1999 He's not the Father I want

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Yan qingsi's face was filled with surprise when she heard that.""Alright ..."

But soon, she shook her head."I don't think so. I'm still saving the eggs for money."

Nie qiuping's throat was a little choked up. She remembered Yan Songnan and ye Lingzhi's daughter. She was only a year younger than qingsi, but she lived a completely different life. She only needed to enjoy being doted on, only needed to say what she liked, and never had to worry about her livelihood. However, her qingsi, at the same age, had to think about things that children of her age did not have to think about.

Nie qiuping rubbed her young head."You're still so young, so don't worry about this. Mom will have money."

"But we ..."

"Mom's here, don't worry. "

"Yes," qingsi nodded vigorously."I trust mommy."

"Hurry up and eat, the noodles are getting cold."

"Let's eat together, mommy. "

In the dimly lit and dilapidated house, the mother and daughter sat together and ate a bowl of noodles.

So what if his family was poor? as long as he survived, he would still be able to see the sun tomorrow.

……

After dinner, nie qiuping washed the bowls with cold water.

In the past, in order to save electricity, he had to lie in bed early.

Today, however, nie qiuping did not. She boiled water to wash qingsi's feet and asked her,""Qingsi, if...I told you that I won't be living with daddy anymore, would you want daddy?"

If it was in the past, nie qiuping would never have asked her daughter such a question. She was so silly in the past and always held on to hope. Although people always said that Yan Songnan would not come back, she did not listen to them. She felt that since they were already married, what else could she do? She would just pass the days like this. After all, this was her fate.

However, now that she knew what would happen in the future, she did not want to accept her fate.

She did not believe that Yan Songnan would treat his daughter well if he could force her to her death.

Qingsi looked at nie qiuping in confusion."Mom ..."

Nie qiuping suddenly felt that she was making things difficult for her daughter. She said,""Qingsi, if you think ..."

"Mom," qingsi suddenly replied,"we've never lived with dad, have we?"

Qingsi's words made nie qiuping really want to slap herself. Even her daughter knew about it, but she had never thought about it before. A man who had not returned home for years, what use was there for him?

"Qingsi," she asked again,"do you want daddy?"

Qing si bit her lips and looked at nie qiuping. Finally, she said,""I ... Want to ..."

After all, she was only an eight-year-old girl. In her innocent heart, she still yearned for fatherly love. She hoped that one day, a tall man would stand up for her when she was bullied like the other children's fathers and say,"Who dares to bully my daughter?

However, qingsi's dream was destined to never come true. Nie qiuping could only harden her heart and break it. She said,""But, if mommy tells you that daddy won't want us, not me, not you, will you still want him?"

"I won 't," qingsi shook her head.

She seemed to think that it was not enough, so she shook her head hard.""I don't want to. I don't want a father like that ..."

Qingsi's little face was stern, and she spoke very seriously, even sternly, like a little adult.

She knew that after the economy opened up, the young people in the village all went out to work. Many people's lives became better, and their families also built new houses.