Hiding the Truth

Chapter 12

Nathalie

He's asking so many questions that are difficult to answer.

"Let's go to the event." Is all I can say as I don't like to answer. I don't like it...

"The event? The hell with it! Why can't you answer me? Is your husband gay or something?"He asks again.

I wanted to laugh but I can't. This is a serious matter. And I don't like to explain it to Lance.

"You're funny. Please, respect my privacy. I don't want to talk about it." I beg him.

"Why? You're hiding something. I knew it! Why can't you tell me?" He asks again feeling hurt.

"Because I don't want to! It's as simple as that. So, please don't ask me anymore." I answered.

But Lance didn't agree with it. I can still see in his eyes that he is angry.

"It's fine! If you don't like to tell the truth. I will seek the truth for myself." He said.

"I'm sorry, Lance." I apologize for looking at the ground.

"Let's go home." He said then walked away leaving me behind.

The employees fly before us. All I knew is that he wanted to spend more time with me. But this time is forbidden and stolen. But I know in my heart that I love hiding with him...

Andrew is very nice to me, even though I can't give and return to him the duty of a wife.

I tried but I failed! And he's very understanding. He doesn't deserve to be treated like this. And I'm turned between Lance and my family now.

We ride on a special private plane. And it's only the two of us.

I don't want to talk but Lance won't stop teasing me.

"Love, I'm sorry. I promise I will not ask again. But... How could this happened?" He asked puzzled.

"You just said earlier that you will not ask anymore then you're asking again?" I sighed in frustration.

"Okay fine, come on let's eat..." He said with a double meaning.

And I glare at him.

"What? I just said let's eat." He's playing innocent.

"I don't like to eat." I turned down his offer.

"Okay, I will bring the food in here. What we did at the team building is super tiring. You should eat love." He teases me before he's gone.

Super tiring his ass!

And my face becomes red. Why he will let me remember?

Those heated moments!

The hell with you always Lance.

Andrew texted me that the kids are very excited to see me and they will visit here but it's a surprise.

They didn't tell me the exact time and day of their flight. I'm excited to see the twins too.

I didn't tell Lance about it.

He's a stubborn brat of his generation.

And I'm sure he will never stop all of this.

And speaking of the stubborn devil. He's bringing lots of food. As if I can eat all of that.

" Come on Love let's eat. But wait, I will spoon-feed you. Just to make sure that you will eat." He said sweetly.

What's gotten into him?

"No thanks, I'm not a baby. Give me that." I said while waiting for my food.

"Nope, I will feed you. Say ah..." He said while putting a spoon, full of foods in my mouth.

"That's so many! I can't eat all of that." I said annoyed.

"Love, why you're so cold? Are you having your menstruation? He asks but I know that he is teasing me. He's going to laugh but he forces not to open his mouth.

"Can't you give me peace of mind?" I wanted him to stop so that I can relax.

"I'm sorry Love, but what happened earlier, I think make me crazy! Just what happened to you for the past 6 years?" He asks worriedly.

And here he comes again! Asking none stop questions. I don't like to tell him the truth because he will continue to pursue me and I don't want the twins to cry if our family will be broken.

Or let us say, the family that I created for them, will be broken.

I think they will be devastated and sad if it will happen.

"I told you that I will not answer a private question. It's my life and I don't want to share it." I told him with determination in my words.

But this time he is not laughing anymore. He is seriously looking at me.

I know that he felt hurt by my harsh words. But I rather choose for us to feel hurt than the cute twins.

"What did you say? How many times that I will tell you. I WILL FIGHT FOR YOU UNTIL THE END! And that's final Nathalie. I will fight!" He said with finality. He's f*cki'n serious.

"How? If from the very beginning you are a LOSER!" I also emphasize those words.

For him to wake up in the fantasy world that he is trying to create for both of us.

And he felt hurt even more.

I'm sorry Lance. You need to stop fighting!

"Who told you that I will be the loser? Mark my words Love. I will win you, by hook or by crook... By guns or by hands... I will win you!" Then he grabbed and kiss me aggressively.

I struggled from his grip but he won't let me go.

But I felt like I'm in heaven upon hearing what he said. If only I knew it before, that he will love me like this and will fight for me no matter what.

I will never run and left him.

But how can I fight for him? If the two of us fight, many people will cry because of us.

And I don't want to destroy my twins' happiness.

I'm confused and my head is aching.

Meeting Lance again will surely kill me in the end.

But I'm weak, I can't resist his charm. I'm addicted to his scent and my body will only respond with him.

There's no other man. Only him...

I kiss him back. And forget everything!

I only want him for now...

Only him...

I kiss him back hungrily and aggressively.

Our tongues fight until both of us are panting and catching our breaths.

"Let's go to our private room," Lance whispered in my ear seductively and carry me to where that room is located.

And fire flares up and desire light up. And we both Ignites, Fighting for the lust that is difficult to turn down especially if the both of you have feelings for each other.

Wait...

Did I say feelings?

Am I loving him for the past 6 years?

I thought that it was all lust!

But this time my heart is aching and shouting for his name.

It needs to die down or else fire will always flare-up.

But for now...

We are both hungry indeed. But not for food. We are hungry for each other... After those 6 years of longing, we finally are united.

Yes, I'm a sinner...

But God knows what happened.

As of now, I can't tell Lance the whole truth. I just can't hurt the people that surround us. Especially my cute adorable little twins.

What will be our future?