Chapter 4250: Lux's Heart
"But in the past two years, as we grow up, Aslan has changed more and more, and after the **** Valentine's Day, it has changed tremendously. At first, I understood that he was only like this because of the pain of losing his mother. , After all, I lost my mother in this way, and I was also very sad. Even then, I had the idea of fighting against a natural person similar to the current Aslan.
But then I gradually calmed down. After my father and Aslan's father avenged my mother and Aslan's mother, coupled with the continuous war and my own physical body, I gradually understood a truth.
The continuous progress of wars driven by hatred will not let the hatred end, but will derive more hatred, but will only allow the pain to be passed on from generation to generation, and only hatred and battle, grief and pain are brought to future generations, so I don’t I hope that this war will continue, and I will go everywhere to convey my will into singing to everyone.
That is to say, at that time, we had very little time to get along. Although the relationship between each other was getting worse and worse, even if I didn’t have anyone I liked at the time, and I hadn’t grown up yet, I realized my father’s hard work and lack of right. Silan was disgusted with the plan to go on like this and felt very hard, and found it difficult to maintain. "Lux said:
"But at that time I was not mature enough, not sensible enough, not enough to see things, but not decisive enough, until a conversation with Maru you made me understand a lot, and I also understood the difference between me and Aslan. It's impossible, and at the same time I understand that I can no longer pursue my dreams at the plant, and can only derive more hatred and pain.
So I chose to leave, pursue my dream in my own way, and bring peace to the world with my own hands, even if it is only a short period of peace, it is better than staying at home and doing nothing or going out to sing for everyone. "
"The moment you choose to leave is actually cutting off everything, cutting off the glory and identity of being the daughter of the Speaker, becoming a traitor, and cutting off this marriage contract that you find unacceptable, because in your opinion If you can’t stay together for the marriage in your heart and the people you like in your heart, then how can you talk about pursuing your dreams, and how can you talk about helping others?"
Maru understood what Lacus was thinking at the time, and also understood how much perseverance, courage and determination Lacus needed to make such a decision.
"Yes." Lacus nodded, a trace of sadness flashed in her eyes, but she was more determined. After all, she was a traitor when she left the plant. After all, it was the home where she had lived for many years, but it was the same as Maru said. , Even his own marriage, even the people you like can't pursue, what qualifications do you have to pursue the vast dreams in your mind?
Pursuing and fulfilling your dream starts with the marriage in your mind, not a political marriage that is forcibly arranged together.
"After talking with you, I understand that the plant will implement such a system is actually because of the war. The war has caused huge losses to the plant’s population, harming the interests of the entire new mankind, and even cutting off the inheritance of the new mankind. , So although this kind of policy caused great complaints from the entire plant’s new humans, it was still implemented in the end. Unless it is a psychopath who ignores you, no one would hope that their race and country will be completely subjugated. , The adjuster is also a person, just a person after genetic optimization.
The nature possessed by natural persons is the same as that of new humans. The war has reached this point and has actually put the plant facing the danger of subjugation of the country and species. Even if such a method of forced marriage is only a temporary solution, the new human will one day if the war continues. The same goes for natural persons to disappear completely. "The more Lacus said, the higher her voice became:
"Whether it’s for my own dreams and happiness, for the whole of mankind, for the survival of the new mankind, no longer need to be separated from my beloved ones, to change all of this, and to prevent all of this from continuing to develop is the only thing. The way is to end this war.
Without war, natural persons or new humans can continue to develop safely, and there is no need to forcibly break up so many loving couples and families in order to develop a racial population. If this is the case, even if it can survive, it will bring nothing more than nothing. The mental pain is nothing, and so is my own marriage.
Although Aslan and I grew up together, we have a good relationship with each other. I don’t dislike or hate him, but even so, it’s just because he is not the person I like, and I feel very hard to be forced to be with him. The hard work is unacceptable, we are only engaged, and Aslan has been fighting for a long time, it is difficult for me to accept that we rarely get together.
Not to mention those who have been together, have their own family, have their own love, or are about to come together and become a couple, couples, forcibly breaking them up for the development of the race sounds very righteous, but that kind of Mental pain is not a lot at all.
Not everyone can bear it, especially during the war, everyone's heart also yearns for a home, a partner of his own, and a harbor in his heart. Under such circumstances, separation is even more painful. "
"That's why you made a decision so quickly after listening to what I said." Maru said.
"Well, when I saw all this, it was just a hazy idea that had not yet formed a clear idea, thinking, but a word with you made me understand all of this, starting from my own, if my own Things can’t be handled well, so how to deal with bigger things, I made this decision after some thinking.
do you know? At that moment, although my heart was very tangled and sad, after all, I had to leave my father, leave my home, and become a traitor in their eyes. This is not a good thing for me to be an enemy, although I don’t like the same thing. Silan, but grew up together since he was a child, without love but by friendship, and I am unwilling to be an enemy of him. "Lux said...
