Chapter 1091 You can’t learn to love others

In the darkness, Fu Xingzhou didn't answer.

Half an hour later, he slowly stood up and opened the door to the room.

When the light from outside leaked in, he took a step back, as if he was frightened by the light.

He Zhou made a mocking sound again, but Fu Xingzhou ignored him.

He went downstairs and saw Sheng Mian still lying on the sofa.

She didn't sleep, just looked at the ceiling with her eyes open.

Fu Xingzhou endured his physical discomfort, put the infusion bottle and infusion needle into the trash can, packed the trash and threw it outside.

When he came back, his back was covered in cold sweat.

He walked to the kitchen, took out the millet skillfully, and started making porridge.

He also rolled up his sleeves and made a few simple side dishes.

He worked for a long time, waiting for the porridge to be cooked and cooled down a bit, before bringing it to Sheng Mian.

I couldn't get up from my deep sleep. The pain in my stomach was relieved, but my body still had no strength.

"Mianmian, let me help you get up."

He walked over and helped her up.

She didn't know if it was Sheng Mian's illusion, but she always felt that this man's fingers were shaking slightly, and there were band-aids wrapped around his fingers. Could it be that he was distracted when he was chopping vegetables?

Fu Xingzhou didn't say anything, he just pushed the porridge and side dishes closer.

He lowered his head, scooped some porridge with a spoon, and put it to her mouth.

But his hands were shaking violently, and all the porridge in the spoon fell to the ground.

He blinked at a loss, immediately put the spoon into the bowl, wiped up the porridge scattered on the floor with a paper towel, and then threw it into the trash can.

After doing all this, he scooped another spoonful of porridge, but his hands were still shaking badly.

Sheng Mian frowned, was he cooking in this state just now?

Fu Xingzhou tried hard four or five times, and finally put down the spoon in frustration, his voice hoarse.

"Mianmian, I'm sorry, I'm in a bad state today. I'll let others come in to feed you."

Sheng Mian didn't say anything. When she saw him going out, she called a maid to come in.

Sheng Mian didn't treat her stomach badly. If she didn't eat something light, she might faint from the pain.

She took two bites and looked towards the stairs not far away.

Fu Xingzhou was walking slowly upstairs. Every step he took was very slow. He was completely different from that unreasonable and lively man.

Sheng Mian saw a layer of deathly energy spreading from his body.

But even at this time, he was still apologizing and talking to her softly.

At this moment, Sheng Mian felt indescribably uncomfortable.

Anyone who sees the man they loved most in their youth would feel sad when they see him become like this.

He seemed not to be ascending the stairs, but to his death.

He Zhou kept talking in Fu Xingzhou's head.

"Since it's so painful, why bother fighting for the right to use your body? Give it to me completely. I won't let you down. Aren't you just afraid that I'll deal with Sheng Mian? I swear, as long as you give up the right to use your body, Leave it to me completely, and I will send Sheng Mian back immediately and never disturb her life again."

It took Fu Xingzhou ten minutes to reach the last step of the stairs.

His palms were sweaty and his lips were pulled apart.

"He Zhou, you can't learn to love others, so you will only hurt her. I will not give my body to you."

He Zhou was silent for a moment and suddenly became furious.

"What's the point if you don't agree? Haven't you noticed that you have become weaker and weaker recently? Because you met the person you like, your painful side has become more intense. Outsiders say Sheng Mian is not worthy. The Fu family is even less worthy of you, but deep down in your heart, you feel that you are not worthy of Shengmian, right? So even if you escaped from the research base, you never wanted to fulfill the agreement with her , you’re scared, you feel dirty.”

A body that had been studied over and over again, observed like an animal, his dignity, his admiration, all those youthful impulses, long dead.

When the once proud man realized that he was no longer worthy of the person he liked, all he could do was protect his safety.

But he was too weak now, and he could no longer even pretend to be fine in front of her.

The trembling hands were like his fragile dignity.

He couldn't even maintain the slightest bit of dignity.

Fu Xingzhou closed his eyes, sweat slid down his cheeks, and his whole body was very fragile.