Chapter 4 Nightmare

* Anna's Pov *

He's searching for something inside my eyes.

But it's too sad for him; he can't because I'm not 19 years old, Anna anymore; I buried that Anna in a grave a long time ago.

She would never show up again. I would never let this happen. I am not going to forgive him.

I look straight into his eyes to let him know she is not here anymore. Who was stupid and an idiot?

" Stop looking already; you can't find that foolish girl; she will never come back," I smirk at him.

He took a step toward me, and I stood still in my spot without moving even an inch. When he was in front of me, a beatific smile was on his face, which is why I hated him even more at that moment.

" Don't worry, she will come back, and you also can't stop her either," he says; I gritted my teeth; this man is still shamelessly overconfident, which I hate the most.

Even after five years, he is still arrogant and full of himself.

" I don't think I need your advice; just tell me what I'm doing here."

Crossing my hands over my chest, I looked at him, and he knew he better tell me the truth; otherwise, I'll surely throw him through the window where I was standing after waking up.

" I took back what was mine. I gave you enough freedom, and you have already completed your study, so of course, come back where you truly belong," he said like I was the one who chose this in the past.

" Blaze, are you kidding with me right now, " I ask him while giving him a mocking smile.

" Oh my god, how much I missed this " He holds his left chest with both hands and puts a beatific expression on his face.

"Anna, just let the past stay in the past. We will create more beautiful memories together in the present," Blaze says as he tries to hold my hand, "but I back off and distance myself from him.

"Beautiful memories, no these memories are now nightmares to me, and I don't need any memories with you, also five years ago, what you gave me was enough for me " 5 years I tried my best to remove these memories from my life.

Once again, he returned to my life to sprinkle salt on my old wound, to make it as painful as it was in the past. No way. I can't bear that pain again because of him.

Both of us fall silent; after a few seconds, he looks at me, " Come and eat with me."

He knows I won't fall for his tricks.

" Just let me go. Do you have any idea what you did?" I demand, feeling very nervous inside my heart.

"Anna." he inhales a long breath as he tries to control his anger.

" What a disaster you created. Today I was getting married, but of course, like always, you ruined everything" I try not to look at him; I could feel his murderous look.

Suddenly, I hear footsteps, and I look towards him, just as I thought he was near me.

His facial expression gives me a red zone danger alert.

I backed off immediately, but he did not stop; he approached me until I could go nowhere; in front of me was he, and behind the wall, I felt like a chess sandwich between them.

"Now tell me what you're saying, wedding, Anna, do you think I'm dead " he lifts my chin a little e, and now I'm looking straight at his eyes.

This is the first time I saw his face after five years; truth be told, he became more handsome than I remember.

Now his face was rough, sexy, handsome, unlike the past. Now he has a sexy, thick beard. He was a young boy five years ago, but now he has become a sexy man.

Suddenly I wanted to beat myself, so I told myself, "what the hell are you thinking?"

"Anna looks at me," he gives the order, not the request. I did what he said; I glanced up at him. His eyes turned dark.

"Now listen to me carefully; you're mine; five years ago when you confessed your love for me, your fate was already set with mine for your entire life, you should know this already" he digs his finger on my skin.

It hurts that I refuse to show him my tears.

"That was my mistake, and everyone could make this mistake at their young age, so I did; it's not a big deal, " I say like it does not matter to me or never did, but he and I both know I'm telling a white lie.

"Don't you dare say that was a mistake; it was never Anna and never will," he threatened, and I gulped my saliva.

" "You know Anna, I'll tolerate your stubbornness and everything about you but never ignore our relationship." He says, his voice creating fear inside my heart, brushing his finger on my lips, and he is waiting for my answer.

Looking at his eyes, I know I can not anger him; otherwise, he will go mad, and I have to pay the price. So I did not deny what he said; I just nodded my head.

"Now that's my Anna, come and eat with me," he smirks.

"Don't you understand, I said I'm not hungry," saying that I pushed him as hard as I have the strength in my body.

He backs away from me, not because he moves away, not because of my sudden push, but because he knows I'm very frustrated right now. I did not look back and came out while running as fast as I could.

"Anna, come back here," Blaze calls out from behind, but I cannot stop. I did. I remember nothing about how to go back.

So I just run without knowing where I'm going right now. After running sometimes, I reached an empty alley.

I looked around, seeing nobody was not everywhere; I burst into tears.