Chapter 457: Extra: White Phoenix 4

Chapter 457 Extra: Bai Feng 4

Those who have never felt love and expectation feel pain again and again because of love and expectation.

I have been paying attention to Si Yan, but I never imagined that what I thought was the best for her would end up causing her endless pain.

The beast **** is not here, and Si Yan’s spirit has not returned yet. I couldn't let God notice her and couldn't go out and do anything.

I can only go to the City of Ten Thousand Beasts from time to time, give them a lot of gifts, and remind them to pay more attention to Si Yan.

However, that stupid Qilin only has eyes for his female master, Cat Bear, and the City of Ten Thousand Beasts, and doesn’t care about his children at all.

I saw Si Yan escaping from the City of Ten Thousand Beasts and saw her arriving at the Yanxiang tribe.

Seeing her give birth to a litter of snake cubs.

I closed my eyes.

The feeling of weakness is tearing at my heart.

I am safe here, and Longze will come to my place sometimes.

He often stared at me and sighed after looking at me for a long time.

“Bai Feng, your love is in danger.”

My hand that was grinding the powder trembled slightly.

Long Ze: "I remind you, no matter which world, love tribulation is the most terrifying. If it passes, you will become the Phoenix God, if not, your body and soul will disappear."

I have touched it.

Have touched it a long time ago.

It has been going on for hundreds of years.

Through hundreds of years of anticipation and peeking, she has already taken root deeply in his heart.

…

I have been waiting for more than twenty years.

Finally, the feeling of being connected by fate came again. I know Si Yan is back.

I should have been happy, but I didn’t have much joy at that time.

She came back, proving that she had been betrayed in that world and she had died once.

The growth of the Beast God requires experience, and I cannot interfere too much with her experience.

After I calmed down, I was restless in White Eagle City.

　　When I feel uneasy, I go to harvest crops. There is a mountain of crops piled in my tree hole, full of crops.

I saw her!

She is as beautiful as I imagined.

She is more beautiful than I imagined!

I suppressed my rapidly beating heart and seriously showed my abilities in front of her.

Si Yan, I am very strong, I can protect you, I will protect you!

The male sees the female he likes, and the male sees another male who is eyeing her.

My possessiveness made me hesitate without any hesitation, and I directly launched the first heroic contest in my life against Ming Yan!

　　It obviously feels like the big one is bullying the small one.

But I was not careless at all when competing.

Si Yan, my Si Yan. Any male is an enemy, and any competition between males must be serious!

She stayed in White Eagle City for a few days. During these few days, my lonely heart was filled, and my lonely feelings were filled with tenderness.

I finally understand what love is, what expectation is, and what warmth is.

I sent her away, knowing that this time she would meet Long Ze.

Long Ze is the one who can best accompany her and help her.

I returned to the tree hole and saw that the grain had been removed from the tree hole. I couldn't help laughing.

　　　I haven't laughed in many years.

I am really happy, very happy.

…

Because of the fight against false heaven, I have to play my role in my position.

That’s why I couldn’t accompany Si Yan and leave the White Eagle Clan.

The flaming day came, and I received instructions from Long Ze. I found the Silver Wolf clan and the little mermaid Lan Hai, and then set out to find Si Yan.

“Why does the high priest fly so fast?”

“High Priest, slow down, we can’t keep up!”

Homecoming is like an arrow.

I want to see her and smile at her.

This sentiment is more intense than ever.

The heart is pounding. The feeling of anticipation brought life to my dead heart.

For the first time, I am grateful to the beast **** for blessing me with immortality.

Si Yan will become the beast god, and I will be the high priest of the immortal beast god. I can be with her for a long time, I can not become a god, just be her high priest!

I saw her, and I was ecstatic.

I even provoked the father of her cub. I feel that I am not a high priest or a demigod now. I am a jealous and impulsive fighting cock.

However, not long after, I felt a crazy pain.

She accepted him. That snake-orc that I hate so much.

The pain tore my heart into two pieces. I looked at the closed cave with the alluring smell, and my mind went blank.

After a while, I slowly came back to my senses.

I started to think about the fact that I might not be able to keep her to myself.

I began to adjust my mentality. In the beast world, a female can have an average of ten males.

Even if I can't be alone, I am sure that I will get her eyes again after becoming her husband.

…

She doesn’t like me.

It seems I have no chance.

…

It seems that I really have no chance.

…

What should I do? Si Yan doesn't like me. All my love for her seems to have become an unspeakable secret.

How should I tell her that I have been secretly watching her for hundreds of years, and my love for her has penetrated deep into my bones.

She won't be moved.

She will be afraid.

I will push her further.

…

I am in pain.

I see no hope.

I can’t see that I’m not alone anymore.

…

“Bai Feng.” Long Ze found me.

“Bai Feng, please be more energetic.”

Me: "I will protect her. I will do my best to help her."

“White Phoenix!”

Me: “I know, I know everything!”

I shouted heartbreakingly: "Long Ze, I have worked for you for so many years, I have done so many things for the beast world, and I have helped countless orcs. Now I can't be despicable just for myself. Then once?”

I saw Long Ze and he was stunned.

"Bai Feng, is Si Yan your love?"

I remained silent and nodded, "Yes."

The corners of Long Ze's mouth twitched a few times.

I know that he dotes on Si Yan. From his standpoint, Si Yan may be more important than me.

He was silent for a long time and then said: "Take it easy."

After a while, Long Ze slowly said: "...Bai Feng, don't die."

Longze is a very good beast god, and he is my beloved beast god.

All the beastmen in the beast world respect me like a beast god.

He is the only one who knows that I am not a pure and kind being. He is the only one who knows that I have killed people and is still alive in this world after seeing that I have made mistakes again and again.

Yes, I am a despicable high priest.

I know that he's letting me go to a certain extent about what I'm going to do.

Whatever I do, he may scold me, but he will not be hostile to me.

In the inheritance world, I launched another heroic competition, and I was competing with Wu.

Under the fair mechanism of the inheritance world, I also lost my memory.

Having lost my memory, I lost again.

The reason for losing was actually my character.

I'm so boring.

I am very controlling and keep an eye on her too closely, like a parent.

She really treats me as an elder.

Not like a partner.

…

I told myself I should let it go.

But he will suddenly go crazy and want to fight like crazy.

I am not willing to let my peach blossoms rot like this.

　　Really unwilling to give in.

Then, I persuaded myself to let it go.

The two little people in my heart are pulling at each other.

I live in White Eagle City, but I often look in the direction of the Realm of Illusion.

My eyes cannot see that far away, but I am deceiving myself and fantasizing about things over there.

A year has passed.

Five years have passed.

Ten years have passed.

Hundred years have passed.

Thousands of years have passed.

I cannot grow old, but there are vicissitudes of life in my eyes at this time.

A lot of things happened during the millennium.

For example, Si Yan and Wang got married, an earth wedding.

I went to the wedding and watched the ceremony. I felt calm but not calm.

For example, Tyson gave up the eternal life that Si Yan wanted to give.

As a gold crystal orc, he had a relatively long lifespan, so he died when he was five hundred and eight years old.

That time, I went too.

I saw Si Yan crying because of Tyson’s departure. I wondered if she would cry if I died.

If she sheds a tear, I feel as if my heart is full again.

I saw the simple priest's staff on her waist.

There was a secret happiness in my heart.

Wang gave her a protective heart scale.

but me-

The phalange of my little finger, she carries it with her.

For example, Ming Yan also died of old age, Black Saint also died of old age, and many orcs died of old age.

But I am still alive. Si Yan is still alive, and Wang Ye is still alive.

I am becoming more and more numb.

　　I have lived too long and experienced too much. Many things are gradually forgotten.

However, despite my efforts, I cannot forget Si Yan.

My emotional calamity seems to have passed, my emotional calamity seems not to have passed.

On this day, the sun was so bright that I couldn’t open my eyes.

In front of my tree hole, an unexpected guest came.

Old friend, Dragon God Long Ze is here unexpectedly.

“Bai Feng! Hi, long time no see!” Long Ze really greeted me like an old friend.

I looked at him twice and took him into the tree hole.

I poured him a glass of water, sat down and asked, "Didn't you go to the dragon world to become a dragon god? Didn't you feel happy there? Why did you come to the beast world?"

Longze chatted with me for a few words, and finally revealed the purpose of his visit to the beast world.

Long Ze looked at me deeply, took a sip of water, and then said: "To be honest, Bai Feng, I really didn't expect..."

“What didn’t you expect?”

“I thought you were a very persistent person who couldn’t let go. After knowing that Si Yan was your love, I thought…”

"Think I will ruin Si Yan and Wang's relationship?"

Long Ze’s silence is equivalent to recognition.

“I would rather...” My heart was silent.

I have actually thought about whether it would be easier to be a bad person, and whether it would be easier to be more despicable.

After all, I am not Tyson.

Because I’m not even a guardian beast!

Although Tyson did not regard himself as a beastman, he just did not regard him as a beastman. He was accompanied by his family and he was never alone.

And I, I am very lonely.

But why didn’t I do it?

I don't know either.

I didn’t go that far, I didn’t destroy their feelings, I didn’t take advantage of them with more thoughts, I wasn’t capable, I was a little more despicable, and I was a little more despicable.

A little regretful. A little confused. A little confused.

But I think maybe I'm just afraid...

“I’m afraid Si Yan hates me.” I said.

Long Ze was silent for a while and then said: "Bai Feng, have you failed in overcoming the love crisis?"

“It should be a failure, after all, I didn’t become a god.” I replied calmly.

I didn’t become a god, but I didn’t die either.

Long Ze looked at me deeply again.

Long Ze and I have been at odds with each other for too many years, with respect and friendship.

He said: "Let me take you away. Leave here and take you to Fengjie."

“You have the blood of the Phoenix God, and the Phoenix God can help you become a god.”

“Long Ze, I failed in my love tribulation. I can’t become a god.”

"It doesn't matter, Phoenix God has no heirs in the Phoenix Realm. If you go back, you will be his only descendant, and he will do his best to help you become a god. In addition, you have been in the beast world for so many years, and your body is almost full of merit and divine light. Bai Feng, I am sure that you can become a god."

“Bai Feng, go and be a god.”

Hai Feng, stop being the high priest of so and so. Go be a god.

I am silent.

But it was deafening.

…

I finally agreed to leave with Long Ze.

When we were leaving, Si Yan and Wang came to see us off.

She is very good for her. She is much more round than a thousand years ago, and she is very good.

I know that Wang has taken good care of her.

At this moment, I actually don’t know if I have let it go, but I think I may have let it go.

“Si Yan, Wang, I’m leaving.”

“Bai Feng.” She called me, and I stopped and looked back at her.