Chapter 4

Ashton

I don’t know what I will do. Zie stood next to me wearing only a boxer brief, all my life this is the first time I’d been so nervous just because an almost naked man is standing beside me like he is some greek god. Until now, the image of his butt cheeks still plays on my mind, I can’t help but get a hard-on by just looking at him. I immediately took the blanket next to me and covered from my waist down to my legs.

"What do you want to watch?" Zie asked as he sat next to me and leaned his back against the wall, he was only a few inches away from me and his masculine scent is compelling me to just let go of my desire and sit on his lap, but I gather all my strength not to.

"Um, Gone Girl," I respond shyly because I do not know what movies he likes and it’s his CD anyway so I assume that he also wants to watch it, why would he buy this CD if he does not want to watch it right? He took the CD from me and immediately inserted it into the DVD player, he went to the kitchen after playing the movie and came back with a portion of food in his hands. He laid the food on the bed and I could not help but grab the food that is only fingertips away from me. The delicious look of waffles and cupcakes makes me hungry again even though we just ate dinner.

"Um, can I ask you a question?" I ask Zie and slightly smile at him.

"You don't need to ask for my permission, baby." He said softly, I felt an intense emotion when he called me baby, his raspy voice makes it even harder for me to resist his overflowing sex appeal. I'm not used to someone calling me with such endearment but the way Zie call me seems different, it seems like he is seducing me and I must applaud him for doing so good in it.

I leaned over Zie’s robust shoulder and quietly bite the waffles while watching the movie. None of us wanted to break the silence as the movie reached the climax, the movie was so interesting that we were looking forward to what the ending of the story would be.

I couldn’t help but smile as the credits in the movie flashed on the flat screen. The movie is nerve-wracking and I am satisfied with its ending. I sigh as I contently lay on the bed while Zie turned off the TV and DVD and immediately went back to bed.

"Let's sleep." He said and I can’t help but feel tense at the tone of his voice. Are we going to sleep? Or do we have more to do? Shit! I'm going crazy. But this is the reason why he brought me here, right? To fuck me, to release his loads inside me.

I could do nothing but lie down next to him as my heartbeat goes fast. Moments later Zie wrapped his one hand around my waist. I stop breathing for a second silently waiting for his next moves but to my dismay, he didn’t do anything other than resting his hands over my waist.

"Um." I wanted to say something but I was so embarrassed to let it out. Zie opened his eyes and looked at me with a questioning look.

"Why?" He asked with a raised brow.

"A-are we not gonna do it?" I asked him with a faint-voice, it was almost like a whisper but I knew that he heard what I said.

"Do what?" He said with a smirk, he knew what I was referring to.

"N-nothing," I said stammering and sink my face in the pillow so that he wouldn’t see me blushing. I heard Zie laugh st my situation so I immediately raised my head and look at him puzzled.

"Come on Ash, we aren’t gonna do it because first, I'm not Rex, and second, I'm not the one you’re supposed to meet but if you want to, I'm ready to make you happy tonight, baby. Be my fuck buddy tonight." He explained and tease me, I can’t help but blush even more at the last words he said. I heard him laugh and caressed my waist.

Zie grabbed my body and pulled me closer to him. He put his soft arm around my head and wrapped his free hand around my waist. I slowly put my hand on his bulky body because I want to hug him, I want to feel the soothing heat of his body. It was so nice to feel his body next to mine, with my face glued to the clavicle around his neck.

After a while I carefully raised my head, Zie closed his eyes but I knew he is not asleep yet. I raised my head a little more and softly stole a kiss from him, I was about to let loose his lips from mine when he opened his eyes. He smiled at me foolishly and in a flash, our lips came close again. At first, I did not respond to his kiss but when his lips ask my mouth for entrance I can’t resist it anymore and open my mouth to let his tongue devour me.

When we let go of our lips, I suddenly realized that I gave him my first kiss, of all the men I met before I gave my first kiss to Zie, I never kiss a man before but with Zie I did not hesitate to kiss him. Fuck! What is happening to me? Where is the promise I made to myself? That I’m only going to give my first kiss to the person I will be with for the rest of my life?

"Hey! Are you okay?" Zie asked worriedly. I took a deep breath and smiled at Zie and tell him that I was okay. I just shrug the thoughts out of my mind as I tightened my grip on Zie's waist before closing my eyes, I was about to fell asleep when I felt Zie kissing my forehead repeatedly. I instantly felt calm and slept with a smile on my lips. But then a nightmare visits me on my sleep, asking what will happen to me when I woke up the next day? I hope Rex will take me or maybe I was hoping Zie will keep me.