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WARNING: SEXUAL CONTENT

I had fallen asleep on the drive, letting Vincent take me to where ever he wanted to go. "Hey, Bell, we are here." I heard him whisper and nudge me awake. I slowly leaned up and looked out the window. "Where are we?" I asked him trying to recognize my surroundings. "London." I woke up almost immediately and a huge smile covered my face, I have always wanted to go to London, and overall live there. But we have responsibilities as royalty and so we can't ever leave. "Come on love. Let's go inside." He grabbed my hand and gave it a soft squeeze. It was raining slightly and I looked at the small house we were staying it. It was definitely different than how we lived but I loved it. It wasn't flashy, it was small and quaint, it was perfect. "How did you find this place so fast?" Vincent was already at the door and had the suitcases too. He opened it and I walked in and just like the outside, it was perfect on the inside. There were hardwood oak floors, light gray walls. There was a small fireplace with two small sofas and a coffee table. The kitchen and dining were connected and small. The kitchen was stainless steel and clean, and there was a small white dining table with three chairs around it.

There were two other doors and one was for the bathroom and the other the bedroom. Everything was decorated beautifully, just like I would have done it. "Well, I found this place years ago actually. When we were both 15, you told me that you wanted to go to London and so I got the money and bought this place. It was supposed to be for your 16th birthday present, but." He trailed off at the end, I knew the rest of the story. My heart started to pound, I couldn't believe that he got this place for me. "No one knows about this place. No one is going to find us unless we want them too." He walked toward me and pulled me toward him. I looked into his eyes and I just melted. All of the emotion was pouring out into mine and it was overwhelming. "I thought you hated me." I let the tears roll down my face, I didn't care that he saw me like this. "I hated the fact that you were my sister. Yeah not by blood, but I spent my entire life seeing you like that. Sometimes I wonder what life would be like if they hadn't found me." I looked at him in surprise, why would he say something like that.

"I'm glad they found you if they didn't who knows where you would be now. All I know is, you might not even be with me right here, right now. And this is all I care about." I grabbed his hands in mine and rubbed the back of his palm with my thumb. It was more soothing than it was electric. He leaned his forehead onto mine and we stayed there at that moment. "Do you want to go to bed? It's pretty late." Vincent said pulling away from me. I nodded and he grabbed my hand and led me to the bedroom. We both got into the bed and cuddled up next to each other. Tonight I knew this wasn't going to end up heated. We just wanted to enjoy the presence of each other.

"I wish we could just stay here." He sighed as I leaned into his chest even more. "Me too, but we can't. We have to go home at some point." I hated that I felt that way but it was true. We couldn't, we have responsibilities to take care of and we can't just hide forever. "I know, but can't we stay here for a while?" He begged I could see in his eyes that he wanted to stay here forever. I knew he didn't want to go back but it seemed there was more he wasn't telling me. "Vincent, what is the real reason you don't want to go home?" I grabbed his head and faced it up towards me. He just sighed and closed his eyes leaning into my hand more. "I just know that when we go home, it's not going to be easy." I gave him a small smile. "Well of course not, technically we are brother and sister." I laughed trying to make light of the situation.

"Well, yeah, but you know what I mean. When dad comes back I ould lose being the beta, and then we could get kicked out. Then where would we live? Then what happens when people at school find out? There are so many things that come with us being together that." He stopped talking and looked up again. "Do you think we jumped into things too soon?" My heart started to squeeze. "No, no, no. I just want us to be normal before things start to become difficult." He pulled me to his chest and gave me a kiss on my forehead. "How long do you want to stay?" I asked as we laid back down on the pillows. "Just a week. Let me take you out to dinner, and treat you like the princess you are." I moved my head onto his chest and listened to his breathing.

This all seemed too surreal, that this was happening. After years of pain and hurt, and mistakes. He was finally mine and I was finally his.

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I had fallen asleep to the sound of his breathing, but when I woke up he wasn't in the bed. I turned to the clock and saw that it was 2 in the morning. I got up slowly and rubbed my eyes and there was a light coming from the door. I walked to the door and walked out. Vincent was sitting on the couch next to the fire. He had on a pair of gray sweatpants and no shirt on. His beautiful chest on full display. He had a cup of coffee in his right hand and he slowly took a sip. He looked up and saw me standing at the door frame. "Oh I'm sorry, did I wake you?" He set his cup down and leaned forward with concerned eyes. "No, you didn't. I woke up on my own." I walked to him and sat next to him. He wrapped his arm around me and pulled me close. "You couldn't sleep?" I asked him. "Too much on my mind." I put my hand on his thigh and I could feel him tense. "What are you thinking about?" I asked him as I slowly moved my hand up and down his leg.

"You, me, us. The future." Was I about to do this? I think I am. I sat up and straddled his waist, his face lit up in surprise. "Bell, what are you doing?" He asked and I just stared right into his eyes. I moved my hands up his chest to his neck, feeling the heat run through my fingertips. "Bell." I pulled his face to mine and I could feel his breath hit my face. His strong apple cinnamon scent hit my nose, driving me wild. I was suddenly paralyzed, afraid of what would happen, this isn't the first time we have been together, but there is nothing stopping us now. He chuckled lightly once he realized I wasn't moong and he connected our lips together. The electricity ran through my body and my heart started to beat faster. The kiss was soft and slow, he moved his hands to my thighs and gave them a gentle squeeze. That small action raised a fire in me and I pulled his body even closer to mine.

The kiss started to speed up and I couldn't keep up with his fast pace. He was attacking my mouth like he had been starving for years. I moved my hands to the back of his head and ran my fingers through his hair. I gave it a small pull and he groaned. It was the sexiest thing I have ever heard. It immediately got my energy back and I was able to meet his rhythm again. Suddenly I felt something hard on my leg and it just egged me on. I needed more. I started to move my waist to get friction between us but he stopped me. I pulled away panting and out of breath. "What's wrong?" I asked him. "You're not ready yet. Let's just slow down okay?" He said out of breath. Who does he think he is telling me whether or not I'm ready. "What? I am ready." He then grabbed me and slammed me into the couch and him hovering over me and I wrapped my legs around his waist. "Listen to me, you're not ready." He put his head in my neck and ran his nose up and down it.

"Why?" I was getting frustrated, not just mentally either. "I'll tell you why." He started laying small kisses up and down my neck, causing shivers down my spine. "Well, I would devour you. I would plunder your body to where you couldn't breathe. Your voice would be hoarse the next day from how loud you were screaming my name all night. I would have to carry you everywhere you wouldn't be able to walk. Do you understand? Before I can do any of that, and trust me I have thought of it every day since we found out we were mates. But before I can have all of you, I need to ease you into it, love. Patience is a virtue." He smirked and licked up and down my neck. I whimpered at the feeling. "But that doesn't mean, we can't have fun." He had a devious smirk on his face and I raised my eyebrows up in confusion. This night was going to be a long one, and I'm okay with it.

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He was still hovering over me, not quite touching me. I could feel his body heat and it was driving me crazy. My core was tightening by the second and he hadn't even touched me anywhere yet. After his speech, I was at a loss of words. How was I supposed to come back at that? It all sounded amazing, I wanted it to happen, but he was right I wasn't ready yet. "Tell me, Bellamy, have you been with anyone before?" That's a weird question to ask. "Uh, no. Other than Jonathan." He growled so deeply is shock the entire house. "It was just a kiss, it really wasn't anything. And you can't be mad at me for that." I looked away from his eyes and tried to hold back the tears in my eyes. I could see the guilt in his eyes and he pulled away sitting us both up. I just ruined the mood. "I'm so sorry. I never liked it with her, I promise." He grabbed my hands and lifted it to my face. "If it makes you feel any better I was thinking that it was you." I don't even know what to say to that.

"Uh, I don't know how to feel about that." I chuckled at him. "Yeah, it was a weird thing for me to say. Probably should have kept that to myself." He gave me a sweet lopsided smile. It was too cute. I couldn't help but grab his face and pull his lips to mine again. They were addicting, so soft but strong at the same time. It really pissed me off that someone else had the opportunity to feel his against theirs. I felt a heat rise in my chest and a surge of jealousy took over me. I growled lowly and immediately straddled his waist again. I could feel my fangs slowly extend and the heat rise again in me. I had no idea what was going on I just needed him to cool me down. His hand went to my thighs again and that simple touch caused the loudest moan. I was surprised but I was too deep in need to even care.

All of a sudden he pulled away from me and his eyes were filled with lust and desire. He took a deep breath in and he growled so lowly, it was sexy. "You're in heat." All I did was smirk at him and started to attack his neck. I was biting and licking up and down it. He was letting out small moans with every kiss, which was not helping our current situation at all. His friend was poking my inner thigh again and I wanted to move and create friction but the last time I did that he pulled away. This time I was going to be smart about it. I moved up from his neck and grabbed his face and stared him dead in the eye. I knew what was going on and so did he. "You're in heat." He said lowly and smashed his lips onto mine again and this time was heated and strong. His hands started to roam all over my legs.

"What are you going to do about that?" I ran my hands up and down his chest and he growled lowly. It was sexy, it immediately made my core tighten. "What do you want my love?" He put his head into my neck and started nipping at my skin. Creating small moans to escape me. Vincent stood up and carried me back to the room. He laid me softly onto the bed and hovered over me. He started kissing on my neck again and slowly went down to my collar bone. His hands went under my shirt and he started to draw small circles on my stomach. They were soft but the sensation made it 20 times more intense. He slowly peeled my shirt off leaving my chest fully exposed. I tried to move my hands to cover myself but he grabbed them before I could. His hazel eyes were flashing back and forth to black, his lycan was pushing forward.

"Don't ever hide from me." He growled into my ear. Even though I was in this intense heat I couldn't help but feel somewhat insecure and he could definitely tell. "What's wrong Bellamy?" He asked as he nibbled my ear. "They aren't as big as Amber's." My eyes grew big, I didn't mean to say that...at least not out loud. He looked at me and for a moment the lust left his eyes. But it immediately came back. "No, they aren't. They're bigger." I gasped as he attacked my left boob and started sucking my nipple. I've never been with a guy before and all this feeling was new to me. He was still holding my arms down leaving me all the way exposed to him and his mouth. He moved between the two giving each the same love and attention.

I was letting out a string of moans and I could feel the heat settling and my core tighten even more. "Vin." I moaned out and he growled at me again. He slowly let go of my arms and started to kiss down my stomach and stopped right before my pajama pants. He looked up at me and I saw him smirk. He slowly pulled my pants down and my panties leaving me all exposed and vulnerable. Before I could even comprehend what was going on until he pushed his mouth into me. He flicked his tongue out and started to lick up and down me. This feeling was the most intense feeling I have ever experienced. His tongue flicked up and down and circled my clit. I was a moaning mess, everything he did sent electric sparks throughout my body. I could feel myself start to clench but he pushed my legs open even wider, creating an even bigger sensation.

All of sudden I just started to feel a build-up within me and I needed it to be released. "Relax, love. It's okay, let go." Vincent said in between licks. I did as he said and I relaxed and then this euphoria took over my body and I moaned so loudly. I felt on cloud 9 and I could feel my body start to shake and the heat begins to cool down. But that didn't to Vincent from licking me clean. I started to feel tired, after that intense orgasm. None of the ones I have had before ever felt like that. VIncent got up and covered my up with the blanket and laid my head on the pillows. He got in next to me and pulled me to his chest. "Sleep, my love."

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