Chapter 34 Keep this in your heart

* Anna’s Pov *

My heart was beating faster than I ever could think; no, it would be a lie if I Say I didn’t get the greatest shock of my life when I found out my husband is a mafia. What the heck. This mafia kills people without thinking twice.

Why? Why is it necessary for me to have such a life? I just started accepting that I still love him, and now my life isn't complete without him. But fate is crueler than I ever imagined. But after I knew my mom had always known, I felt furious and relieved because I knew I wasn't alone in this mess.

She could never blame me for anything that happened in the future. If not, she looks more like Blaze's mom than mine. I've never seen a mother-in-law like this in my entire life.

Even though I was shocked, my heart seemed to be calmer and more sincere than my spirit.

I am not surprised because after living on the island for a couple of days and seeing those around me, I knew he was up to something. The mob wasn't on the list, though.

I wanted to leave, which I wanted to say, but I neglected to exclaim it.

And my heart melted when he told me he couldn't live without me. Am I such an important person? Can I live with him the way I wanted to, even when I knew he was a mob, and it'll never change?

I need a few days to think this through. I cannot ignore the fact that, in this mess, my husband would always be in trouble, and I could never sleep in peace when he is not around me. I will always be anxious about him and our future.

I stopped sobbing and watched his face. “Blaze, I want to go home to my mother; I need a few days to clear my mind,” I said bravely; I hope he could understand; I need to be alone, my heart and my mind in a mess.

"No," he cried out of the blue; my heart paused for a second; his eyes thirsted for blood.

He looked scary; I hate to see that look on his face. That's what he looked at when he killed that man.

Again, he was showing that gaze.

I tried to lean back and stay away from him, but he grabbed my shoulders and dragged me back into his arms.

You don't understand; I said you could only be with me your entire life. I can't, no, I will never let you go away from me.

“I will keep you in a chained cage if you dare to leave or even think of me.” I leaned over and bit my earlobe.

I hate to admit; I felt hot between my legs, but my brain was still working correctly, and I know he lost his sense, and it’s not a good time to stay around him.

I pushed him over the edge. He was leaning, so it caught him off guard; he fell on the floor; I jumped out of bed and ran toward the door, but it seems I was the unlucky person of the year. He was quicker than me; he got up and brought me back before I could turn the doorknob.

“Blaze, let me go, I want to stay alone” I wriggled and tried my best to remove his hand from my waist, but damn, I can’t believe he didn’t even move when I scratched his hands with my nails.

He pushed me against the wall. My back is killing me.

What on earth are you doing? I attempted to threaten him, but that man didn't take my threat seriously five years ago. Why would he pick it up now?

“I said don't leave, I hate that word, I'm never going to let you leave me,” he became a different person, a possessive monster.

Blaze, we need to cool off. I won't go anywhere. I am only a few moments alone; your presence distracts me, that's all.” I tried to calm down in his place.

“It's not allowed either; you're not allowed to go anywhere.” he narrowed down.

"Am I a national treasure or something like that? Why can't l leave? His eyes were like he expected to throw himself at me and eat me alive.

"You have no right," he threatened me, you crazy bastard.

“I will’ suddenly, rage rush into my nerves. I was only trying to be nice, but he wouldn't let me. I was ready to kill him by now. He got on my nerves.

"Anna," he kept shouting. My heart shrank in fear when he was so pissed?

But I didn't want to see that at the time; it would make me angry. Why does he behave like a spoiled child? I have enough of his torment.

“Let me go; we can talk like civil people, no need to use your mafia way for me, if not let me go,

I need to calm down because I don’t want to do something in anger that I might regret later,” my voice reached the top line.

But at that moment, I felt my words didn't affect him like other times, I felt frustrated, and I wanted to go away to be alone, and I knew his look; there was no way he would let me be.

“Blaze’s Pov*

When she said she needed to be alone, I knew, and I believed I fucked up badly; no matter how much she said my darkness doesn’t matter to her life,

I know it did; she hated this kind of life, and she desired to go away from this, from my life.

And was there no way I would let it happen, ever?

My beast already held back enough because she hates violence, but when she said she wants to go back to her mother, I lost my reason, or the fuck it was.

My brain was feverish like frying on the pan; my heart was in pain, I was hurting all over, just a word from her can make me lose all of my personality. I made some sound, more like an animal than a human, as fury fired me from the inside. Her struggle made it worse.

When I pushed her against the wall, I knew I pushed her too hard, but at that moment, I only cared about her word; she needed to say she’s going to stay with me all of our lives; I needed her statement.

I picked her up and threw her on the bed once again. Even though I was not in my right mind, I didn't want to hurt her.

She crawled and went opposite the side of the bed, but I held her legs and dragged her back to me.

She scrambled backward on the bed until I caged her between the bed and me.

“Look at me,” he caught her chin and forced her to look at me. She did it with her angry eyes.

“Today, tomorrow, and in the next 100 years, never say you want to leave me a day, do you get it, I’m going to punish you,

so that you can learn your lesson and never even think about leaving me, even if I go to the grave, you have to go with me.

You’re not allowed to look for other men, even if I die.” I released her chin, her face darkened; I don’t why?

But I need to be one with her; I need to own her heart and body, in and out.

I ripped her top “no,” and she tried to stop me, but no use, I would not listen to her today.

I know I grinned wickedly; I know this is going to be messy, but as long as I can keep her with me, that’s all that matters to me. As long as I could touch her, her being with me, feel her, nothing else matters to me, as for her heart, it always belonged to me; she reserved this place of hers only for me.

I unhooked her bra, removed it from her body, and threw it aside. Even though she was struggling, I know she likes my touch.

Those nipples of her hardening beneath my body, the slight hint of arousal making the air musky.

Swallowed my saliva. I leaned down and took one mound inside my mouth. I wanted to play with her other one, but Anna was too disobedient. Still, I let her go and pinched her nipple with my left hand. She bites her lips.

“Love, don’t hurt yourself, just let go” I stroked her lips, which was almost flowing blood. She was trying her best to stop herself from responding to my touch.

“Bastard, you're the one who hurt me, ” she cursed me from anger; that’s my girl.

She pushed my chest. I sighed. She will not let me take it easy. I picked her top and grabbed her hands.

‘What are you? Are you crazy? She screamed when I tied her hand to the top.

“I am going to eat you, and you’re going to enjoy it thinking nothing else,” I said, before tailing my lips over her face to neck,

I sucked her nipple, slowly trailing down her belly button, and I gave her a long lick there and a little lower.

I undid her pants. This shit already pissed me too much today. Because of these fucking pants, I blind one of my men, not that I regret doing it; I will kill anyone who dares to look at her body.

She was struggling like a fish on the stick. She tried to kick me, but I grabbed her legs “never wear this kind of fucking pants,” I said, trying to sound gentle.

“No way, I'm going to wear this kind of pants every day,” she challenged me, and I was pissed once again.

“If you don’t want me to kill all the surrounding men, then go ahead. Today I blinded one of them; I don’t mind killing someone else,” I told her possessively.

She looked pale. What do you mean? Blaze, don’t tell me you hurt someone,” she asked me in shock. Is she thinking I was joking with her?

“I did, and I will again if they look at you with their dirty eyes, every part of you only mine to see, not there, if they look at you.

I will crush their eyes; if they touch you, I will cut their body into pieces,” I announced and earned a furious look from her. Still, I don’t care; even if she gets angry, I’m going to do it if I need to.

“Are you trying to make me crazy? Why can’t you think before doing anything” she scolds me.

“No, I’m crazy, and yeah, I will do it again; you don’t need to pretend anymore that you don’t know what I did to these college Ditchers who tried to flirt on you, and from now on, I don’t need to hide my possessiveness for you, both of us free from this pretended mask,”

I dragged her pants to her toes and ripped them off her body; it was only in her panties; I like that.

“I thought you had changed.” She seemed frustrated.

“No, I didn’t, I loved you for five years like crazy, and now I still love you as I did five years ago, and that’s never going to change in this life. Also, I want you to keep this in your heart."

I tore the last cloth out of her body, and she was ready for me to devour her. I got down on my knees in front of her and buried my face in her p***y,

She gasped at this sudden action. I'm already fed up with being good and a gentleman, whom I never was.