Chapter 455: Love but cannot be achieved! Li Jiaqi's deep affection and Su Biluo's obsessi

In fact, this time Li Jiaqi came to find the Spirit Hall because.

Zhuge Lan left Biluo City after Su Biluo's mother recovered.

He originally thought that without Zhuge Lan, he and Su Biluo could return to the happy relationship as before.

He could still love her, give in to her, and pamper her as before.

However, the reality was not as Li Jiaqi wished.

Su Biluo always had a place in her heart reserved for Zhuge Lan. She often looked into the distance inadvertently, with longing and concern in her eyes.

Li Jiaqi saw it in his eyes and felt pain in his heart, but he never gave up his love for Su Biluo.

Days passed, and Su Biluo's sadness did not decrease at all.

Li Jiaqi tried every way to make her happy, brought her various small gifts, and accompanied her to every corner of Biluo City, but Su Biluo's smile was always so short, as if she would be drowned by the longing in her heart at any time.

Once.

Su Biluo came alone to the lake where she had been with Zhuge Lan, and sat there quietly, her eyes empty and blurred.

The breeze gently brushed her hair, but it could not soothe the sadness in her heart.

Li Jiaqi followed quietly behind, looking at Su Biluo's lonely figure, his heart full of pity.

He slowly walked to Su Biluo, sat down beside her, and after a moment of silence, he said softly:

"Biluo, don't be sad, Zhuge Lan is gone, but I am still by your side."

Su Biluo trembled slightly, her eyes still stayed on the lake, and she didn't speak.

Li Jiaqi's eyes revealed tenderness and determination, and he continued:

"I know you have him in your heart, and I also understand that he is very important in your heart. But, Biluo, I love you no less than he does. These days, I have been paying attention to you all the time, protecting you, and accompanying you through every corner of Biguicheng. I take care of your mother as if I were taking care of my own mother, because I want you to be happy and I just hope to see your smile."

Su Biluo bit her lips gently, and a trace of complex emotions flashed in her eyes.

She slowly turned her head, looked at Li Jiaqi, and sighed softly:

"Brother Jiaqi, I know you are good to me, but my heart..."

Li Jiaqi held Su Biluo's hands, which were a little cold. He held them tightly, as if to pass on his warmth to her.

"It's okay, Biluo. I can wait until you open your heart and let me in. I am willing to use my time and patience to wait for your response. I don't expect you to forget Zhuge Lan immediately, I just hope you can give me a chance to take good care of you. I will protect you like he does, make you happy, and make you no longer lonely."

Su Biluo's eyes were filled with tears. She looked at Li Jiaqi and was moved.

She knew Li Jiaqi's deep affection for her and understood his efforts.

But.

Her heart was still full of longing for Zhuge Lan and she couldn't let it go easily.

"Brother Jiaqi, I don't know if I can do it. My heart is very confused and I don't know what to do."

Li Jiaqi gently wiped away the tears from Su Biluo's eyes and said with a smile:

"Biluo, don't be anxious or stressed. I will always be here until you are ready. No matter how long it takes, I am willing to wait."

However, this confession did not get the result he wanted.

In the next few days, Su Biluo seemed to be trapped in a deliberate escape.

She seemed to be avoiding Li Jiaqi intentionally or unintentionally, like a frightened deer, trying to avoid places where danger might occur.

Even if they had to meet, Su Biluo's face would instantly show an extremely respectful expression.

She would lower her head slightly and greet softly, with an indescribable alienation in her tone.

In the past, they could talk and laugh unscrupulously, share each other's joys and sorrows in life, and get along very comfortably and happily.

At that time, when their eyes met, they were full of warmth and tacit understanding.

But now.

Everything has changed.

It seems that there is an invisible wall between them, and the intimacy they once had has disappeared.

Su Biluo has unspeakable difficulties in her heart. She doesn't know how to face Li Jiaqi, so she can only choose to escape.

Li Jiaqi looked at Su Biluo's changes, full of confusion and loss in her heart, but she had no way to ask, and could only watch the distance between them grow farther and farther.

Until one day, Su Biluo walked slowly towards Li Jiaqi's room with a heavy heart.

Her steps were a little hesitant, and every step seemed to be filled with endless entanglement and pain.

When she stood in front of Li Jiaqi's door, the familiar door was like an obstacle that was difficult to cross.

She took a deep breath and knocked on the door gently.

A moment later.

Li Jiaqi's voice came from the door:

"Come in."

Su Biluo pushed the door open, and what came into view was Li Jiaqi's neat room.

The sun shone in from the window, illuminating every corner of the room, but it could not illuminate the haze in Su Biluo's heart.

When Li Jiaqi saw Su Biluo, a warm smile immediately appeared on his face. He hurriedly got up and went forward:

"Biluo, why are you here? Sit down quickly."

Li Jiaqi's voice was full of concern.

Su Biluo stood there, motionless, her eyes full of guilt and helplessness.

After a long silence, she finally plucked up the courage and said:

"Brother Jiaqi, I have something to say to you."

Li Jiaqi looked at Su Biluo's serious expression, and a sense of uneasiness surged in his heart.

"What's the matter? Tell me."

Su Biluo bit her lip and said slowly:

"Brother Jiaqi, you have always been so good to me. I have seen your concern and care and remembered them in my heart. But, I'm sorry, I can't do it... I can't respond to your feelings."

Li Jiaqi's face turned pale in an instant, and his eyes were full of disbelief.

"Why? Biluo, is there something I did wrong?"

Su Biluo shook her head, tears rolling in her eyes.

"No, you are very good, you are very good. It's my problem. I only have Zhuge Lan in my heart, and I can't let him go. I know I am very selfish, but I really can't control my feelings."

Li Jiaqi's body trembled slightly, and he tried to keep himself calm.

"Biluo, I don't mind you having him in your heart. I can wait until you slowly let him go."

Su Biluo closed his eyes in pain.

"Jiaqi, don't wait for me. It's not worth it for you to be so good to me. I may never be able to let go of Zhuge Lan, and I don't want to delay you."

A trace of despair flashed in Li Jiaqi's eyes, but he still said unwillingly:

"Biluo, don't we have any chance at all?"

Su Biluo shook her head firmly.

"Jiaqi, I'm sorry, I can't give you hope, that will only make you more painful. You should find someone who truly loves you, instead of wasting time on me." (End of this chapter)