Chapter twenty Nine

The wedding preparations were running smoothly, i couldn't help but miss my mom .

I asked Xavier to invite her ..luckly he agreed.

Everyone was excited but i can't stop feeling a bit scared , or is it just my nerves .

I feel like something bad is going to happen during the wedding.

Everytime i look at Xavier i get suddenly get scared .

What if something happens to us .

I am marrying a Mafia leader , and as cliche as it sounds ...i am scared for our lives .

Not to mention the enemies he has

I lay on the bed and closed my eyes sighing .

I hope ..i hope tomorrow will be a good day . I hope i can say i do to Xavier with no danger lurking around .

Thats when my eyes shut close and fell asleep

I look up at the sky to see it grey .

Is it gonna rain ?

I look over to the aisle to see no one ..

I gulped and i see myself standing in the middle of the ground .

Suddenly there was a gush of wind which made me take a step back

Then it all when white causing me to faint and fall on the ground .

Suddenly i was falling down endless stairs and i couldn't breath ..

I sit up with a gasp and breathing heavily .

I look over to my otherside to see the bed empty .

Standing up i opened the windows and saw the bright sky and many people walking around preparing for the day .

" hello " i heard someone and looked back to see Natalie smiling at me leaning on the door .

I look down and shook the nightmare in mind off and smiled back .

"Do you sleep well ?" She asked as i see two women walking in with things ..boxes ?

"Maybe " i answer sotting on the bed .

"Don't lie " she said and sat beside me

She kept staring at me so i gave up eventually.

"I had a nightmare. ..i just feel like something bad is about to happen " i wispered .

"Its alright , you are getting wedding nerves, do you think Xavier will let anything happen today ? " she asked chuckling and i smiled .

"Its ok , common , lets get you jacked up " she said giving me a side hug and i chuckled standing up .

As soon as i let the bathroom i was sat on the chair and Mia took my hair styling it while the make up artists did there thing .

As i was done i smiled adoring how i looked .

My updo had small flowers white and some golden .

My make up was on a elegant look with bronze eyeshadow and a simple peach lipstick with some blush .

I heard Mia laugh at something Natalie said as they lay my dress on the bed .

"What ?" I asked .

"Your fiance was calling you the fifth time ..but as usual, i hung up before you can answer it " she said and my eyes went wide

Oh my god ..great now he will get mad

I smile at my dress and everyone walks out but Mia .

I take off my robe and she helps me in it ."you have some body " she mutter and i chuckled .

"Common ..lets get the veil .." she said and tucks it under my hair .

"Who will be sending you off ?" She asked .

"Danish is , since he is the eldest after Xavier ..and he is like my brother too " i stated and she smiled .

I walked down the stairs holding the front of my dress and Mia held the trail

I take the last step and sigh dropping my heels and wearing them .

I turned around towards the door and a gasp left my mouth .

There she was , standing in front of me with her hands coiled with each other .

She looked at me and i never missed the tear run down her face .

Tears pricked my eyes and i just stand there for seconds .

I felt a pang in my chest , like something heavy was settled on it .

I couldn't hold .

I took long strides towards her and hugged her tight .

" mom " i wispered while tears dripped down my cheeks

"My baby " she wispered wrapping her arms around me and sobbing .

" mummy .." i squeeze my eyes shut and sniff .

No matter how hard it is .

No matter what she did wrong.

But she was my mother , she brought me up to be a good person .

She helped me with my school projects.

She helped me understand feelings.

She helped me write and read .

I couldn't care less that she didn't do enough to help me during those conditions. ..i just love her no matter what .

I hide my face in her shoulder as she kisses my temple and rubbs my back

"I am proud of you Rose ..i love you , i hope he can give you something your father and i couldn't " she said and immediately pulled away shaking my head negative.

" you gave me what i needed to become strong ..i love you " i stated hugging her again and she nodded kissing me again .

"I am happy for you , be safe and always stay in touch " she said cupping my face and i nodded .

"Don't forget to call me when you have my grandchild " she said and i chuckled sniffing.

"Now go ...clean yourself up ..you have a wedding to attend " she said and i nodded .

" mom ..don't leave soon please " i mutter and she nodded .

"I'll be there .." she said and i nodded as Natalie guided me to my room to clean my messed up face .

I didn't care about the make up

I was glad that my mom came .

That i got to see her on my wedding day

I didn't feel scared , i was nervous thats all .

Because i know that Xavier will never betray me ...i know and i trust him .

I was about to bite my lip but stopped remembering i had lipstick on .

Soon i was waiting in front of a door with my hand hooked around Danish's .

He squeezed my plam and gave me a smile .

"One thing Rose , Xavier loves you to his heart , he will never leave you . And i will surely take your side when you two have a fight since you are my sister " he stated and i nodded smiling .

He pecked my forehead and look over at Natalie to see her giving me a loving look .

She hugged me and walked through those doors .

My memory after that will be remembered my hole life .

The way Xavier looked at me when i walk towards him .

The way i saw the love in his eyes .

The way i could feel his heat and adoration .

Our vows were exchanged and soon i found myself being called Mrs . Kight .

[ just for those who are confused .

His name is Xavier Knight ]

I rest my head on his shoulder looking at the waves crashing on the surface .

I sigh and suddenly was pulled more tight into his chest .

I look up to him but he rested his face in my neck kissing it .