Chapter 47 Tang Hao's Dual Personality, Ah Yin's Thoughts

Ayin, I'm sorry for you.

What I owe you in this life will never end.

Tang Hao said, suddenly pouring all the spirits in the jug into his mouth. Only the spirits can numb him and make him temporarily forget the wrong things he has done.

He made a mistake, and even he couldn't forgive himself. How can I pray that I will be forgiven by others?

He should live in repentance all his life. This is what he deserves.

Suddenly, Tang Hao stood up abruptly, and the decadence in his eyes was swept away. There was only scarlet killing intent on his face, and he could sense that the restraint he left on Ah Yin had been broken.

No, something happened to Ah Yin.

Tang Hao somehow took out a simple black box from his body. The box was just exposed to the air, and it seemed that he felt Ah Yin's growing vitality and kept shaking.

The moment the box was opened, a crystal clear blue-gold soul bone was flashing with azure blue light. Tang Hao saw this kind of mutation, and his heart became even more anxious. He didn't understand whether such a mutation in Ah Yin's spirit bone was good or bad, but he understood that Ah Yin must be in trouble.

Ah Yin's current incarnation of Blue Silver Grass is no different from ordinary Blue Silver Grass. And the one who can break the restriction he left behind is at least a thousand-year-old soul beast, or a powerhouse above the soul sect. Ah Yin now has no resistance in front of such a strong man.

At that time, the soul beast or human can do whatever they want to Ah Yin. If it is human, what if Ah Yin eats it if it is a plant-type soul beast?

Thinking of this, a terrifying aura erupted from Tang Hao's body, his emotions were a little excited, and his heart was even more afraid. Ah Yin has only one seed left now, as long as that blue silver grass grows slowly, Ah Yin will still be alive.

But if even this last blue silver grass had an accident, then Ah Yin would have no hope.

Ayin, wait for me, wait for me for a while. Just wait for a while. I'll be right over.

Tang Hao said with a trembling voice, mobilized his whole body of soul power, and frantically ran into the distance.

He has a trace of hatred in his heart, not hating others, but hating himself.

He hated himself for killing Ah Yin for causing him, who should be the Sect Master of the Clear Sky Sect, to become like this, and even more hating himself for not being able to keep the last Blue Silver Grass seedling that Ah Yin turned into.

He really hates himself. Ah Yin is so beautiful and gentle, why does he still have such hateful thoughts. Why can't I plant the seeds left by Ah Yin by my side, why don't I protect Ah Yin personally?

At this moment, when he sensed that Ah Yin was in danger, he felt how ridiculous and incompetent he was. His dignified Clear Sky Douluo was actually a beast who killed his own woman.

Tang Hao couldn't help grabbing his chest. If the seedling that Ah Yin turned into also had an accident, he couldn't believe how he hated himself.

However, at the same time, there seemed to be some relief in his heart for some reason.

Back then, he planted Ah Yin in a cave. That place was damp, dark, no light, and a stone wall. Just to let Ah Yin fend for itself...

If Ah Yin really died, then he would be free. Everything in the past will vanish. The thought of wanting Ah Yin to completely disappear and the anxiety that Ah Yin might encounter danger appeared in his heart at the same time, which made him feel a splitting headache.

During the twelve years of Ah Yin's tragic death, almost every day he would have two voices ringing in his mind.

A voice told himself: You are a devil, you killed your wife, you are not human. This voice made him live in repentance, made him hate himself all the time, and at the same time remember the memory of Ah Yin in his mind cherish it more.

Another voice was calling: Since everything has been done,

Nothing can be undone. Why not do bad things to the end, and destroy the seed that directly transformed Ah Yin into it? As long as Ah Yin is completely dead, everything will become the past. No one knows what you have done. You don't need to carry any more psychological baggage. Death can solve all problems, she died completely, you don't need to suffer so much.

Two different voices resounded in his heart, making him feel inexplicable pain. He was uncertain, so he would plant Ah Yin in a remote place, not fertilize her, and let her fend for herself.

In this case, he doesn't need to make such a painful choice, just leave everything to God.

Ah Yin, I'm sorry for you.

If you are still alive this time, I will definitely treat you well. If this time, you die in the hands of the soul beast, don't pester me in the future. Let me go and let go of yourself. Tang Hao couldn't help muttering. Give the choice to God again.

If Ah Yin survives this disaster, he will take Ah Yin back no matter what, he will accept all the wrongs he has done in the future, repent and try his best to make up for what he has done.

If Ah Yin is dead, then he will go straight to the end. In this lifetime, no one will know that he was behind the design to harm Ah Yin.

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Tang Hao quickly walked towards Ah Yin's position.

And Xu Ran had already arranged everything, and with the assistance of Miss System, all traces were covered up. And Xu Ran used the plant culture solution donated by the system to water Ah Yin many times. With the naked eye, the blue silver grass transformed by Ah Yin became more energetic, and the leaves of the grass became fuller.

Xu Ran learned from the system that Ah Yin still had a trace of consciousness. Wild fire, in spring. Although the seed of life left by Ah Yin did not have much power, Ah Yin concentrated his memory and consciousness in this seed.

Therefore, although Ah Yin couldn't react, she was able to truly perceive everything that was happening in the outside world.

She could also feel that Xu Ran was an auspicious beast, because after Xu Ran came, her growth rate accelerated a lot. And only auspicious beasts have such abilities.

The nutrient solution that Xu Ran poured for her made her even more shocked. Because this nutrient solution actually increased her growth rate hundreds of times. how can that be?

Even if she doesn't understand anything, she absolutely knows that this liquid is definitely a treasure, and it may even be the essence of life. Only the essence of life has such a terrifying effect.

But this kind of treasure was so extravagantly dripping on her body.

This made her feel a little happy, but at the same time there was a deep sense of guilt. Racially speaking, she has betrayed her race by transforming into a human. Now in front of the Emperor Rui Beast, how can she not feel guilty?