Chapter 1912 All silence is better than sound

Zhuang Wan didn't know what to say for a moment. She really disliked Xie Feng's character, but Xie Feng did make people soft-hearted to some extent.

Moreover, his affection for her came out of nowhere, which made her very uneasy.

They had only known each other for less than a week, and now he was going to take her to the imperial capital by force, which no one could accept.

But he still couldn't communicate, and occasionally looked at her with eyes that seemed to devour her.

The room was quiet, no one spoke.

After working hard all night, Xie Feng was tired, so he grabbed one of her hands, put it to her lips and kissed it.

I don't know if it was Zhuang Wan's illusion, but I always felt that his stubble was a bit irritating.

She wanted to just stay silent, but she heard him ask again, "Does your stomach still hurt?"

She was still on her menstrual period and had been tossing all night. It was raining outside. Did she get wet?

There were too many questions he wanted to ask, but he knew she probably wouldn't want to hear them.

"kind of."

Xie Feng opened the quilt and went to bed, holding her in his arms.

Zhuang Wan hid twice unaccustomedly, but he didn't pick her up. Instead, he lay down on the edge.

"I'll cover your feet and go to sleep."

Her feet were hooked by his legs and sandwiched between his legs.

baffling.

She didn't say anything, and she fell asleep.

When she fell asleep, Xie Feng's eyes slowly opened. Along the way, he had imagined many things in his mind.

Zhuang Wan didn't grow up in this place, and she was riding in a black car. Could she run into bad guys? Will I be cheated or bullied?

His mind was too confused, and then he started to regret it, if only he could listen to her thoughts more.

If only they could discuss it carefully, she wouldn't be desperate to escape.

Xie Feng has never been in love, and since that incident, he has always been repulsive to women.

Zhuang Wan's initiative to climb into bed disgusted him to the extreme, and he even felt that women were so cheap.

He tried every means to humiliate her in bed, but she always endured it silently.

He didn't think he liked Zhuang Wan. He had been with her once or twice, both to torture her.

The first few times, Zhuang Wan felt so uncomfortable that she felt like vomiting.

At that time, he was a little surprised. It turned out that he was not the only one who found this kind of thing disgusting.

I don’t know when it changed later.

He got the most terrible pleasure from her, but he didn't want to admit it.

He always had the sense to tell himself that Zhuang Wan was just a plaything, just for fun.

So no matter what happens, he will not take her side.

So much so that every time she looked at him with that pained, desperate, and aggrieved look.

Everything is silent than sound.

In the past few years, every time Xie Feng thought of such a look in his eyes, he would toss and turn and not be able to sleep.

My heart felt like it was being tortured in a frying pan.

The more he wanted to forget, but her eyes always appeared in his dreams.

He didn't know why this happened.

He still doesn't think he likes Zhuang Wan. He is cruel and has never said that he likes her. He does this to everyone.

But he finally couldn't bear the torture anymore, so he always drove to the outside of the prison. It seemed that the closer he was to the prison, the less torture he would suffer.

He couldn't explain his feelings for Zhuang Wan.

Until he saw Xie Buyan, Xie Buyan was similar to Zhuang Wan to some extent. He didn't like to talk when he was wronged, and he didn't like to talk when he was uncomfortable.

I don’t know if it’s because Zhuang Wan gave birth to him under extreme circumstances, or if Zhuang Wan’s hatred for the Xie family infected him. In short, Xie Buyan was born different from other children.

Xie Feng often stared at him in a daze, and then missed Zhuang Wan more and more.

It was so intense that every time he remembered asking her at the police station if she was willing to take the blame, he felt so painful that he wanted to die.

He never knew what it felt like to like someone, and by the time he knew it, it was too late.

In the past four years, Zhuang Wan's eyes would appear in his dreams every night.

The most unbearable time for him was when she said enough was enough and would never see him again.

Xie Feng woke up from his nightmare in an instant. Zhuang Wan appeared in his dream, which was indeed a kind of torture for him.

But when she no longer appears in the dream, the torture will be a hundred times worse. (End of chapter)