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Samantha felt like she was falling on clouds. Rationally, she knew it was just the bed at her back that was softly caressing her body, but a burning anticipation burned through her body, making no room for rational thought. It was wrong. And strangely, she wasn't repelled anymore, instead of feeling like she was doing something forbidden, there was only society's burning desire to take something that they in turn had taken from them.

Her brother. Killian's body lay heavily on her own, pressing her further into the mattress, enveloping her like a warm blanket. Possessive and protective. Here, in this cocoon of security and desire, she was truly happy for the first time in her life.

She was no longer afraid, no doubts, no questions. all that mattered was the here and now and in that moment Killian was lying on top of her, his dark blond head bent down towards her face and the damp strands of his hair tickling her cheek as he kissed her again.

It was a gentle kiss that caused her muscles to turn to pudding beneath him and melt her away. His tongue slid into her mouth, struggling with her own there, then moved on to her chin. Samantha closed her eyes in relish, tilted her head back and offered him her vulnerable throat, a temptation he couldn't resist for a second. She felt the light pressure of his teeth on her racing pulse, then a hard sucking that would surely turn blue the next day.

And while she drowned in her feelings his rough fingers ran up the inside of her thigh, kneading her yielding flesh and then sliding down her already wet midsection. Samantha gasped, startled, trying to press her knees together and then found that he was already lying between them and his other hand was pushing her knees apart again.

"Relax, sweetie. I don't want to hurt you any more than necessary," he whispered close to her ear as he inserted two fingers inside her and she tensed briefly at the unknown intruder

. "Sshhh. Sam. Look at me." She did as he told her, blinking her eyes open and taking deep breaths in and out to relax and let his fingers penetrate further into her body.

"So it is good. Good girl." His thumb found a particularly tender spot between her swollen flesh and Samantha arched as he squeezed hard. Her hands landed helplessly on the sheets beside her body, clawing at the fabric and she groaned loudly while her brother's two fingers slid in and out forcefully, his thumb rubbing over the spot that made her see asterisks. Killian's rough chin scrapes her cheek.

"Cum for me, sweetie." And as if her inner muscles were listening to him, they contracted painfully with pleasure and a tremor ran through her entire body before her muscles once again turned into an inconsistent mass.

"Killian." She moaned his name as the orgasm took her down and bit her lip, to stifle a loud scream. It took her a few minutes for the waves of lust to subside within her. And when she thought she would faint from fatigue, his thumb rubbed her wet flesh again.

Killian's mouth found one of her nipples, sucking and licking it as if he couldn't get enough of her taste while his free hand undid the waistband of his pants, rubbing his thick, hard erection against the inside of her legs. Panic flared up in her for a moment, because she couldn't imagine how something that big could fit inside her, but of course she knew that it would have to be possible, because her big brother didn't intend to wait any longer.

She would lose her innocence to him. He would penetrate her and probably cum warm and hot inside her as well. The word contraception flashed briefly in her head and when his plump tip rubbed lightly over her entrance, she tried to slip off a bit.

"We have to prevent!" she said and her voice sounded shaky and only broke when Killian looked up and something dark appeared in his eyes. He put his large hand on the side of her face, stroking it as tenderly and lovingly as she did knew it from him.

It was a sharp contrast to the strength with which his other fingers gripped her waist, pulling her back against him and the fervor with which he suddenly entered her violently. It was probably the fault of her virgin flesh that didn't make room for him fast enough, but Killian pushed himself into her so hard that even with all her moisture it couldn't be easy for him. Samantha was breathing shallowly, trying to relax and ease in, but when his cock head was fully inside her, pain suddenly shot through her abdomen, causing her to spasm.

Everything spun in front of her for a moment because she had forgotten to take a breath, the hot, sharp pain that had rushed through her body was so rousing. Killian didn't move, wiping away the tears that were fighting their way to the surface with his hand on her cheek.

Samantha tried to suppress her, breathing through the pain and the pleasure came back as Killian sank into her to the limit, pulled back and then pushed back into her. A slow, careful rhythm she needed to get used to the feeling.

The pain was still there, but more than a faint background noise, while her brother kept sliding between her legs to sink into her. She didn't know exactly when it started to frustrate her that he just wasn't moving any faster, but when she tentatively lifted her hips to meet his thrust. He kissed her wildly, pushing her legs further apart and beginning a harder, more intense rhythm that made him seem to grow even bigger inside her.