Girl friend
Third person's POV
"WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN you don't want to label our relationship" They just finished having dinner and were currently in a car driving back to Imaani's place.
Imaani sighs rubbing her forehead slowly "I'm just saying, we don't have to put a name to whatever this is just yet, just in case you know"
She has liked every day they've spent together since that evening he said he wanted to take her out to dinner.
They both agreed to hang out and spend time together when they were both free, and Imaani liked the idea.
She came back from work one time and was surprised when she could perceive a welcoming scent and just assumed Sarah was around and decided to make food.
Shocking, she had thought.
She almost screamed when she got to her kitchen only to see him and not her friend.
She had forgotten about the key he had.
"We both like each other so please give me a fucking reason why you don't want to fucking make it official," He asked his voice going a bit higher than he planned as he followed behind her into her place.
She assumed he was dropping her off and leaving.
"Don't you fucking yell at me and Yes I like you, I've known that for how long now. Christ! I had a crush on you before I even met you!."
"What?" He never knew that
"Long story" she replied shortly trying to brush the topic off.
Why the fuck did I say that! She thought
"I want you to be my girlfriend, Imaani. I won't ask if I don't mean it. I've said this and you still won't tell me what's holding you back"
"You, Jax! you're what is holding me back!" She yelled unknowingly as she made her way to her room to drop her shoes, they were killing her feet.
"What do you mean by that?" He asked following behind her
"You don't date girls like me, I know that because I've seen it. I'm the fat girl you don't glance at and when you do, it's only by mistake and then turns your face away immediately because there's nothing to be attracted to. You and I, it's like matchmaking happening and then getting ruined weeks later because you finally realize your mistake" She lets out a breath she didn't know she was holding she stopped.
He made his way towards her, with extremely slow steps. The way he watched her with hooded eyes as she took her steps back towards the wall like a lion stalking its prey.
Everything she said was rubbish and it only made him mad.
When her back was against the wall with him standing very close to her.
He wraps his hand around her throat with his mouth close to her ears "You have no right to tell me the kind of girls I date or whoever I'm attracted to, Am I clear?"
She gasps "Yes"
"Yes what, Imaani"
"Yes.. sir"
"Good. Now, do you have any other doubts I need to clarify? Or would you like me to fuck it out of you instead?"
She was speechless.
"I'll do both then." he uttered as he unbuttoned his shirt halfway "But first I'd like us to finish this conversation, so I know it's out of the way. Can we do that, please?" He asked stroking the side of her face
She cleared her throat "Yeah, we can do that"
"Thank you. I'd give you space to change out of this dress because it's not helping me forget the conversation and taking you hard against this wall like I intend to" He inhales and runs a hand across his face before he makes his way out of the room.
Imaani lets out a breath she had no idea she was holding.
After she cleaned her make-up and showered she changed into something more comfortable and made her way to where Jax was, on the couch watching a movie.
"Hey," she said as she made her way to sit on the chair
She knew her body would betray her if she sat on that couch next to him. And this conversation seems to be important, she can't have any distractions including her hot boss, fuck buddy or whatever he is to her now.
"Hey! he smiles at her "you look beautiful" he wanted her next to him, he could tell that she had a shower from the way her nipples were peaking.
He loved how she always smelled when she just showered.
She had this signature scent, one that he knew was different from the one for her hair.
It was intoxicating, and he liked it.
"So we're where we?" She asked. she was extremely nervous and she kept playing with her fingers
"You were telling me how we would date and then break up some time later"
That's not how she put it and he knew it.
"You know that's not what I meant"
"Do I? because last time I checked all the reasons you gave are fucking stupid, Imaani" He seethed
"Are you calling me stupid?"
"The reasons you gave are stupid" he replied with emphasis "Not you"
She nods "You understand what I mean"
"No, I don't. No normal person would be able to understand why two people who like each other don't just date, I hate it"
She was about to talk then realized he wasn't done " But you know what I hate more? I hate the fact that there are people out there that must have said a lot of bullshit to make you feel this way and have so much doubt. And all I want to do Is cut their fucking tongue out and carve my name in their skin repeatedly" He replied meaning every word he said to her
"Ohkayy" That's very graphic and dangerous. thank you but you'd just end up in jail after"
He scoffed, if only she knew.
"You have to know that the majority of the time we've spent together, is spent having sex. And we barely know each other. We both know that if you like someone to the extent you consider a relationship with them, be ready to tell them everything there is about you. I've told you everything I can think of about me and all I know about you, is your best friend, your name and that you own the company I work at."
He knew she was right, Even a dumb person can tell she's right.
"I'm not saying all relationships are perfect. Neither am I saying you have to tell me everything about you immediately, if we're in a relationship, I'm just saying you have to have it in mind that one day when you're ready, you'll have to let me know everything about you," she spoke softly
"When" he replied shortly, confusing Imaani
"What?" She asks
"You said if we're in a relationship instead of when we're in a relationship"
What the fuck?! Imaani thought to herself
All she did was hum in acknowledgement.
He wanted to tell her about him.
About a lifestyle that he was born into, one that chose him. He grew up with it and in the end chose life back. It's all he's ever known.
There's only one woman who has ever accepted him and that part of his life.
And he didn't know if Imaani was the type of person to get involved in that life.
Hell! he wasn't, at first.
But with Veronica it was almost as if it came naturally to her, she knew how to act in those situations and handle them smoothly.
Veronica was used to it.
He didn't want to put Imaani through that he couldn't.
Mostly because he doesn't know how she'll react when he shows her that side of him that only a few know about.
And also because a part of him feels like she might try to change him if he tells her.
He doesn't want to change.
"I don't want to be changed or fixed or whatever"
"I can't change you, people change on their own accord when they're ready. You'd change on your own If you want to. It's your choice, not mine"
"I want to tell you everything about me. I do I just-"
she got up and made her way towards him on the couch "Jax, you don't have to tell me now, whenever you're ready, I'll be waiting to listen, Okay?"
"Thank you" she placed her palm on his cheek and he leaned into it.
She pulled him into a kiss by his shirt. she was tired of avoiding everything, yes people date and break up. If they dated and broke up she'd get over it, she just hoped she won't be too deep in it by then.
She moans into his mouth and straddles him, her shorts had ridden up her thighs making them shorter and revealing her inner thighs.
Jax groans softly as he places his hands on her ass but suddenly pulls away "So does this mean yes?" He asked looking at her dishevelled state
"Yeah sure" she rushed out and grabs his face to continue kissing him
"No, Imaani I need to hear you say it" he ran his fingers slowly underneath her shirt, making sure to tease her.
"Yes, Jax. I'd like to be your girlfriend"
"Wrap your legs around me, girlfriend," he said before lifting her and making his way to her bedroom.
she giggles at the term "Just realized that this is the first time you're fucking me as your girlfriend" she stated
"Gotta impress you then," he said and placed her on the bed before they got to work devouring each other.
