I will divorce
She turned cold on getting to the table, she reluctantly placed his order in front of him before saying with a small bow, " sorry for keeping you waiting Mr, please enjoy your tea, I will have a waiter attend to your needs. '' she flashed him a smug smile before turning on her heels , but he grabbed her hand and swiftly pulled her back.
" Sit down! " he ordered,his voice as authoritative as always.
Her eyes narrowed down at his hand on hers as she glared dagger at it before she slowly raised her head to meet his fox like eyes `` let go! '' she hissed.
" Don't make me repeat myself . " He retorted coldly, his grip on her hand tightened.
Realizing that engaging in an argument with him will take her nowhere , she reluctantly pulled a vacant seat opposite him and sat with a nonchalant expression, which got him pissed off. They sat like that for a while, each of them occupied with his or her own thoughts.
" I feel very honored having the almighty president Rey grace my little shop, to what I owe this visit. " Seeing that he has no plans to stop staring at her or let her go, Clara took it upon herself to break the spell of silence between them, but her words were all peppered with sarcasm, that Xavier wished she didn't say them.
He had his fox-like eyes fixed on her for a long time, without taking his eyes from her he picked up his spoon and started staring at his tea, he quietly took in every change that has happened to her body recently.
<What the fuck!, don't tell me this lunatic called me out just to stare at me!> Clara cursed inwardly, getting more irritated at each passing minute.
"Hello president Rey" she waved to draw his attention, which she successfully got, with an irritated voice she said " if you have nothing to say I'll take my leave first ."
" Why?"he paused to ask before proceeding to sip his tea," Are you really that scared of me? Or you just want to run back and take care of your new lover. " His words caused an agitated laugh to burst out of her throat, followed by a bone chilling smile. Xavier was taken aback by her total change but that's not all he watched in amusement as she pulled his tea to her red lips and drained every drop of it with a straight face.
" You will never stop being so cocky, will you?" She asks to dropping the now empty glass on the floor causing it to break into many sheds. "Why should I be scared of you Xavier?If not that you were born heartless you would have been the one unable to face me after you mercilessly murdered my child. "
Just why can't he feel guilty for once even when things have gotten to this point .
When Xavier heard this, he lowered his head in an attempt to hide the guilt crowding his eyes, unable to defend himself ,he quietly sat there and listened to her , every word was like two edged swords piercing directly into his heart.
" What does it have to do with you whether I am taking care of someone,or a pet,huh?. "
" Are you sure it's none of my business, because the last time I checked we are still married and yet to divorce. " he said leaning forward .
<What did he mean by that, he does not want to divorce ?>
"Wha.. what are you talking about.. your little lover is back and my baby is no longer an obstacle to you , why can't you let me go, you monster !you can even let the family go ,why do you hate me so much? , I don't even know you from the beginning,why are you doing this to me?."
Clara was very devastated, Xavier could even drop his long time grudge against the Davis, yet he was adamant to ruin her life down to her very last breath, where did she go wrong to make him hate her this much, she and her late parent has nothing to do with whatever happened to him and his little lover and she did everything in her power to make sure her other selves didn't hurt his Lilac , the only thing she did wrong was being in bed with another man but that wouldn't have happened in the first place if his brother hadn't drug her .
" Leave that man! " he ordered.
"What? !!"
He must be joking right?,
Like leaving the man who has done more than putting his life on the line just for her, Alex was in such a condition because of her, how could she bear to leave him in a time like this.
"What?, you can't?" He asks with a smirk.
" Fine, if you won't divorce that's okay by me but from now on you can live your dogshit life the way you see fit , fuck any hole you see fuckable and watch me do the same with my life, because I know you won't stop stalking me but guess what I don't give a darn neither do I want to know who you slept with or how many ladies you keep by your side and you better do the same, while keeping an eye on me don't ever dare to interfere with my life , when you get fed up you will send me the divorce papers. "
Fighting him now is like hitting an egg on a rock , it's of no use since he still has the power and money.
" The baby is no more, " he said coldly, lifting his eyes to look at her. He hated how firm she became just this short time.
Clara was still trying to get her act together after spatting every single word she had long cooked up in her head to his very face, when he suddenly stood up, grabbed her hand and roughly pulled to the counter , ignoring her strong protest.
"What are you doing Xavier, let me go, let me go you asshole!" she struggled hitting his chest as hard as she could , gritting his teeth in frustration,he slipped his hand around her waist but it mistakenly went under her shirt instead, but he hurriedly retracted his hand with a surprise look on his face," you gained weight?." He asks, looking at her very little baby bump that was successfully concealed by her big white shirt.
"So fucking what ?, why won't I add up, when I'm in a place where I'm being taken treated like a priceless Jewel? " She retorted, taking a step away from him, afraid he would find out .
He knocked on the counter and Tony handed him Clara's bag and her jacket,as he flashed her a look that says< sorry I can't help you this time>.
His hands on her shoulder as he gently pushed her into the car and shut the door immediately he was sure she's comfortable.
" Where are you taking me? " she screamed angrily, but he didn't even spare her a glance, she didn't stop there, Clara went all the way to pull his hair until he couldn't over look her actions and stopped the car.
Clara's eyes widened to the extent that one will think they will pop out of their sockets , how could someone be so shameless that too in broad daylight and on the road side. Running his thumb on her now swollen pink lips Xavier hummed in satisfaction " now it's silent. " He muttered to himself.
On the other hand Clara was furiously rubbing the back of her Palm on her lips,as if doing that will undo what just happened, inwardly she screamed millions of insults at him,< what a shameless man, I've never come across anyone as shameless as him in all my years of existence, on seeing her furious expression Xavier find her cute, he chuckled before he continued driving .
He drove into his seaside Villa and pulled her into the building. Clara was surprised because this was one of the places that holds most of their beautiful memories .
She laughed because whenever she remembers them she laughed at how foolish she was to still nurture those memories when it was only a drama to him .
" Why aren't you moving?." Xavier asks when he noticed she wasn't following him.
" Nothing, I just don't want to go in. " she replied, looking away from him.
He didn't say anything. Instead she saw herself on his shoulder she immediately wrapped her arms around his neck as he effortlessly carried her through the small garden in front of the house heading to the bedroom they once shared.
" Let me down, Xavier , let me down this very moment." she ordered, struggling on his shoulder .
Dumbfounded and at the same time afraid that she was ready to make them fall from such a height and roll down the stairs, he hurriedly let her down.
" I don't want anything doing with you or anyone related to you ,all I'm asking from you is my freedom,if your pity or sympathy is what is needed please have pity on me and let me go, I don't want anything to do with you again. " he raised his head to see her teary face, just what part of her is not pitiful? She have this vibe that will make any man want to go extra miles just to protect and love her and he was no exception, he longed to hold in his arms and let her know that she was safe with him and he won't love her less than what she deserves, but instead of doing all this,he did the exact opposite.
" Hahaha , who told you I am here for this, I just want you to know what was happening in your house. '' he said, chuckling weirdly before pushing the bedroom door open he walked in, leaving Clara standing outside dumbstruck .
<My house?,Did he just address this place as my house?, What did he mean by that , why must he drag our divorce this long? .>a lot of questions that urgently needed an answer kept popping in her head, knowing that he alone had the answers she ran after him.
" What do you mean Xavier, you should at least explain ?" She ran inside and saw him retrieve a brown file from their bedside drawer.
" This is the property transfer papers, I've already signed where I should, this house and everything in it is now yours, you can sell or live in it whatever you decide to do with it is no longer my business " he threw the brown file at her.
<What?!, Why does it sound like he's saying goodbye.>
" Is this a compensation , you are compensating me for what?, the divorce or for mercilessly killing my baby ?" she asked going through the paper, when she couldn't take it anymore she threw them at his face, they both watch the papers fly all over the room , chuckling bitterly she ran her hand on her hair before shifting her focus to him " Xavier I have really underestimate how heartless you can be , but this trash isn't what I want you will be taking your Lilac to the states , which is fine by me, but why can't we get a divorce?, why do I have to wait until your return huh?, haven't you tortured me enough ?, Won't you have nightmares after what you did ? Oh I forgot that will only happen to people with heart but you don't have one ." anger, frustration, disappointment, she poured out all the negative feelings inside her at him.
" If you don't want me to get married again I won't, I'll remain single forever, she doesn't want to, anyways she just wants to bring up her child alone , she won't go into any relationship again. "
Hearing this his eyes became filled with guilt even though his face remained expressionless the hand inside his pants pocket was clenched into a tight fist , he wanted so badly to smoke but dropped that idea since she doesn't like it.
When he turned to face her there were no longer any emotions in his eyes; it was as if it never appeared.
He walked close to her and pulled her into a tight hug. He held her like that for a long time. Clara couldn't stop crying, her shoulders were trembling very badly against his firm chest.
" I .... I will.... divorce." he swallowed the lump in his throat as if he just made the toughest decision he has ever taken.
She lifted her head and looked into those expressionless eyes, her eyes filled with appreciation she trusted him he would never go back on his words.
They stared into each other's eyes before he pulled her once again into his embrace blinking non-stop as if he was fighting back tears ,he stiffened involuntarily when he felt her thin arms around his waist,she hugged him back.
" Thank you." This was supposed to be a farewell situation but it feels like the time he hugged her under the maple tree.
He kissed her forehead and his lips remained there, she was really happy that he was leaving her but he had other plans.
I will be going to the states in two days time, Florida wants to go there, my lawyer will send the divorce papers." He informed her " take care of yourself" , he whispered into her ears leaving a wet peck on her cheek.
He is finally leaving her
<Baby I'm sorry I can't bring you, your father but I promise to make up for everything, you are my world now>
"Glory said she would like to walk in the streets of New York at night and get to visit the fun Parks too and…. "
she continued telling him the places Glory would love to visit, but the man was not paying attention to any of this his eyes remain on her pink lips before she knows what was going on his warm lips already claimed hers, he started kissing her, when she thought it will lead them to something else he pulled back but his forehead was still on hers, his hands cupping her face as they remain like that, trying to catch their breath.
She was fighting back the urge to ask him to stay with them but she didn't want to be selfish , Glory was also pregnant and the both of them have been separated for a long time, she should let them be.
They remain in that position for a long time, the both of them in their own world.












