Chapter 1961 Careful and humble eyes
When she woke up, she had many thoughts running through her mind, such as leaving on her own.
But what about the children?
During the four years since she lost her words, he had been afraid that she would abandon him again.
She also thought about taking him away with her, but in the past four years, Xie Fengyi had been taking care of him without help. Would he be willing to leave his father?
No matter what choice you make, it's always a dilemma.
Now that she saw Xie Buyan's tears, her heart was as sharp as a knife.
Xie Buyan came closer, tears still falling from his clear eyes.
The photo he held in his hand was that of Zhuang Wan.
She instantly remembered what Xie Feng said that the child always carried her photo with him.
Zhuang Wan only felt that he had been stabbed in a fatal spot, so he quickly raised his hand and rubbed his head.
"I didn't say I was leaving."
Xie Buyan raised his head, his eyes cautious and humble, "Really?"
The little hesitation in Zhuang Wan's heart disappeared instantly, and she nodded slowly.
Xie Buyan lowered his eyelashes, but his tears fell even more.
"Why are you crying again?"
"I'm happy, Mommy. I want to, Yanyan."
Seeing him having such difficulty speaking makes no mother feel uncomfortable.
Zhuang Wan's heart was not made of stone. When she thought of the circumstances in which she gave birth to him, she couldn't hold back her tears.
But as an adult, she couldn't cry, she had to comfort the child.
"Mommy never said she didn't want you. It's just that something happened in the past and she forgot her words. I'm sorry. It's all Mommy's fault."
Xie Buyan held her hand, tears were still flowing, and his tone was full of sobs.
She actually saw distress in a child's eyes.
"No, it's words, no, protection, mommy."
Zhuang Wan couldn't stop crying anymore. She carried the child to the bed and sat on it. Then she hugged him tightly.
How could a child be so sensible, so sensible that it made her feel distressed.
Sheng Mian and Jiang Liu both said that they loved Yan Yan. Who wouldn't love such a child, let alone her own mother.
Her tears fell silently, and she felt that she had shed all the tears of the past four years in the past few days.
She opened her mouth, now hating herself for not being good at words and not being able to tell her child what was on her mind.
Xie Buyan had long hoped that Zhuang Wan would hug him like this, not as a teacher's hug, but as a mommy's hug.
Like those children he saw on the street, nestled in their mother's arms, innocent and innocent.
But Mommy has forgotten him. He must endure it. He must be obedient and obedient in order to attract her favor.
Through the small window on the hospital bed door, Xie Feng saw the scene inside the room.
Instead of going in, he leaned against the wall.
He stood for so long that his toes felt a little stiff.
Although Zhuang Wan appeared to be very heartbroken now, he was still not sure whether she wanted to stay or leave.
Four years ago he could see through her emotions at a glance, but now he can't see anything.
He probably knows what she looks like when she loves him, so he can easily detect when she doesn't love him back.
Because I know this, the gap in my heart can never be filled.
What else is he going to do?
It seems that what needs to be done has already been done, like a death row prisoner waiting for the gunshot. This process is too difficult.
But he also knew that these were nothing compared to the pain Zhuang Wan had endured.
He deserves it all.
He could have been with her long ago, but he personally destroyed this opportunity and wiped out the feelings in her heart.
Xie Feng stood there for more than an hour. When he went in, he saw Xie Buyan pouring water for Zhuang Wan.
Zhuang Wan was worried about hurting his hand, so he quickly got up from the hospital bed.
Xie Feng took a quick step, took the cup, picked up Xie Buyan with one hand, and carried him to the bench to sit on it.
He poured water and put it on Zhuang Wan's mouth.
She cried so hard that her eyes were swollen. (End of chapter)
