Chapter 47
"Kiki…" I go near him, and I hold his hand tightly.
He stilled when I held his hand. He looks at it, and he can’t look at me. Why don’t you want to look at me?! This thing makes me frustrated and adds to my problems!
He is going to work.
Can he prioritize me just for this day?
It’s been days, and becoming a week in the next two days. I feel there is a missing piece on me. I couldn’t stop crying, and Kiki let me hold his hand.
“Talk to me. Please.” I beg and look directly into his eyes and shake the hands that I am holding.
I can’t wait another day to not fix the misunderstanding; I feel my knee is getting weaker.
I Hold at Kiki’s other hand.
He looks at me, and his eye is emotionless. His cold stares. He is like a robot that doesn’t have any life.
“Sorry, Kiki… please talk to me.” My voice is shaking.
I can’t bear this anymore.
Does he want me to kneel in front of him or kiss his feet? I will do it without hesitation.
“Let’s talk about this. Let’s fix the problem and address it. I can’t take it anymore… Kiki, please talk to me! I am getting crazy.” I stiff.
“How did you do that to me?” His voice is full of hate, and his expression doesn’t change.
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“I already broke up with him when we were together, and I didn’t know that he would chase me and threaten me. It’s not my fault to be beautiful.” I wiped my tears.
I don’t like crying. It’s too dramatic.
This is the feeling of being in love; you can’t avoid pain. This is how it feels, too. When someone makes you complete, and there’s a misunderstanding or problem, it feels like a hundred objects are sobbing in your heart.
“Claire…” he muttered my name thoughtfully, “you really don’t love me.” he is hurting.
“If you really love me. You won’t leave me.”
Confusion is written on my face.
What is he talking about again? What left? I never left him, and I will never do that.
My heart aches when he removes my holds in his hands.
“I never left you!” I said.
“Even if you push me away, I won’t leave you,” I said from my heart while sincerely looking at his black eyes.
His eyes want to say something to me.
Kiki’s eyes are longing for someone; he is hurting about something he can't speak about.
Kienzo remains mysterious to me.
“Don’t be immature.” I couldn’t stop myself from saying those words.
His face became blank again, and I felt he didn’t like what I said.
He is immature because he doesn’t want to face and talk about our problem. You shouldn’t act that way if you are in a relationship.
I looked at his fist when he clenched it. So, he is mad again?
“Claire? Really?! You fucking left me!”
I almost jumped when he shouted again. His veins showed in his neck and hands.
I didn’t go with Lorex. I tried to go back to Kiki.
What’s his problem?
Why is he getting mad again.?
When did I leave him? I didn’t remember anything. I think of an event like that. Ah yes! I remember when I slept at Bolat’s house and didn’t go home that time.
“Then what?! Someone showed up, and he’s your fucking ex?! Are you playing with me?!”
He is suppressing himself from shouting again.
He is suppressing his anger.
This man has a tiny brain. I heard a lot of good lawyers, but this one doesn’t understand what I had said; how come he became a lawyer and received many awards? I told him many times that I had already broken up with Lorex. I wanna slap an apple.
“Kiki huhu…” my voice is begging.
“Claire, you know what? Stop fooling me! I can fucking sue you!” he said seriously and glared at me intensely.
I stilled to what he said.
He is too much!
“You fucking used me! I can’t believe that I let someone like you fool me!” his voice is full of hate.
I stared at the air, and I couldn’t believe what he had said to me. I did not cheat on him.
His attitude is ugly!
“I didn’t cheat on you and fooled you,” I said weakly. I don’t know what to explain anymore, and I am speechless.
He said so many hurtful words.
“I’ll work for our annulment! I can’t longer accept that I am with a cheater like you!”
He said those while looking at my eyes, and his eyes were burning in anger and hate. He walked out and slammed the door. He hated me, and he was furious. His mom said no one could tame and calm him down and change his mind whenever he was mad.
I forgot that if it started too soon, it would end too quickly.
I smiled bitterly, and I sat on the floor.
I know he has a degree and is well known, but he doesn’t have the right to look down on me. I may not have a degree, but I am a good person with integrity. He won't know what I had been through in my life for him to judge me; even though he is my husband, he doesn’t have the right to say those words.
He looks so tall on himself.
He is a genius yet has an ugly attitude.
He is an asshole.
I love him seriously, yet he is acting like that.
He is not handsome. Who is he anyway? He is nothing too.
He's stupid, I won’t cry over him, but it hurts.
Why would I cry towards him? Duh, he is not gold, but I’m still crying hard.
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“Sir, your client had been waiting for you. She had been waiting for you and said that you are unprofessional; you made your clients wait.”
Kienzo's assistant reported to him.
Kienzo’s assistant is walking while running to follow him from together. Kienzo’s steps are too big.
“You should tell him to find another lawyer,” Kienzo said furiously. His stares are in front.
“Sir, she is a woman.” His assistant corrected him.
Kienzo saw his twin talking to someone but didn’t greet him. Enzo smiled at him while looking.
Kenzo looked at him with a teasing smile. He doesn't have time to buy his twin's bullshit.
“I don’t fucking care!”
Kienzo madly opens his office door, and his assistant is still following him, yet she feels nervous about Kienzo’s actions.
This is her first time seeing him in the wrong mood.
Kiki looks scary when he is not in a good mood.
Kiki might eat his assistant alive.
Kienzo sat on his swivel, stressed.
“Sir, your client is in the lobby. She is waiting for you there. You might want to go there.”
His assistant said slowly and respectfully, yet there was a little sarcasm.
“Tell her to find another lawyer, or she should go home.” Kienzo didn’t mind and opened his laptop.
“Sir, she will sue you if you do not meet her right now in the lobby. She is mad, and her nose is already smoking.”
Kienzo sighed and massaged his temple because of his assistant. This woman in front of him annoyed him more.
“Can you please fucking get out of my office and follow what I’ve told you?!” Kienzo shouted at her. Can’t stops himself from crying.
“Sorry, sir.” His assistant got scared and left him, and she returned shaking when she forgot to say something to him.
“Ay, sir, your wife is here.” Kienzo stops entering the password on his computer.
“She said that she passed by. That’s all, sir; good morning, and god bless you. Don’t be so tress and hot-tempered today.”
His assistant said and stormed out of his office.
What she’s doing here again, and what does she needs? They’re already talked.
Another problem.
It’s morning, yet his head is aching.
What does a woman need again from him?
Why is that woman hard to deal with?
We meet but are not destined for each other.
“Move fast; you are not a turtle!” Huan kicked me in the feet.
Today is a blessed and beautiful day. Today is Huan’s husband's birthday.
I hope everyone is lucky in life.
“Don’t tell anyone we are siblings, do you understand?!”
She kicked me again while she was killing me in her stares.
I nodded at her.
“Here’s your gown, impostor!”
She throws in my face the gown that looks like trash. There’s a hole in a different part.
Huan is kind, and I hope the lord will take her into his kingdom.
She gave me a gown to wear; she wasted energy providing this to me, and I was happy because of that, wasting her time on me.
They are all ready to take off except for me. Huan keeps on commanding and demanding. She feels like a queen today, yet she looks old and trash. The power of money.
I waved my hand at them when the car ran.
“Weltry!?” I yelled his name, and I couldn’t believe he was in front of our house.
What is he doing here?
Weltry genuinely smiled at me.
“Hi,” he greeted me with a warm smile showing his not-so-perfect teeth but color white. He is wearing braces.
“You are still alive. I thought you were already criminated.” I joke at him. We used to joke like this.
“Fool! Your debts on me!”
My sweet smile disappeared from what he said. He is here to charge me for my debts.
“Kidding aside. I know you are poorer than a street man,” he teased me.
