Chapter 63 THE HURTFUL CONVERSATION

ANMELA'S POV

I was happy to go to work. Alem asked so many questions about us, how we came back together. I was energetic to tell all of those to her.

"It's good to hear, he's back," Alem said with a full smile on her lips.

"Yeah, I thought he would not come back, but luckily, he did. Maybe he really loves me so he can't let go of me." Every word that came out of my mouth was the product of my happiness. I could not still forget what happened last night.

A moment to remember.

"I also thought he really left you but I hope he doesn't do it again because I will punch him so hard!" There was a giggle in Alem's voice, but the gratitude could still be heard.

"Oh, you're so sweet, Alem!"

“Of course. I love you so whoever hurt you will get a strong punch to me." She showed me her small fist.

"I love you too."

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When the work was over, I immediately saw Laurent waiting for me so I hurriedly ran and hugged him.

"How's your day?" I watched the formation of his smile before he embraced his big arms on me.

"Happy 'cause you're here again."

"Good to hear that." He guided me inside the car after saying goodbye to Alem. He started the engine of the car.

"Anyway, I can cook what you want?" His eyes were on the road as we waited for the traffic light.

"Adobo." My voice could hear the energy.

"Always?"

"That's my favorite." I leaned my head on his shoulder.

There was no room for sadness when we returned to our happy romantic relationship. I no longer asked about the marriage, I was content with it, but I knew someday...that would bother me again. I would just cross the bridge when it was here.

He brought me to their mansion because there were complete ingredients here and also he wanted me to sleep in his room.

I hugged her back as he cooked. I closed my eyes, I could smell his perfume that filled my nose.

"Oh sh*t! The love birds are too sweet. There are ants everywhere."

We turned to Resttan who was now smiling completely. I was embarrassed so I removed my grip on Laurent.

"How are you?" My attention was on Resttan as I sat on the chair beside the table.

"Still alive." There was something in his words. That was meaningful which I could not understand.

He glanced at Laurent. "Are you really sure about this?"

I frowned when he asked Laurent that question.

What's that? Sure about? What was he talking about?

I don't usually ask about other people's privacy so I just kept quiet.

"Let's talk later, Resttan." The seriousness was written on Laurent's face.

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When the night came by, we just bystander to the veranda and when we were tired, we went to his room.

I will sleep in Laurent's room which made my heart jump so high.

Laurent went out from the bathroom, I just watched him as he dried his hair. The towel was tied around his waist.

When he turned around and looked at the mirror, I quickly hugged his back. I caressed him and squeezed myself behind him. I could feel the coldness of her body and the wetness of it. The water was still dripping all over him.

I want him tonight. Gosh! What am I thinking?

"Hmm?" A playful grin formed on his lips.

He seemed to have guessed what I wanted, but I was embarrassed so I just went back to bed and lay down. I grabbed the comforter and covered my body. I was planning to sleep so I closed my eyes. I felt him climb on the bed, the foam was bouncing back and then he went on top of me. I gasped plenty of air as I confirmed that my feeling was right.

"You're craving. My baby girl is craving for me." I had no idea why his voice sounded seductive.

Was he seducing me?

I averted my eyes because my cheek was getting hot.

I would not deny that I wanted him inside me. What was wrong with that?

My eyes widened when I saw him throw the towel somewhere. Before I could speak he managed to kiss me. The kiss deepened quickly. He played and traveled in every inch of my body. I could not detail what was happening because I was drowning with my emotions.

I just felt him separating my thigh. Whatever I was feeling intensified.

"Baby girl?" His voice was sweet and gentle.

"Y-yes?" I could hardly answer properly because I could feel the finger inside my passage, moving back and forth. My body was also moving accompanying the movement of his finger.

"You're only mine, aren't you?" He said teasingly, he bent down and kissed my neck in a gentle way.

"Y-yes," I stuttered as I could already feel the intensifying play of his digits inside me.

"Good." Without saying a word he pushed his manhood into my hole.

My whole system melted. My joy and intense love for him were mixed. The movement was slow at first until it went faster and faster. Harder.

I could do nothing, but feel his sway. My sanity blew away. The noise of our moans filled the room while our bodies shook in satisfaction.

"Laurent," I repeated calling his name as my body quake.

I could hear every noise he was making as he pressed back and forth inside my hole. Our lips were slammed, kissing passionately. I could also feel his hands traveling all over my body.

"I love you." He whispered breathlessly. I could not answer that, I was biting my lip to shut my mouth from creating a loud scream.

Until he just fell on top of me. I could feel the heat of his breathing on my neck but fear crawled throughout my system when I felt that his shaft was still in my passage.

I felt the liquid spread around my womb. We did this plenty of times and I remembered he was not using protection.

What if I get pregnant?

How many times has he done that to me? Countless.

If I get pregnant, will he marry me?

Maybe, maybe not.

I smiled at the thought but was also sad because what if not?

He slept on top of me in the same position. I just looked at his handsome face. My tears flowed while thinking about my spot in his life. I was sure that I belonged in his heart, but in the future? Future wife?

Why don't you marry me?

That messed up my mind again.

What is the reason why it is not possible?

I pushed those thoughts away from my mind. I just hugged him and even with tears in my eyes, I fell asleep.

I woke up early the next day, Laurent was no longer beside me. I hurried to get dressed and went out.

A few minutes of walking in the huge house, I hid in the wall when I saw Resttan and Laurent talking on the balcony.

What are they talking about?

"Resttan! You know what's going to happen!" Laurent's annoyed face was obvious.

"What are you going to do? It's impossible that you're not rocking her body! You sleep next to each other and then you think she doesn't care why you don't marry her! Get a plan!" Resttan shouted back.

My tears were already falling as the stinging sensation in my heart felt.

What does that mean? I really can not understand. Why won't he marry me?

The liquid kept flowing until it streamed my face. I could not believe how sure I was about our marriage. Sadly, he was not thinking the same way.

"Deal with it, Bro! You can't hide everything from her for life!" Resttan shouted angrily.

Laurent was sitting in frustration. He was palming his face and was thinking deeply.

What is that? What are they hiding and he can’t tell me?

"I can't!" Laurent stood up recklessly.

"You can't? Then where is she in your life? You are ruining her!"

I can't? He really can't marry me? Why?

I was already holding onto my chest. I just hope he did not come back again. He just messed up my life one more time. I thought everything would be fine with us.

We are getting older every year. I am just waiting for us to start a family, but it is so hard for me to get married!

Is it because of his parents? Or does he really have a family? Or he does not want my family? What is his reason?

"I can't marry her and I will never marry her!"

My jaw literally dropped.

Tell me it was just a lie!