Chapter 33

Ashton

I've been feeling guilty for quite a while now because of what Joe told me on the boulder. I tried so damn much to forget what he said to me but my mind doesn't want me to.

'And I love him, I don't want to lose him, you can only understand me if you've been in love but I guess you never loved someone before. That's why I endure the pain Nile cause to me if that means I won't lose him and besides I... I kinda like it when he punches or slaps me.'

That was the exact words Joe told me that I can't seem to move on. It was stuck in my mind like forever, this is also the reason why I'm so aloof or distant to Zie earlier when he asked me to come with him to get some woods. I don't know but when I saw him earlier I suddenly feel nervous. It feels like my heart would explode due to its excessive beating if I spent more time with him.

'Do I love him?'

This is the question I've to keep on asking myself self and until now, I still don't get a clear answer.

"Daddy? Is it okay if I help Zie to get some wood? I think he needs a hand to get more woods for the bonfire later." Joe asked Nile, I looked at their direction and looked closely at what they were doing.

"Yeah sure, baby," Nile replied and stopped caressing Joe's hair. Joe immediately got up from lying on Nile's thigh and followed Zie.

Silence.

A defeaning and awkward silence.

No one initiated to break the silence. I don't like the aura between us, I want to talk to Nile but I don't know how but then I remember that we hadn't even formally introduced ourselves. I heaved a sigh and look at Nile's direction, I was shocked when I saw him staring intently at me.

"A-Ashton is the name." I awkwardly said breaking the defeaning silence between us and held out my hand.

"Nile." He responded without emotion which makes me nervous, I felt a shiver down to my spine when he accepted my hand, his hands are so strong, he holds my hand so firmly that I felt a slight pain creep into my pulse. I nervously look at our entwined hands when a few seconds had passed and Nile didn't release my hand.

"Um, my h-hand," I said nervously as his grip tightened on my hand.

But instead of letting me go, he pulled me towards his direction, I was shocked at what he did and it was too late for me to recover from the impact when I found out that our lips connect.

My eyes widen when I felt his lips moved and forced my mouth to open and to my surprise I open my mouth and let his tongue enter as I respond aggressively to his kiss.

"What the fuck!" I said out of breath and pushed Nile with all my might when my mind returned to sanity. I gasped as I grabbed my chest can't believe what just happened.

"Don't you like it?" Nile asked and took off his t-shirt. I swallowed my saliva seeing his muscular body, I thought it was Zie who had the most ripped and beautiful body I've ever seen but no, the muscles in Nile's body were more polished, his body was like an army that went through some difficult training.

It feels like I'm out of breath looking at his body and when I looked up at his face, I surprisingly notice that his lips were red, his nose was sharp but his eyes were expressionless, all I could see was lust or that was just his normal expression, I don't know.

"Let me fuck your tight ass, Ashton." He said in gritted teeth and pulled me closer to him. Our body is only an inch away, my heart beats faster as I was anticipating his next move.

"I d-don't know, I d-don't want to," I replied but based on the tone of my voice, even I was not convinced if I did not want him to fuck me.

He grinned.

"But your body disagreed." He said nonchalantly and put his hand in front of my bulging dick.

"Please," I begged him to let me go, I pushed him but his hands quickly restrained my back and before I knew it I was even closer to him, not only do we face each other, but also our bodies, I can feel the heat of his naked chest.

"Please what?" He asked almost whispering, the warm air he's breathing burns my cheek in a lustful manner if that's even possible. Shit! What's happening to me?

"Please fuck me hard," I replied shyly and closed my eyes in embarrassment, but Nile wasted no more time and kissed again, this time I respond to his kiss passionately.

Until I could no longer control myself, I could not hold back and so eager to experience the glory with Nile's muscular body. When our lips parted from kissing, I get down to him and licked his body, my tongue traveled through his delicious and molded abs towards his pinkish nipple. I licked his nipple as my hands wander to his thighs up to his bulging penis.

After a minute of licking his abs and nipples, Nile took off my t-shirts and asked me to stand up so that he can also take off my pants. I was left with only my brief.

"You're so fine, baby." Nile commented and I just smirk at him feeling proud. He then took off his pants giving me more reason to ogle in his greek god body, his bulging penis is visible on his white boxer brief.

Nile lay down on the fabric, his both hands are under his head that served as his pillow, I could freely examine his whole body, including his armpit with growing pubic hairs.

"Go on, taste me. Suck my dick." He teases me and bites his lower lip as if seducing me which I think he succeeds.

I crawl on Nile's lap, I sighed when his bulging penis hit the cut between my butt cheeks. I ran my hand over his body, I tried to flirt with Nile by looking in his eyes knowingly, I bit my lower lip trying to trance him into fucking me though I don't need to do it anymore.

"Shit! Your body is so beautiful, daddy." I whispered and lowered my body until I reached his nipple again. I stuck out my tongue and licked his nipple until it gets wet with my saliva. I keep on licking his nipple and his muscular body until he could no longer hold back the pleasure he is feeling and quickly pulled my head stopping me from further licking his nipple.

"Tsk. I'm just sucking on your nipples." I tease him and slide down to his legs until I'm sitting on his knees, I slowly bend my body staring intently at his bulge.

"You're already hard, daddy," I said smirking at him. He was wearing a white Calvin Klein boxer brief, I look at Nile while my hands scan through his bulging penis, he gasped the moment my hands touched and squeeze his bulge. I slowly lowered his boxer brief until his penis come out from his boxer brief. I sniff his penis and can't help but gulped my saliva as if tasting the sweaty and salty scent of his penis, his scent is so manly my dick is slowly getting hard again.

I licked the tip of his penis.

"Fuck! Go on baby, you're tongue is so warm." Nile blushed and I smiled when his penis twitched.

One of the things that amused me about Nile was when I saw his uncircumcised cock, his fat, and large uncircumcised cock.

"Shit! Yeah, that's it baby suck your daddy." He said in between moaning.

"Don't make me wait. My dick is running out of patience," he said while looking at me intently, waiting for what I would do next.