Chapter 39

Zie

When I woke up, I immediately picked up my cellphone and looked at what time it was, it was only 4:37 in the morning. I put my cellphone back on and went back to the bed, I leaned over to hug Ashton but to my dismay, it was Nile who was beside me while Ashton is beside Joe. How the fuck did this happen?

Although I wanted to pull Ashton towards me, I didn't do it because they were both sleeping soundly and I did not want to disturb them, especially since I knew Ashton was very tired because of the dare that he did last night, a dare that should have been mine if only Joe doesn't have a twisted mind.

Until now, I still wonder what happened inside Agustin's house, I mean I know something happened between them but I just wonder why Ashton took so long before he came out of the house and when he came out he seemed like he was drained and doesn't have the strength to walk anymore that's why I decided to carry him until we reached our tent.

I tried to fall asleep again but no matter what I did, my eyes stay wide open. I heaved a sigh before I decided to get up and walked slowly out of the tent.

It was still a bit dark outside and very foggy, the air was very cold. I thought of going to the waterfall, I wanted to take a bath there even though I knew the water was cold.

When I reached the waterfall, I took off my jacket and my jogger, I only had briefs to protect myself from the cold weather, I just hugged myself and stared intently at the flowing water from the waterfall hoping that if I stared at it for a long time the cold would disappear.

"Fuck the cold." I cuss with a determined face and ran towards the edge when I was close to the edge of the waterfall I shouted before diving into the deep part of the waterfall.

It was freaking cold like I was soaking in a pool with a lot of ice. I immersed myself and endured the cold, when my body got used to it I dive into the deeper side of the waterfall.

"Whoah!" I took a deep breath before swimming closer to the boulder, I climbed up and leaned myself.

It feels so good, nothing else can be heard around but the murmur of water from the waterfall, the air is fresh even when it is cold. The surroundings calm me, I can think straight about the things that have happened to me these past few weeks.

I realized that I spent too much time with Ashton that I seemed to have forgotten the things that I used to do before he came to my life, I was no longer active in modeling and I entrusted my company to my cousin Rex. But I have no regrets though, I am happy every time I'm with Ashton.

I didn't realize that I was like a fool smiling while remembering Ashton and I's escapades. I shook my head and dive into the cold water again.

I was enjoying swimming, diving into different parts of the waterfall that I didn't realize I've been swimming here for so long. I swim closer to the boulder and leaned myself there, I closed my eyes gasping for air. I was leaning on the boulder for almost a minute and I was about to dive again when I felt something wet licked my cheek.

"Shit!" I cuss out of shock and quickly pushed whoever dared to lick me.

"Whoah! Whoah! Chill dude." Nile laughed in response. What the fuck? Despite his bulky body, I didn't notice him approaching me.

"You freak me out," I said angrily and lightly punched his shoulder.

"You turn me on." Nile's soft response half laughing, he winks at me as if seducing me, his eyes scan my naked body and I just smirk at him. It's very annoying when the person flirting with you is even bigger than you.

"Stop dude, just tell me if you want me to fuck you, don't need to flirt with me anymore, it's annoying and creepy," I said laughing when I saw him pout.

"You ain't no fun," he said.

"Tsk, you just brought me here because you want my cock, right?  You want to taste me again?" I asked him and swam towards the shallow part of the waterfall, Nile dive right next to me.

"Hey that's not true, you told me about Ashton over the phone, so I thought it would be better if Joe can talk to someone who is just the same age as him," Nile replied in a very serious voice, almost problematic. I look at Nile's eyes and I can see the sadness in his eyes, I swim back to the boulder, Nile followed me and sat beside me leaning on the boulder.

When I looked at Nile's expression I couldn't help but feel sorry for him.

"Is he getting better?" I asked worriedly, I haven't been in contact with them for months so I don't know what Joe and Nile were going through at that time.

Nile just sighed, "no, he's getting worse, did you see what happened last night while we were waiting for Ashton?" he said, his breathing quickened.

"Hey, calm down." I comforted him and placed my hand on his shoulder.

"No, I fucking told him not to do it, but he still cut his wrist just because he wants my cock even though I said I would give what he wanted and he wouldn't have to hurt himself anymore," Nile said tearfully, maybe others will think that it was too hypocritical for Nile to hit Joe in the car but he did not want Joe to hurt himself last night. But I've been with Nile ever since he met Joe and I understand him. Partly, I felt guilty of what happened to Joe last night since I'm the one who dared him not to have sex until today.

"I know he's trying to be better Nile, just be with his side no matter what, that's what he needs now," I said trying to lighten the mood and hugged him, it's really weird every time I hug Nile. I'm so used to Ashton's embrace.

"That's what I'm fuckin 'doing, I never leave him but it seems like he's just getting worse with me, I think I need to call my dad. I need his help." Nile said crying on my shoulder. I caressed his back to lighten his feelings. I do not know how difficult it is for them to handle their problems.

"Kiss me." Nile suddenly whispered to me.

"You're a mood destroyer, you are still lustful towards me even though we're seriously talking about your problems." I laughed in response and lightly punched his chest, he acted hurt but I just smirk at him, his acting is worst.

"Fuck, just kiss me, Zie." He replied and before I could tell him to stop he already pulled my head closer to him and claim my lips. I did not kiss him back but when he moved his tongue and forced it into my mouth, I open my mouth and let his tongue wander.

We closed our eyes as our lips met and shared our saliva. Sometimes, Nile will bit my lower lip which makes our kiss even more arousing. I can feel my penis slowly gets hard.

A few minutes later our lips parted and we both gasped.

"Feel better?" I asked him and stood up, I held out my hand to help him stand up.

"So much better." Nile smiled and wiped some saliva on the side of his lip.