Chapter 9 Delusional disorder

* Anna's Pov *

I don't know yet. I was already crying while sending some punches to his chest, he silently bore that, but the most shocking part is why the hell I am hugging this bastard.

I must be crazy, "Anna, have you lost your mind? You promised you would never shed drops of tears for this heartless bastard, yet you are hugging this bastard; you are such a double standard person."I cursed myself for being so fooled.

" Let me go. "I put my hands down from his waist and tried to get rid of his hands from my abdomen, but this stubborn cow is too much; he even hugged me more tightly, as if he didn't hear my words.

" you let me go right now " at first, I was too emotional, so I did not care for anything, but now when he tightened his hug,

I felt how hard his body was like a stone; it was nothing like five years ago, really it seems everything was showing me the reality that my Blaze and this Blaze have nothing alike after all time changed everything.

once I loved him, and now suddenly our relationship turned to love and hate relationship,

" Let go of right now, Blaze, I hate you, I hate you, why are you doing this to me, what sin I committed in my past life that I met you " my heart is already weak in front of him now he is forcing me to be helpless.

" shh, no love, you did nothing, it was me who failed my woman, please just this time, love, I will never let you go, please give me a chance " he is almost begging me, but I don't want to be a fool anymore, he was the one who walked away from this relationship, no one forced him, it was his choice.

" No, I will never," I said, still trying to get away from him, his manly scent hitting my nose, which was very attractive. I need to stay away from this man; otherwise, I don't know if I can trust my overconfidence level.

Blaze suddenly grabbed my chin and made me look at his face.

" Anna Swan, do you know why I was so gentle with you? I thought after five years, your stubbornness level lowered, yet you became more and more strong-headed?

So there is no point in holding myself back just thinking that you will give me a chance, so get ready for our marriage, and I mean it, I'll take no for an answer in this matter, you can do whatever you want, but you're going to marry me, that's final."

Blaze said dominatingly, and I froze like frozen ginger.

What the hell, what he just said, whose marriage, I will not marry this bastard, I need to

Go back and marry Dylan; otherwise. Who will take my father's treatment expenses?

I looked at him like he was joking with me." Do you have a severe delusional disorder? "I asked him straight, looking at him bravely.

His face turned a little sour. " no, I don't have this kind of disease, but I have a severe illness called Anna Swan. '' He said with a smirk on his face. If possible, I want to punch him in the front and wipe that evil smirk from his devilish face.

" We're going to be a married couple soon, so I put it aside, but see how I punish you for calling your husband a person with a mental health condition. I will give you freedom for today; the head maid will show you around to help you know this place better," Blaze said as if he didn't hear what I had just said. He didn't take my words seriously.

" Are you deaf or dumb?" I said I need to go back; I hate you, I don't want to stay here with you, marriage is seven lives away, which is not possible in this life," now I screamed at him. He might have lost his mind, but I'm fully conscious.

My family needs me; my father doesn't have time for his childish play.

Blaze's eyes turned cold and red; I gulped hard because I know this look very well; his eyes change when he gets beyond angry; he grabbed my waist and swapped me from my feet and pushed me against the wall;

I wrapped my hands over his neck and legs around his waist, fearing I would fall; before I came back to my senses, he grabbed my face with his hand and raised my face roughly.

"I said we're getting married; you are not going anywhere, you will not leave me, Love, just as I said I would bear every demand of yours, but you are mine, and I will never let you leave me, so accept this reality already.

" His eyes were so scary that my tears started coming because even though I saw his angry look, I never saw this look. This look of his can kill any person with a heart attack.

I shivered in fear. " I- ~ I," my words also froze in my throat.

"Anna, answer me, " Blaze said once again. "What answer does he want from me? I am not his doll or robot. I will give every answer as yes.

But I don't have the guts to say no on his face because I know it was not safe for me to be stubborn while we are in such an awkward position.

"Love? This time it was full of warning, and as I looked at his eyes, his action caught me off guard; he roughly sealed my mouth with his. It was like a life-sucking kiss, so rough that my lips started bleeding and might be bleeding. I tried to push him, but he was too strong compared to me; my strength was? Never? Never limited to my tongue.

He bites my lips, and I hissed in pain; taking this chance, he slipped his tongue inside my mouth—this cheater.

He grabbed my head and pushed toward him and depended more on the kiss.