Ruined!

Alexander's POV

It's been almost an hour since Bella has woken up after two days. She is staring into nothing while keeping her hand on her empty belly. Eyes are not even blinking and it's running my blood cold.

I was never scared of silence to this extent. I can't gather the courage to stand up from the couch on which i am sitting for two days and go to her. Hold her in my arms and tell her that it's okay.

I can't, because she is not okay. She lost her baby for which she was fighting with me. She is in shock.

I never wanted it to happen like this.

I wanted to tell her that i have changed my mind, that i am ready for the baby but before that she pulled out that file and things took ugly turn. She didn't give me the chance to speak and before i stop her, it was too late.

I feel like a shit now. I ruined everything. I ruined her. I was supposed to protect her. My guilt is eating me from inside. Never in my life i was this much speechless, i don't know what to say.

My family has stopped talking to me. My mother doesn't want to see my face. Grace has cursed me for being so irresponsible. Dominick and Raan gave me hand of sympathy but i can see the disappointment in their eyes.

I couldn't look at the dad after i saw tear escaping his eyes. He cried for Bella, i wasn't expecting that. I thought he doesn't like her, may be i failed to read my father.

Everything got destroyed. One second i was preparing for our wedding and other i am on the edge of loosing everything. My love, my family, my happiness, everything.

I have never shed tears like i did in these two days. Whenever i looked at Bella, fear of losing her snaked around my chest. Suffocating me to the tears.

So much happened in last few days. I still need to pay visit to Valentino. Bastard ruined everything.

He has fed her craps.

I am not trying to control her life.

Or may be i am.

I was trying to control myself to become my father or brother. But may be i lost the track. My overprotective behaviour was cage for her.

She haven't looked at me since she has woken up. She haven't talked to anyone, Maa came tried but failed. Grace tried but failed. Even doctors failed and I can't make myself approach her.

I am the culprit for her.

Things would have been different if i would have keep my insecurities and issues aside. I was afraid that after having baby i will loose her. I can't have her the way it is now. I wanted undivided attention. I was scared that child might affect her health, i have heard about so many deaths while delivering. How it affects physical and mental health. I wasn't ready to compromise on my plans.

And i was terribly wrong about it.

I don't know how to handle this mess. I have no courage to stand in front of her.

I looked at the door when I heard hesitant footsteps, Jasmine.

Her eyes are red, face filled with regret just like me. I almost felt bad for her, almost.

Luca came behind her and sat beside me on the couch.

"Sorry to hear it buddy..."

He placed his hand on my shoulder and i nodded.

"You look mess Alex... You have to be strong for her."

She is angry with me now... Never thought Bella's silence will haunt me like this.

I looked at the Jasmine when she sat beside Bella. I hope she makes her talk. I hope.

Bella didn't even blink when Jasmine placed her hand on hers.

"Bella"

Her soft voice broke the icy silence.

"Get out!"

My heart clenched when Bella finally mumbled. Her eyes are still staring into nothing. Hand is still on the belly.

Jasmine's lips wobbled.

"Bella I am Sorry___"

"I SAID GET OUT!"

I literally flinched the way Bella screamed at Jasmine.

Luca was quick to stand up.

"Bella please listen to her..."

I have never seen him so worried. On other hand rivers started flowing from Jasmine's eyes.

"ALL OF YOU GET OUT!"

She screamed again.

"Bella please calm down..."

My legs finally found their soul.

"What's happening here?"

Nurse came running inside. She looked at the Bella who was shaking with anger and rushed towards her side.

"Please leave the patient alone... Look at her... Ma'am Please leave, sir please..."

I clenched my jaw when she looked at me.

"The fuck i am leaving her alone..."

She flinched at my response.

"You should have leave her alone long back then..."

I was so tempted to load my gun when i heard his voice.

"You ruined my daughters..."

"Get the hell out of here, Valentino..."

I glared at him.

"Not without my daughter... You have done enough damage..."

He said looking at Bella.

If i didn't know better, i would think he cares about her.

"She will not go with you..."

I stated.

"At least stop controlling her life now... At least learn your lesson now..."

He shook his head and fuck, i was few seconds away from snapping it when My family entered.

"Is this the place to create this fucking drama..."

Dad yelled at everyone.

"Leave her alone."

"I am taking my daughter with me."

Valentino declared.

"She is our family, not yours.."

Dominick replied almost with the same venom as his.

Valentino scoffed.

"She is no one to you... She is not married to your brother... I don't see ring on her finger..."

Then i realised that he is right. Bella has taken off the ring.

My heart shattered at the sight.

"She was staying with you because you people made her think that she has no family..."

His filthy mouth kept moving.

"But now she has her real family, real father... She doesn't need her boyfriend's family or fake family who doesn't respect her feelings..."

He looked at Jasmine.

"Ask her what she wants... If she wants to go with you then no one will stop her..."

Maa said.

My heart shuddered. I have a feeling that Bella will leave which i can't let happen. I can't live without her. I know i am guilty and i am ready for the punishment but she can't leave me.

I sat in front of her.

"Bella i know You are angry with me but you can't leave me... I love you, you know it... I am sorry for whatever happened, I'll make everything right... Please give me one chance..."

I pleaded holding her hand.

"You can't go with him... I need you..."

She didn't answer.

"Alex step back... Let her make the decision..."

No!

"No! Maa she can't leave me... I don't trust Valentino..."

I growled.

"Bella want's to stay with me... And i know it."

But my snapped towards Bella when she slowly pulled her hands away from my hold.

No!

"Alex... Get up from there... Leave her alone..."

Dad grabbed my arm and dragged me away from the bed.

I'll kill Valentino before he steps out of this fucking ward.

Bella is mine.

I was about to but Dominick snatched the gun.

"It's not the right time..."

He whispered to me.

"Everything will be alright... She will come back. Trust me..."

He gave me assuring look.

"Use your brains Alex... You are proving him right... Let her make the decision, make them believe that you respect her choices and you are not controlling her... Otherwise you will loose her forever..."

He is right.

"I can't let her go..."

I murmured.

"Then don't... I am not suggesting that..."

He gave me his cunning smile. I doubt anyone can hear our signature twin's conversation.

"Make her believe that she is away from you... Let her heal. Give her time... She is just leaving our house not the city... Till now we will plan how to get her back... You have to be patient... Don't loose it..."

He handed me my gun back.

"Bella do you want to come with me... You will feel better..."

I am going to kill this man, i definitely will.

Bella looked at my mother with glossy eyes. She is probably thinking that she will feel bad.

"I will always support your decision, Sweetheart... I understand you need space... We will always respect your decision..."

She assured.

Bella nodded at Valentino without even sparing me glance.

"That's it... She is coming with me..."

Valentino declared.

Just for few days... Wait till I get her back...