to hold back a smile.

I'm thrilled! Ahhh!

He approached me and I backed away but I did not have the courage to avoid.

"Just eat.” I tried to hide my face because I was so nervous.

"Okay." For the first time I saw his smile but it was just a stingy smile.

He sat down again and began to eat. I saw that his eyes closed as if he liked the taste of what he was eating. I smiled at him.

I know you are hard to reach. Your height is too high for me but why would I want to love someone like you. Well, I have nothing to lose if I try. There is nothing wrong with the trial.

"How about you? Did you already eat?." He said while chewing.

"I've eaten." I approached him and just stared at him.

He is so handsome. I will never get tired of mentioning it. I admire the way he looks and I don't expect that I will like his insults, too. Even if he ignores me, I like that, too.

"Doc, there's-"

We turned to the female nurse who entered. He looked around at Laurent and me as he stared at me sharply. Is she angry?

"You have someone with you," she said calmly. "Sorry for the inconvenience." she came out and slammed the door shut.

"Who is that?" I asked.

"Seilen." He sparingly replied.

"Why does she seem angry with me?"

Laurent just shrugged and turned his attention back to the food. I checked my watch at six thirty AM. It's only thirty minutes and my class will start.

"When will you answer me? When will it be me and you?" I said. He stopped eating and looked at me.

"Are you serious?" His wrinkled forehead formed again.

"Of course! What do you want in a woman?" I said while smiling. I reached his face with my index finger. To touch him is heaven.

"Can you stop playing around?" Suddenly his face became serious and he avoided me.

“Why am I not allowed to like you? Is this a mistake?”

“Because you will die, if you do.”