Chapter 75

CHANDRIA POV

I can say that our connection and relationships become deep as the day pass. Sometimes I make fun of him because of his cute reaction.

“Enzo, you smell like an alcoholic again!”  I complained as he hugged me.

He came home drunk; I don’t know if he is drunk or pretending; he smells terrible. I sense his perfume and the alcohol in his body.

I tried to push him, but he was heavy; he didn’t want to let me go.

He just got home from the ceremony party of the lawyers; I don’t know the correct name.

I am returning to my old self again and being happy; my every day is getting light because of him. He’s making my life comfortable and easy while he is so stressed to me.

We had misunderstandings and minimal fights, but he was the one who always apologized first.

I felt happy and unbothered. I feel so light every time I wake up in the morning.

I don’t have cravings anymore and am making fun of him, but he smells terrible.

“Enzo, you are so heavy!” I said, almost crying, and tried to push him again.

I tried to push him again, but he didn’t want.

“What do you want a name for a baby?” He asked me drunkenly, and I felt his hand caressing my tummy.

I felt my hair rise to what he did.

“Keranian, if it’s a woman,” I answered.

That’s the only name that I want.

“It’s Keran again.”

I don’t know; he sounds bitter.

“Or maybe  Kierra. How about you? What do you want a name for the baby?” I return the question to him.

“I’ll name him or her under the name of the author of the law book.” He answered straight.

“I don’t want!”

I change the topic.

“Then, what gender do you like?

It took longer for him to answer; I couldn’t see his expression because his head was on my chest, and he was hugging me from my waist. He is hugging me comfortably.

“Any gender as long it is not grumpy like you.”

I slap him on his shoulder.

“Lessen your moody, and you are fighting me without any reason.” He complains.

“You are hard to coax. Have mercy on me.”

I find it cute. Instead of being annoyed, I laugh; Enzo is like a kid complaining and sounds adorable.

“Then you are ignoring me; if you are not talking to me, you are shouting at me. If you don’t do that, you are going to run away. I already received many scolds from mom, and we haven’t married for one year, and I felt I get battered already.”

“Huh, so it’s like that! Why does it be my fault? You were the one who started the fight, and it’s your fault that you made me pregnant!” I snorted.

I am feeling annoyed again.

“Example, right now. You are mad again.”

I tried to push him again from me.

“Then later, you will tell me I am a burden to you because I have many food requests.”

He looks at me while frowning.

See, he is not drunk.

“See, you are starting a fight again.” I joked.

“I didn’t say that you are a burden to me.” Enzo wiped my tears using his free hand.

“It’s just that; I’m worried because you run away every time we are fighting, and I near to lock you in the house so you wouldn’t leave me anymore.” He said calmly.

Why does this man know how to play with me?

“I am worried about you and our unborn child.” He caresses my tummy again.

“Let’s not fight anymore, please.” He pleaded.

“We already fought earlier.”

“Why? Is it my fault that you gave away the chocolates that mama bear gave me? And besides, you told me I can eat beef steak, but you made me eat veggie steak.”

“Okay, okay, It is my fault… again.” He surrenders, and he kisses my forehead.

Next, he kisses me on my lips, and I feel better.

Love is magical.

We will meet a person for a specific reason, and it’s either that person who gives us a lesson for us to grow and learn, or they will be with us until the end despite the struggle and hardship.

“Now, can we sleep peacefully?” He asked me like he was asking for permission.

I slowly nodded at him.

“Good.” He kisses me again on my lips and our child; he always does that whenever he awakens and before we sleep.

Tomorrow.

“Chandria, no,” Enzo said hardly.

“Please, this is for you and our baby.” He pleads.

We had been debating.

“Eh, what am I going here? I don’t do anything here.”

He didn’t allow me to go to work and wanted me to stay in the house.

“C’mon, you’re pregnant, and your womb is already big. It’s not a good idea that you are still working.”

He is the next one again.

"You are always the next one!" I said, annoyed, and looked at him.

“Even with my food, you want me to follow you. Also, when I work, you want me to follow you again! ”

He was already in his corporate attired and about to go to work, but because of me he took him long, he was already late.

“This is for you and our baby; this is not for me.” he became serious.

I am always the one who gets defeated here, and he is always the right.

“What do you want me to do? Talk to your belongings and your plants in your garden?!”

I had been yelling at him while he was talking to me calmly.

“It’s so scary in your house, it’s so silent and if there’s something happen to me?!

It’s so dull in his house, and I don’t have someone to talk with; he told me that he is concerned with the child and me but is leaving me alone in his scary house.

He sighed in stress.

“When did I leave you here? I am picking you up in your shop even though I still need something to do. I do not want to leave you alone here. That’s why I am fetching you. That’s why we are going to work together and you there.”

“O, then what do you want to say?!”

“C’mon. Let’s stop fighting, babe. Listen to me, please.” He holds me in my hand, but I get my hand back.

“Okay, leave me here!” I growled and left him stunned.

“You might blame me that you got late for your work! I feel ashamed by that!” I added and closed the door.

He’s been late for work a few times, and I haven’t heard anything from him.

-

“I’LL FETCH you later lunch.” Enzo said, and kiss me on my lips.

I happily nodded at him, and left the car. I giggled when I entered my shop, he can’t do anything to me.

“Let’s bet, sir Enzo who’s the one drop her off.”

“No, it’s was sir Keran.”

“Crazy, that was sir Enzo car, that car came here many times and you are still familiar with his car, why don’t you still know who is sending her to work.”

“Ma’am, have a lot of man in her, and guess what, maybe sir Enzo wasn’t the real father of her child. Maybe she has a plan to flirt with sir Keran’s siblings.”

“Good morning, ma’am!” They greeted me when they saw me and came to their respective work.

I smile lightly to me, and I walk into my office.

They didn’t continue to gossip about me.

Every day they talk about me.

I caress my womb.

“Ma’am.” One of my employees knocked at the door.

“Come in,” I shouted.

“Here’s the financial statement that you asked to me for yesterday. We have many customers that didn’t come back anymore, and here are the products that don’t have stock.”

My employee hands me three folders.

“We haven’t gotten back our losses, and our sales are decreasing.”

This thing added to my stress.

I neglected my shop. Most of my products don’t have stocks anymore. And There’s one problem in the warehouse before, and I didn’t fix it immediately, and now it affects the present situation because Keran and I are having  a good time, and I thought we were going to stay like that.”

“Okay, I’ll take care of this.” I thanked her.

I also have employees that resign.

Mommy founds out about this. That’s why she slaps me in a folder.

I need to get back what I had lost. My warehouse and production management didn’t check the materials they purchased, there’s a lot of rejection, and we can’t contact our supplier anymore. And the financial statement, there’s something wrong within the last two months; I need to review it carefully.

How am I going to fix this?

I close the folders and close my eyes.

I remember what all happened in my life and also my situation.

Maybe I am a bitch, and Enzo got me pregnant. Until now, I am still thinking about those things.

I had my depression.

“Chandria, did you see my phone-”

I open my eyes.

“What the fuck?!” Enzo reacted angrily.

He came to me. Enzo is overacting when it comes to me.

What is he doing here? And I thought he was already late for work; he was in a hurry.

“Who the fuck made you cry?!” he clenched his fist.

I cried harder when he asked me and come to me.

“Damn, tell me!” He clenched his jaw, and his eyes were shouting danger.

“Who the fuck is that asshole?! Damn it! I never made you cry.” Enzo moves his jaw.

I am scared of his reaction, but I know he won’t hurt me. I am crying hard.

“nothing. I’m j-just having a problem w-with the s-shop.” I said between my sobs.

“This is why I do not want you to go to work.” He said annoyingly, and he kept on wiping my cheeks.

He hit the folders on the table and looked at them.

After he read what was inside, he returned his attention to me.

“Let me handle this, okay? Hush, stop crying, babe.” He’s wiping my tears.

I cried harder.

Why does my pain not have an ending? My sufferings.

“E-Enzo, maybe I d-didn’t e-entered your r-room we w-wouldn’t be l-like this.” He stops wiping my tears.

“M-maybe you w-were happier.” I sob.

“Who made you think of that? Psh!”

“Maybe I-am r-really an f-flirt-” I haven’t done talking when he interrupts me.

“Who told you that thing?!” He raises his voice.

“I think of it.” I reasoned and tried to speak well.

“You wouldn’t cry like that if there’s nothing bad happened. Tell me who told you those.”

I shook my head at him as an answer.

“Chandria,” he warned me.

“You won’t feel stressed because of me; I am o-one of you, b-burden. I always t-trouble you - you are still free because of my y-you lose your freedom and tied in someone like me.” I fake a laugh.

Maybe Enzo is like someone else, and we don’t know about that.

“I never regret anything.”

He is still in a bad mood.

“Maybe-”

“Stop that thing, Chandria. Now, tell me, who the fuck told you that thing?” He clenched his fist even more.

“Okay, if you do not want to tell me, I’ll make a way,” Enzo said emotionless.

“Now, go with me. I’ll send you home and take care of the problem here.