Chapter 71

Mia

I felt warm, cozy, and at ease, as if I were floating in the ocean on a pleasant summer day. It was just like that one time when Mom, Dad, Andy, and I had gone on a weeklong holiday. Dad had managed to save up enough money to afford one, and Andy and I had been so elated we couldn’t sleep a wink the night before we were due to depart. Indeed, it had been a wonderful vacation, with our small family spending every waking moment together. The beach had been beautiful and the sea warm and inviting. So much so that I’d spent most of my time floating in the water.

Yes, it had been the one and only best vacation I’d ever had… That was until the drive back when the accident happened. When a large truck carrying goods drove straight into us on Interstate 93 on our way back to Mystic Spring.

Instantly memories came rushing back, flooding my mind with so much terror I couldn’t escape, like always. I was left there alone and afraid, facing the wrath of my past full on.

It was so clear, as if it had only happened yesterday. Oh God! How I tried to shut away the memories of that horrendous day. But the images seemed to have a mind of their own, flashing before my eyes stubbornly and insistently like a movie where I had no remote control to pause or shut it down to allow me a breather. More desirably, an escape.

My heart raced, and my body tensed as I held myself against the onslaught of my memories, the past that could not be undone, the one moment that unwelcomingly changed my life forever.

In the car, I’d been sitting in the back seat behind Dad, who was driving. Mom was in the front passenger seat, and Andy in the back beside me, sound asleep with his head resting against the comfortable cushion. I remember staring up at the bright-blue sky as the car sped along the highway. I remembered how I admired the vastness of the space above us, of our planet, the solar system, and the universe itself, which had been the subject we’d been studying in school that year.

My young mind wondered at how beautiful the sky was, at the blue that seemed to stretch into the endless beyond. I felt as though that blue was something I wanted and desired most, but it was something I could never attain. It was something that didn’t belong to me, and I felt a little sad about that. I wanted that color to be my own, something that belonged to me alone, like a pet of sorts that I doted on and loved unconditionally.

“What are you doing?” Mom had asked, curious why my face was so close to the window and my eyes gazed at the sky, all sparkling.

“The sky is so blue today,” I had said. “It’s beautiful.”

Mom bent her head and looked up at the sky too. She chuckled. “It is beautiful, isn’t it?” she said. “It’s Prussian blue.”

“Prussian blue?” I turned to look at her in question.

She nodded. “That’s the name of that blue,” she said. “Prussian blue.”

I smiled and returned my attention to the sky, my eyes gazing at the unique color.

“Prussian blue,” I said softly. That had been the moment I decided the beautiful, fascinating color was my favorite.

Suddenly the sound of loud honking came our way, and I tore my eyes reluctantly away from the sky. I turned my attention to Andy, who was still half asleep in his sitting position. Then I flicked my eyes to Mom. Something I saw on her face made my stomach knot in dread. She was pale and looked shocked, staring at the road ahead.

Curious, I cast my eyes in that direction, and that was when I saw it coming. The humongous truck, red and silver, heading our way at high speeds from the opposite lane, followed by ear-deafening honking.

It was too much for me to bear, and I panicked. I whimpered and forcefully fluttered my eyes open, terminating the flashback of my past, forcing the memories to stop.

The moment I opened my eyes, I found myself staring at a pair of beautiful Prussian-blue eyes. I looked at them for a moment, wondering if I were still back there, staring up at the sky, and that I hadn’t yet escaped my own nightmare.

No, I told myself. This was the blue of a pair of eyes, not the vastness of the sky. It is definitely not the sky. This was the present. This was now. This pair of blue eyes belonged to James.

Instantly I sighed in relief.

James was staring back at me too. I noted his hand was cupping my face. His touch was warm and comforting. It helped ease the tension in my body, and slowly I came back…back to reality, back to the present, back to James.

I tried to calm down by taking deep, slow breaths. Finally, I closed my eyes for a breath of a second, just to make sure the images and horrible memories had faded back to nothingness where they were kept locked away in the deepest, darkest corner of my mind.

Once I was sure I was safe from their intrusion, I opened my eyes again. This time I found I was staring at James’ sensual lips. Instantly I wanted to kiss him. I wanted to feel the firmness and the warmth of his flesh against me. I wanted it so badly, in fact, I thought I was a loon.

I felt James caressing my cheek, which drew my attention. In response, I flicked my eyes to his again. The moment I met his gaze, the moment I saw that Prussian blue, my stomach knotted and my heart raced. A mixture of both pure delight and agony coursed through my being the longer I stared at him. At that moment, I felt I could talk to him about anything. I felt as if I wanted to tell him about my past, about the car accident and my parents’ death. I wanted to spill everything I held close to my chest, which was weighing me down. Especially, I wanted to tell him—

No. Confide. Yes, I wanted to confide in him about certain things. And most of all, I wanted to tell him about Uncle Herbert and what horrendous things he had done to Andy and me. I wanted to tell him I was quite dirty, that I wasn’t as innocent as he thought, and that maybe…

The moment passed, and I cast my eyes away from him. I touched his hand still cupping my face, feeling his warmth. Then, of course, I couldn’t help myself and rubbed my face in comfort in his palm, begging to be loved and caressed. I knew I acted like some lost, injured little pup, but I couldn’t help myself.

“James,” I whispered, wondering suddenly if I were dreaming. Wondering if it were merely a figment of my imagination to help ease my loneliness and pain. Surely I was dreaming. James couldn’t be back from his important dinner with his clients this early.

“What are you doing?” he asked softly.

His deep timbre made my breath catch at the back of my throat. It was confirmation I wasn’t imagining him. That he was actually here with me for real and so early too.

“Come on. Enough soaking, angel,” he said, a handsome smile playing about his lips.

I blinked, confused. Enough soaking? Then I realized I was still in the bath, filled to the rim with now chilled water. And I was totally naked.

I bit my lip and sighed. “How silly of me.” I moved around a bit to sit up straight. In doing so, the water splashed about, some landing on James’ shirt.

“Ah, sorry,” I murmured apologetically and quickly proceeded to stay still so the water didn’t move as much. “I’ve wet your clothes.”

James chuckled at my remark. “I don’t mind getting wet,” he said teasingly, his eyes dark.

I blushed, understanding the meaning behind his words. Trust him to turn innocent words into something erotic.

Once the water calmed and I was sitting up straight, I raised my face and said, “All right. I’m getting out now.”

“Good,” he said.

I waited for him to leave, but James had other ideas. He rolled up the sleeves of his shirt, leaned forward, and dipped one hand into the water. A moment later, he pulled out the plug.

Noise of water being sucked away sang sarcastically at me, and slowly the level of my wet blanket descended as I watched in horror.

How rude. I was going to enjoy a few more moments in the tub before getting out once I was alone again. James, however, destroyed that opportunity.

I turned to glare at him. “You didn’t have to do that, you know.”

He cocked his head to one side. “I was aiming for a better view.”

I realized then what his intention had been. Me naked, my skin glistening wet, must be enticing for him to see indeed. Instantly my own body flared at the hot thought. Of course, I myself had fantasied many times about James naked too, with his smooth skin wet with beads of water, straight after a shower. The thought of running my fingers along the length of his chest and his six-pack abs was enough to drive me wild. So I assumed it must be the same for him to see me naked and wet.

Slowly, as the water level lowered, my breasts became exposed. Gosh, I felt so light and airy all of a sudden without the water to act as a cover. I gazed up at James and noted him staring hungrily at my breasts, which were flushed pink. The nipples, too, were already sticking out and in their full form, ready for whatever erotic teasing James had in mind.

He moved his hand over and cupped one ripe mound in his large hand.

The moment I felt his touch, I caught my breath at the back of my throat and my body responded in excitement. It was as though my body knew his caresses, responding to him and opening up, readying me for his zealous lovemaking.

James played with my nipple, rolling the bud about between his fingers and thumb, pressing it and molding it until it became fully aroused and sensitive. As he continued his teasing and caressing on my other nipple, I groaned and arched my body forward, allowing him easier access, permitting him full advantage of my body.

James chuckled at my wanton response and said, “Your breasts are so sensitive to my touches now, aren’t they?”

I couldn’t deny his blunt question nor the fact that my core was already burning for him.

James dipped his head in and enthusiastically took one nipple into his mouth. A groan escaped my lips the moment his hot, wet mouth touched my sensitive flesh. Then he opened wide and licked me. This was followed by some intensive sucking and then kissing and sucking again. My body was trembling and squirming while the onslaught of sexual foreplay continued.

When James finally finished with his sensual attack on my breasts, I raised my face to his in an offering, my eyes seductive and soft. It was an invitation to be kissed and ravished by him. When my lips found his, I boldly initiated the kiss. His lips were firm and warm against mine, and oh God, he felt wonderful, just like the morning sun shining after a cold, lonely night.

James urged my lips to part for him, and I eagerly obliged. Then he slipped his tongue into my mouth and wildly and passionately kissed me. It was intoxicating and addictive as he worked on me, making my body tremble in ardor and my core burn feverishly for him.

I felt his hand move from my breast lower to my tummy and then lower to where my pussy was still partially hidden by the receding water. He caressed me with his expert hand while he lovingly invaded and explored my mouth with his tongue, stroking me and caressing me until I was senseless.

When he released me from our fiery kiss, I was dazed and aching, and my body quivered with sexual heat.

“Fuck, you’re beautiful, Mia,” he said darkly, his warm breath fanning my skin.

My heart swelled with delight at the compliment. I was so happy, in fact, that I instinctively wrapped my arms around his neck and drew his face in for another ardent kiss. James arrogantly obliged, and this time I played with him too. My tongue was wild and passionate against his, dancing together this way and that, sensually rubbing against one another inside each other’s mouths. After all, he had taught me well during the short time I’d come to know him—the way of kissing and lovemaking and so much more.

Oh God, I love this man. And I wondered deeply if he loved me back.

A whimper escaped my mouth, which was followed by delightful groaning.

“Oh…” I whispered softly between kisses. “James… Oh, James…”

I was so wet by now, so turned on that my core was burning so badly for him. I felt if I didn’t get to be ravished by him, I’d surely die.

I buried my face against the crook of his neck as James continued to lovingly torture me, his finger furiously stroking and thrusting into me, readying me for him. I knew he must be so hard by now too, ready to take me, ready to pound into me and drive me crazy.

I needed him… I needed James now!

“James,” I begged, staring up at him, beseeching him to fuck me, imploring him to please release me from this wonderful agony and let me reach the light where that exquisite sexual gratification existed.

He smiled, pleased with my unrestrained reaction.

Thus, he got to his knees, scooped me into his arms, and then lifted me out of the tub. I thought he’d take me back into the bedroom where he’d have his way with me. I, however, was wrong.