Love!
Bella's POV
Did i really mean it or i said it out of excitement. It's hardly been few days that we are staying together. Isn't it too soon?
But you do like him!
Do something before it turns awkward.
He broke the hug and looked at me with sparkles in those beautiful amber orbs.
"What did you say?"
He asked almost in disbelief.
I slammed my lips ion his, stopping him from asking further.
I don't know what to say. It happened out of a sudden. I have never said 'i love you' to anyone.
I pulled him closer by collar but he pushed me back on the bed and hovered over me.
"I asked you something..."
He looked while panting.
My face feel hot, specially ears. I gulped.
"Do you really mean it?"
He asked.
It feels like words has been stuck in my throat.
"You don't know, do you?"
He said and I stayed silent.
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath.
"I am going to fuck it out of you"
He opened his eyes and it made me shiver.
Not bad kind of shiver. It was excited one.
"Do you trust me?"
He asked and found myself nodding.
"Get up then"
He got up from the bed And i looked at him confused.
I heard him shuffling through drawers. The way his muscles flexed in black shirt made me clench my thighs.
I want to ravish this man. Every inch of him.
I have never felt those butterflies with anyone else. I don't realize when time flies with him. Whenever I am doing something alone, i always think how would have been Alex react if he was with me too. I miss him whenever he is not with me. I need his warmth to sleep, he chased away my fear of darkness.
I never felt safe with any man but with Alex, it feels like i can conquer the world. He doesn't make me uncomfortable. I can be myself, i don't need to fake it.
He don't want me hot and sexy all the time. He loves me messy and childish. And i love it.
I don't know what I need in my life if i don't need him.
He came back with cuffs and chains and my eyes widened.
"Stand up."
He ordered throwing it on the bed.
I gulped but followed his instructions.
He grabbed the hem of my tshirt and pulled it over my head. His eyes never left mine making my heart race.
He unclasped my bra and i am impressed how easily he can do that.
His thumb traced my erect nipples. He leaned down and kissed it, my hands clutched his shoulder. I love to hold him whenever he does this to me. I like how his body flex under my skin.
He raised his hand without breaking eye contact and i heard some clicking of metals. I looked up and saw long rod. I didn't notice that bed has curtain holder.
I looked at him when he grabbed my wrists and released his tie with one hand.
Oh god! No. He is trying my hands.
I hate it when i can't touch him, it becomes too intense when i feel vulnerable beneath him, totally under his mercy.
He tied my hands together and lifted them up.
"No! I want them free..."
I Gulped.
"This is not what I want to hear from your mouth."
He replied making my cheeks heat up.
My heart almost broke the ribs by pounding when he tied my hands to the rod.
He leaned and kissed me. Damn, i want to touch him. He is not kissing, he is actually teasing me.
Not giving me his lips to devour and teasing my tongue. He is playing with me.
I breathed out when he knelt down and pulled my shorts to me ankles.
I am completely naked in front of him while he is still covered in his expensive clothes.
Goosebumps filled my body when he kissed my tattoo. His hands roamed on my hips, butt and thighs spreading sparks and heat.
His lips slowly travelled towards my core which is dripping with need.
I gasped when his tongue touched my soft and sensitive flesh.
"Alex..."
I moaned he started doing his wonders.
I love his tongue, fuck i love him and i am no longer scared to accept that.
I want my hand free, i want to feel him, his hair, his warm skin, every fucking thing.
He curled his fingers inside and i almost jumped in my place.
"Please free my hands"
I begged and moaned at the same time.
He ignored me and started teasing my clit. He is not letting me come. Evil man.
He touched everywhere but that one fucking spot which will make me cum.
"Please."
I crossed my legs but placed his hands on my inner thighs and spread them again.
He looked up at me with smirk.
"Do you want me to fuck you..."
"Yes"
I accepted shamelessly.
His smirk widened. He stood up and released the knot.
Finally!
I grabbed his collar to pull him closer but he stopped me by grabbing fistful of my hair and tilted my head back exposing my neck to him. It isn't hurting, he is being careful.
"You are so unfair, bellissima..."
His lips fanned my neck and hand snaked around my waist.
"But let me tell you, it doesn't work like this."
I looked at him and grabbed his collar again.
"Give me what i want and I'll make it fair..."
I challenged and his eyes rouse in amusement.
"You are doing business?"
He chuckled.
"Learnt from the best"
I Smirked.
"I won't be gentle this time."
He replied.
"I don't like it gentle."
I replied.
Second later i realized that i was flipped on the bed on my four and he was behind me.
Okay, he definitely won't be doing vanilla in this position. It filled my stomach with knots.
His hand grabbed my waist to hold me still and felt his hardness rubbing on my wetness.
He inserted the tip inside but didn't go further.
"Alex, for fuck sake..."
I heard him chuckle on my eagerness. Bastard!
He slammed inside me and i gasped. Fuck! He always goes deeper in this position.
"You are so fucking wet for me."
He spanked my ass making me moan.
Every thrust hit the spot and pushed me towards the edge.
My fingers curled on the bed sheet as tightness build in my stomach. He makes me cum very easily.
I explode with jolt in my body and loud moan.
His thumb started circling my clit, forcing me to meet another orgasm.
His thrust finally turned sloppy making me sigh.
He released himself and pulled out of me.
I collapsed on the bed and looked at him. He discarded the condom and walked towards the washroom.
I love how he always use protection and act responsible.
He came back and I spread my arms for him. He smiled and hugged me, pulling me to his chest.
I had no idea that this moment will come so soon but i don't want to drag it anymore.
I looked at him and placed my hand on his cheek. Whenever I get cute with him, he looks amused.
Definitely has never done it with any woman.
Off course i understand that cute is not his thing.
I looked into his eyes.
Fuck, people are right when they say that saying i love you isn't easy. Now i know why they say this.
He looked at me like he is waiting, his hand is firm around me.
"I love you, Alex..."
I finally said and his eyes smiled at me.
"I never imagined that i will love these words so much..."
He captured my lips in passionate kiss.
"You are stuck with me now... I am not letting you go now."
He placed his forehead on mine.
"I don't want to go either"
I smiled and pecked his lips.
I hugged him tightly and he did the same.
He Groaned when his phone rang and i laughed.
"Take it... I'll go and freshen up..."
I kissed his cheek.
"I am hungry... It's time for dinner..."
He nodded with charming smile.
I am sure my face is red like a cherry. I love this feeling. Everything feels perfect.
And it will always be like this.
Right?
