Chapter 663: Resolving the Heart Blockage

Hudao, this name sounds very ordinary, and even gives people the feeling that it is randomly chosen, but when Amber said it at this time, it had another bitter taste.

You can imagine how important this person is in Amber's heart. At the same time, Zuo Feng also understood why a person with Amber's personality would change his appearance and color. The fear of monsters is only a small aspect. What Amber really can't let go of is that her brother sacrificed for her.

When Amber spoke again, his voice was dry and slightly hoarse, and he said slowly: "When I saw those monsters during the day today, my heart was already difficult to calm down, so I have been hiding in the carriage and dared not come out. I have a strong hatred in my heart. I have three points of hatred for monsters, but I have seven points of incompetence for myself."

If other people were to change these words, they might not understand them, but for Zuo Feng, they were very clear. It was because he had experienced too many things and had been angry too many times that his strength was too weak, so he would do everything to improve his cultivation as soon as possible.

If his strength was enough, how could he allow the former commander Zhang Yu to act tyrannically. If he had super strength, how could he face Lin Lang without any ability to fight back? Although he has improved a lot now compared to the past, Lin Lang is still an existence that Zuo Feng cannot defeat.

The two of them were silent for a long time, and during this time, the city wall became unusually quiet. This kind of silence was a bit weird, especially for Zuo Feng himself. The uncomfortable feeling not only did not decrease, but it kept getting worse, and even the skin on his back had a layer of small bumps unconsciously.

Zuo Feng did not say that now was not the time to talk about this, and he himself was even brought into Amber's past. If the two had no intersection, Zuo Feng was just a simple listener, and perhaps he would not have too deep feelings, but would only be more determined that the choice to leave Ye Lin was correct.

But now it was Amber who had been with him day and night for several months, and the two had experienced several dangerous situations together, but Zuo Feng could not face it with a normal mentality.

After a long while, Zuo Feng finally spoke: "After that incident, the Kang family no longer had the ability to form a medicine group, so they could only put this plan on hold temporarily. Because at that time, almost all the warriors that the Kang family had cultivated over the past few decades were trapped inside the Spiritual Medicine Mountain Range.

I am therefore lucky to have survived to this day, but thinking about those who sacrificed at the time, I always feel a sense of resentment from the bottom of my heart."

Zuo Feng nodded slightly. This was something he could understand. As a supporting family of the family, they were always making sacrifices for the family. But who would really be willing to constantly sacrifice the lives of their own family members for the sake of the strength of another family? After all, behind every living life, there are their own relatives and families.

More importantly, if this sacrifice is valuable, perhaps these sacrificed families can feel better. According to what Amber said, this was a completely whimsical adventure plan by the top management, but it took countless lives to pay for its wrong decision.

This is the tyranny and unreasonableness of the aristocratic family. I can be wrong, but my mistakes require the sacrifice of the people below. If my decision is correct, it is my direct family members who benefit the most.

This absolute aristocratic family style is what Zuo Feng despises the most. Zuo Feng once imagined that if his Zuojia Village grows stronger, whether it needs to grow and develop in this way. Although Zuo Feng doesn't like it, this method has existed for thousands or even tens of thousands of years, and it must be said that it does have its advantages.

I don't know why Zuo Feng would think of these things at this time. Maybe it's because Amber's story evokes things that Zuo Feng had considered before. But soon Zuo Feng stopped thinking about it. At least it's too early to consider this issue now, and he knows too little about the aristocratic family, and maybe he has his own limitations.

Turning his head to look at Amber, Zuo Feng seemed to have thought of something and said, "Do you want to break this cycle, or do you want to really get rid of the shackles of the Kang family and make your family really strong?"

Amber was still in the previous grief. After Zuo Feng finished speaking, he didn't even react at all. It was not until a long time later that Amber suddenly raised his head and looked at Zuo Feng.

At this time, Amber's eyes were shining, which was almost the look Zuo Feng had never seen on Amber. He seemed to be ignited at this time. Zuo Feng knew what he had ignited, that was a fire of hope in Amber's heart.

However, before the flame had time to burn, it quickly went out, and Amber's whole person quickly wilted. Then Amber shook her head in pain and said, "We can say it when we are joking, but the Kang family will never allow the affiliated families to leave. Even if the Kang family doesn't care, how can we really gain a foothold?

If an affiliated family breaks away from the aristocratic family, it will immediately be suppressed by countless aristocratic families and forces. They don't want their small families to follow suit. So even if we can really break away, I'm afraid we won't be able to survive."

Zuo Feng smiled and patted the other party's shoulder, saying, "Everything depends on human efforts. At the beginning, our family was almost assigned to a certain force, but in the end we still stood firm with our own efforts. I believe it is still growing stronger now."

After hearing what he said, Amber was not only not happy, but smiled bitterly and shook her head: "That's because your family is an independent existence. If you were originally dependent on others, it would not be that simple to really separate."

Zuo Feng shook his head and said: "It depends on people. As long as you have a direction for your efforts, I believe you will always find a way to solve it."

Seeing what Amber wanted to say, Zuo Feng stopped him from talking and continued: "If you firmly believe that you can't succeed from the beginning, then no matter how hard you try, there will be no good results. In other words, if you I am full of confidence, so even if there are twists and turns, I believe I will still find a way to solve the difficulties.

When I was in the land of chaos, I helped Kang Qiao and the others leave, and then I went back to look for Kang Zhen and the others. At that time, who thought I would succeed. I offended Cheng Tianhao when I was in Tushan Town. At that time, who would believe that I could leave safely. "

Hearing what he said, Amber finally showed a hint of emotion, but finally said: "The situation was extremely complicated at that time, but you did do what others thought was impossible, at least you solved all these troubles."

"solved?"

Looking at Hu Hu, Zuo Feng laughed and shook his head, saying: "These problems have never been solved. Outside Tushan City, Puppet Xiang, who has been following me since the land of chaos, joined forces with Cheng Tianhao to deal with me. Although that time I escaped, but Cheng Tianhao and the puppet Xiang were both alive, and even if they died, their families would not really let me go.

These problems have not been solved, they have always been there, otherwise why would we be so careful. But even if these problems are all there, so what, my life is in my own control, so they can take it if they want. Besides, if they really want my Zuo Feng life, they will have to pay an unimaginable price. "

These words were full of momentum, and others might sneer at them, but Amber knew Zuo Feng very well. He couldn't even imagine how much terrifying energy this seemingly weak young man possessed, so he believed Zuo Feng's words, and believed them deeply.

After a moment of hesitation, Amber reached out and slapped the window sill hard, and said loudly: "Our Hu family must become independent. We may not become independent. As long as I, Amber, am alive, I will continue to fight for this."

Zuo Feng smiled and patted her on the shoulder. Seeing that Amber had taken on a new look, he was also happy for it. Because Amber not only found a goal for herself, but also helped her overcome mental obstacles.

Amber's heartbreak is not the death of her relatives, nor is it just the loss of her brother's life to save her. Although his brother lost his life in the cruelest way, which caused indelible scars deep in his heart, what really frightened him was that his family had no future, and his descendants would all have to live in the Kang family in this way. under the shadow.

Although Zuo Feng still looked smiling on the surface, he was smiling bitterly in his heart. Putting aside his relationship with Kang Zhen, in fact, he didn't really have any confidence in the advice he just gave. He just knew that if he didn't encourage Amber like this, even if Amber got over the current mental obstacle, he would still be able to do it in the future. Will relapse again.

It is possible that Amber will not be able to make any breakthroughs in the future. He knew that all this was for Amber's good, so he used this almost bewitching method to induce her to cheer up again.

‘That’s all it can do for the time being, and we can only talk about the future in the future. But since I gave him hope, I will never turn my back on it. If possible, I will definitely help Amber's family to become truly independent. The worst case scenario is for Amber to leave here with her clan members. Yancheng's family should now have some strength to accept their arrival. ’

After Zuo Feng thought for a while, he already had a preliminary plan in mind. But he didn't tell Amber, after all, no one was willing to leave their hometown and go to a strange environment. Moreover, if I make this suggestion now, I will have the intention to draw the Kohaku family closer to my family.

If he is allowed to misunderstand that his family wants to win over his family, this misunderstanding will be difficult to explain clearly. Zuo Feng should consider how to solve the problem of developing the family without exploiting other families. Not easy to solve.