10 - DIRTY LOVE

-SAGE-

" Don't." he growls.

" I don't like being touched." I yell.

" Everyone likes being touched unless you're Christian Grey." he growls.

" Leave me alone." I yell kicking his abdomen.

He winces but the exact moment the doors open as I scramble out of the elevator immediately running whichever way my legs took me.

I looked back expecting him to be chasing me with his gun but instead he was standing there smiling at me. He gives me a flying kiss before he turns around walking away.

" Sage." Elliot runs to me engulfing me in a hug as soon as the mystery man disappears in the crowd.

" What took you so long ?" he asks.

" Nothing." I shake my head.

" Okay. I got a bracelet for Annalise." he says showing me a diamond bracelet.

" Its good." I whisper rubbing my throat.

" Can we go now ?" I whisper.

" Yeah sure." he smiles.

The rest of the ride back home was only Elliot speaking and me being silent like always but this time, my mind couldn't focus on his words.

Whenever I closed my eyes, he appeared there with his intimidating gaze. His tongue against my throat, his hands roaming on my skin, my moans which he earned. Its been so many years and I've been sexually aroused and it felt so weird.

Who was this man ? I'm even scared by the word sex and today he made me see pleasure in my biggest fear.

Who was the mystery candy man ?

Elliot goes back to park the car while I run in the house. It was late night by the time we got home, I ran up to my room but a gasp escapes my lips as Enrique walks out of his room the same moment making me fall into his arms.

Enrique stares down at me with a grim expression on his face. Till today, he was the most handsome man for me but now I couldn't help but compare him with the candy man.

Enrique features turn into pure rage as his gaze falls down on my neck. His grip on me tightens as he growls lowly.

" Who gave you this ?" he asks looking down at my neck.

" What ?" I whisper.

" You slt." he growls throwing me on the floor of his room.

I sob as Enrique walks in closing the door behind him.

" You wanna go out ?" he asks.

I turn around to see Ethan on the couch sniffing some white substance.

'' Naa, I'm enjoying the show." he chuckles.

Enrique's room was dark, the curtains were down and there was a thick smell of cigarettes that had me coughing.

" Let me go. I'm sorry." I whisper as tears run down my cheeks.

" Let you go ? You b*tch got f*cked by someone else and have the courage to see in my eyes." he growls.

" No Enrique." I sob curling myself into a ball as he leans down gripping my hair.

" There's a f*cking hickey on your neck. You reek of male perfume which Elliot doesn't use. What else do you want me to see to prove it, huh ?" he growls as I whimper trying to get out of his hold.

" Probably see her p*ssy, that bastard's juices would be there." Ethan laughs.

" Should I ?" Enrique smirks at me.

" Let me go." I sob as flashbacks begin flashing in my mind.

My hands shook as I wrapped them around myself feeling the little thin courage in me fade away.

I. Just. Want. To. Be. Left. Alone.

" Why did you do this Sage ?" Enrique growls slapping me.

My head connects with the floor as I sob trying to move away from him.

" You're a c*ck hungry sl*t, aren't you ?" he growls slapping me continously.

He stands up kicking my abdomen as I let out a loud scream. Ethan gets down placing his palm on my mouth as Enrique kicks my abdomen continously.

I could feel my insides tearing up. It felt like someone was cutting me there.

I thrash against Ethan's hold as the blows gets harsh. This isn't why I eat soggy, bland food. Enrique is pouring all my efforts to heal my body in the drain.

" Let me go." I scream but Ethan only smirks maniacally at me. Enrique's beatings didn't decrease too.

It just made my mind travel back when I was held into the monster's hold like the same way.

Their laughs. Their words. They disgusting gazes. Their dirty touches.

I cough and pant trying to stop him with pleading eyes but he didn't stop. It felt like his eyes were blank of emotions.

He finally stops kicking me and gets down near me on his knees. Ethan chuckles as Enrique unbuttons my jeans.

I scream thrashing in Ethan's hold wildly as Enrique pulls my jeans down. Enrique pulls my legs apart and gets between them opening his jeans.

I couldn't breathe properly anymore. This was way too much. My lungs constricted as I kicked Enrique.

Ethan looked at Enrique causing his hold on me to loosen when I pushed him away. I held the lamp smashing it against Ethan's head before I picked myself up from the floor and ran out of the room.

I sobbed wildly trying to run to my room but my legs felt uneasy. They didnt wanted to work anymore. My knees buckled up as I fall on the floor whimpering in pain.

Enrique walks out of his room, his eyes widen as he sees me on the floor. I whimper loudly trying to scream when he picks me up in his arms and walks into my room.

I thrash in his hold sobbing like a mad woman when he places me on the bed but instead, he just tucks the comforter on me and leans down kissing my forehead.

" I'm sorry." he whispers near my ear before he looks at me with teary eyes.

I didn't know what was happening to him. A minute ago he was something else and now I saw a totally different Enrique.

" Sorry my love." he whispers before he runs out of the room.

I sob hugging my knees when he walks out closing the door behind him. Sobs wreck my body as I pull my hair in anguish.

I hate Enrique. I hate candy man. I hate everyone but I hate myself the most.

- The moon split half and the stars crumbled, falling like fireworks in the sea. I watched my world fall apart the day you left-